I'm the Forgotten One

I'm the Forgotten One
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“AGATHAAAAA!” There was a loud shrill that echoed from the high voice of Mrs. Darla. Bi Momon who was struggling in the kitchen preparing dishes for dinner, until surprised to hear it. Fortunately, a bowl of hot beef rib soup does not spill. While Agatha was still languishing in her room, because she made her crouch more and more while hugging tightly her bolsters. Agatha did not expect that her mommy would come home so soon.


Today is the day of the announcement of the college entrance selection test that Agatha had taken after the first selection did not pass. Today it determines whether Agatha made it to college or not. He deliberately did not read it, because he had said that he could not graduate at the college his parents chose.


“Agatha, get out quickly! Get downstairs meet Mommy now!” call her mom again with a little scream. With a feeling of indignation and resignation, Agatha got out of her bed and went out of the room to meet her mommy below. He was still fed up and hated by what his mom had done the other day.


“SEPERTORY!” snapped Agatha who was no less fierce. His disappointment and anger again erupted when he remembered his mommy's actions. Mommy is not at all concerned with the behavior of her child.


Madame Daria stood in the living room while shaking her waist with her next hand holding a mobile phone. Agatha could guess that her mommy had read the results of the announcement. She approached her mommy with a sour face. Mrs. Daria thrust her phone at Agatha asking her son to read the results of the announcement.


“Ck...already Agatha said that Agatha could not possibly enter on the campus of your choice.” Agatha clucked cynically at her mommy.


“What did you say? With ease you behave like that. You really make Mommy dizzy,” said her mommy while massaging her head.


“What would you say if your son's ability is only half-mast like this? Anyway Agatha still want to enter university A, where Memey. If there, Agatha do not need test, can directly register.”


“What is so special about the campus? You're making Mommy shy! How could Mommy be able to get out of the house freely if it was like this? What do people say later? You disappointed Mommy!”


His mommy's words only made Agatha even more disappointed. All the attitudes and words of her mommy never supported her at all. According to him, studying at any campus is the same as the result depends on each student bringing themselves. Not only do underdeveloped campuses produce the worst graduates, even if fact-checked, many backward campuses are successful graduates all.


“Where can in such gloomy moments like this, Mommy still attaches importance to self-esteem and reputation? What kind of old man is that, huh? I'm still his son, aren't I?”


With an annoyed step Agatha ran out of the house about to leave in her car. The screams and scolding of her mommy were ignored. Accompanying Mang Judas who was sitting guard while surfing with his cellphone. Agatha gave orders to Mang Judas with cues and cues like a mime (the name for the person doing the pantomime. The pantomime is a theatrical performance of gestures, in the form of facial mimicry or gestures, as dialogue. This type of performance has been known since Ancient Roman times and is often used in religious rites with stories generally surrounding Greek mythology).


Without asking much, Mang Judas obeyed the orders of his small employer. They surround the streets of the city that are sometimes crowded sometimes quiet for about an hour. Along the streets of the city, Agatha occasionally ventured her emotions by shouting. Mang Judas was made to want to dislodge his heart when Agatha shouted loudly. Once satisfied, they returned home.


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Agatha ran towards her room. He closed and locked the door, wanting to cry in the room. Suddenly his phone placed on the bed rang, there was a chat message coming in. Agatha took her phone lazily, I don't know who dared to bother her who was crying at the moment. When he saw the contents of a chat message from Nadine who said that he and Welson were worried and anxious about Agatha, Agatha increasingly chaotic mind. There's no way Nadine really cares about him, let alone Welson. He thought this was all a mere play that was deliberately made by Nadine and Welson. Agatha did not expect the mercy of the two traitors. His phone he threw at the wall to make a sound, he was no longer willing to deal with them. Even just met by chance he did not want to. Welson must be laughing at him and Nadine said repeatedly sorry for him, he thought.


Geck! Tok!! Agatha's door was slowly knocked by Bi Momon from the outside. “Non, what are you doing in the room, Non?”


“What's up, Bi?” agatha asked slightly raised her voice to be heard by Bi Momon.


“Haha, ngeronda kayak security guard complex aja,” muttered Bi Momon. “Non, it's below there are nyariin, Non.”


