I'm the Forgotten One

Fuck those!

Each time Agatha fell asleep on her own, each time she fell asleep until the evening changed. He went into his room after his cousin went downstairs, and lay down on the bed to sleep. While both of his parents, after the trial process was completed, they resumed their respective activities. The judge's decision was final, that Agatha's parents officially split.

Agatha was dreaming again. I don't know what happened in that dream. He can only remember that Welson dumped Nadine just like that after Nadine climbed onto the prince's horse. In the dream, Nadine and Welson are like a prince and princess of the king. How unfortunately because Nadine had to fall from the prince's horse when he was about to sit behind Welson. Agatha woke up when her phone rang again. There was one missed call there, from Nadine. His eyes were still half closed, then sat on his bed while yawning.

“Cupittt, let's eat,” said Alzio who entered Agatha's room suddenly. “What do you want to eat? Come on, we'll eat out!”

“Cupat-cupit, cupat-cupit! What time is it?” agatha asked without commenting on her cousin's invitation.

“Jam seven nights. That's why I'm looking for food. Come on,” Alzio pulls Agatha's hand.

“Indeed Bi Momon does not cook?”

“Lah, Bi Momon just returned from court, how to cook, must be tired Bi Momon. Yaudah, come. Don't talk much!” Alzio pulled his cousin's hand back.

“It’s okay. Okay easy. You said you wanted to eat out? Yaudah ate in the gazebo there just meong,” Agatha said casually while combing her hair using her fingers.

Alzio immediately pouted. Agatha went to the bathroom to wash her face to make it look fresh. After that she went to the dresser to smear the origin of her hair.

“I have a business,” said Agatha while preparing her bag when her hair had been brushed off.

“Where to?”

“Not your business. Definitely not eating out!”

“I'm coming..”

“No! If you want to eat out, go alone. Pack my car!”

“Key?”

“Ask the same Mang Judas!”

BRAKKK!! Agatha walked out while closing the door of her room loudly leaving Alzio alone in her room.

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“Excuse me, Nadine is there?” agatha asked Nadine's assistant at home when she was welcome.

“There. This is Agatha, huh? I have been waiting for Neng Nadine. Go straight to his room, yes,” replied the new ART of the Nadine family.

“Iya, I'm Agatha. Thank you, Bi,” Agatha moved from her place to Nadine's room.

With a face that looks sour and full of anger, Agatha walked towards Nadine's room which at that time she often came with others. The hanging door decoration still looks the same, no change at all. Photos with his friends are still attached to the door of the room, the photo flanked by a heart-shaped wooden frame still reads We Are Always Together and Friends Forever.

“Sok once he used to send a message to his ART. Is it so bad just to see me for a while without me going to the room? Make lazy,” grumbled Agatha in heart.

Agatha knocked on Nadine's room door in annoyance. Usually every time he came to Nadine's house, he just went into the room without having to knock on the door. But this time, Agatha felt herself to be a stranger. There is no more nuance of friendship that surrounds him at this time. Without waiting for long, the door was opened by Nadine. Nadine appeared behind the door with a haggard face and wet eyes. Agatha was pulled in as if Agatha was a hostage ready to be destroyed.

“Gue tau, you must have come here,” said Nadine showed a happy face that radiated through her eyes despite looking wet. Her hands wanted to embrace Agatha, but Agatha quickly turned her back toward the sky-blue wall. Agatha stared strangely and disgustedly at Nadine.

“Why this one guy? The drama doesn't have to be this sweet. The next most that will be talked about is the thing that hurts!” accuse Agatha in her heart.

“So sure you're the same as me?” Nadine looked at Agatha with tears flowing back from the corner of her eyes.

“Udah, don't talk anymore! Jump to the core of the problem,” said Agatha coldly without staring at Nadine, her interlocutor.

Nadine speechless. He sat on his bed while Agatha kept her body against the wall of the room. Nadine's facial expression returned and then cried. Seeing Nadine crying, Agatha was astonished as well. Again Agatha accused Nadine in her heart that Nadine had gone mad.

“Tha...gulf me...” Nadine said in tears and then covered her face with both hands.

“It is difficult for you to forgive me?” nadine asked while constantly being as excited. “Gue don't know what to do.”

“Try you think! Is it easy to build our friendship first?” without answering, Agatha asked back. “My position is now like a crumpled paper, without being able to return to fullness as before. It's not easy for me to come back like the beginning.”

“Gue is very sorry for everything. I nyesel prefer Welson to lo..friend that I used to pick up with great difficulty.”.

“Toooooooooooooooooooo! Like I said, I'm a crumpled piece of paper. You shouldn't have needed Welson from the beginning. Because what? Because you know, he's my girlfriend. Butwhat? You even date him, stab me from behind,” said Agatha coldly. However he tried to toughen up, but in fact it is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.

“Iya, I know it's late. What do I do, Tha?” instantly Nadine clutched Agatha's arm and shook her body. “Gue..gue pregnant, Tha. I...” Nadine can not continue her words anymore. Agatha who was shocked to hear said Nadine, sitting drowning in bed.

“Whataa?” Agatha screamed spontaneously. “This is impossible! Absolutely not possible!” screeches again. Tears flooded her face, trying not to cry.

Agatha's heart really hurt, even more than before. “It’s crazy!! Oh God, why is all this happening???”

Nadine felt very depressed seeing Agatha's reaction so hysterical. Nadine asked herself, is it wrong to tell a story? Should he look for someone else to share his complaint? Her parents? It's not possible for Welson either.

“What should I do, Tha?” Nadine kept crying. “Gue scared, Tha..”

Agatha shook her head several times loudly. He was dizzy before, plus more dizzy