“Who, Bi? Who does not know the time like gini?”


“Non's girlfriend, Den Welson is the same as Non as well,” said Bi Momon.


“Just tell them I'm racing horses, Bi!” answer Agatha with origin.


“But..Non,”.


“Yaudah, kick them out, Bi! Aunty, don't mention their names in front of me. Tell them, I hate them both so much, ” Agatha replied in tears.


Without saying another word Bi Momon agreed and obeyed Agatha's orders. Bi Momon rushed downstairs to meet the guests who were waiting below.


“Where is it, Bi?” ask Nadine impatiently.


“Mmm anu, he said you were told to go home. Non Agatha no longer good mood, and do not want to meet anyone..”.


“Trus he said let alone, Bi? Hate the same with both of us?” welson said casually.


“Loh, why Den Welson tau?” tanya Bi Momon was astonished.


“That's it, sounds to be here too. Adowww!”


Nadine immediately stepped on Welson's feet firmly and whispered, “kok can you at a time like this talk that honestly?”


“Yes that is the reality,” reply Welson who also whispered.


“You two are okay? Why is it that whispering race? Aunty can not hear,” Bi Momon interrupted in wonder.


“Nothing, Bi. Jude, Bi. Sample our dear greetings to Agatha yes, Bi. Thanks, Bi Momon,” Nadine said. The two of them then say goodbye because the one who has a house does not want to meet them.


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“Ma, why did Agatha not pass the selection for the second time? Though he is not too bad boy in school,” asked Mr. Thomas to his wife.


“Where do I know, Pa. My mother also did not think. To the extent that I didn't go to Arisan and to the parlor today,” lamented Mrs. Darla.


“Maybe our son has a problem. Papa has often said to Mama, go home early and pay attention to Agatha. Did you forget a mother's duty? The main task of a mother is to take care of the child and husband.”


“Oo so Papa dare to blame Mama? Is the responsibility of educating children only in the hands of the mother? Remember, Papa is also his parents, not just Mama!”


“But Papa's main task as husband and parent is to make a living! Mama should reduce the activities of Mama in the foundation!”


“So, you mean Papa, Mama has to leave Mama's job just like that? It's nice to talk like that!”


“Papa didn't say if you should stop. Try to think carefully, Mama out there is busy taking care of other people's children, while the children themselves are abandoned. What do people say?”


“Enough, Pa! enough's enough! Papa also had to go home early and monitor Agatha. He needs Papa too! Mama has tried as much as she can, sent her and enrolled her in the best schools and universities, equipped all her school supplies, gave her more than enough pocket money. Is there anything less? It was Papa who abandoned him.”


“Don't look for this whose fault! I mean, Mama said Papa was wrong for doing nothing, right? Papa's the one who provided the school funds! Mama should act as where mom should be!”


“Mama has done it all! Taking care of Agatha is both our responsibility. Don't cheat!”


Unwittingly by the two, Agatha hears all her parents' quarrels and debates from above. This is fucking crazy. It turns out that during this time both parents only consider it as a burden that must be borne and carried. They make Agatha as a quarrel as if Agatha is a nobody and does not deserve to be loved and loved. Agatha's heart and feelings grew more and more sick to find all these treatments.


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Agatha picked up her cell phone which she had slammed against the wall. The flat object has cracked the screen. Agatha took her card, then dumped her cracked phone into a litter box. Then insert the sim card into his other phone.


“Hii. Howareyou? I've heard that you didn't pass the selection. Don't be sad, yeah. There's me and the others will always be there for you.” Chat message from Dirgo. Agatha simply replied with a thank you and pinned a smile emoji. Memey, Maria, Stevanie, and Yadi also sent him chat messages, with encouraging expressions and some missed him. Agatha wiped away her falling tears as she read all the chatter from her friends. He is grateful that there are still people who care and want to support him. At least, this could make his mind and heart a little calmer.


“Mmm, if you like, next time we eat together again, yuk! I guess that time, the time we spent was just a minute.” Dirgo sent Agatha a chat. Agatha smiled even though she was still not entirely smiling.


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To be continued…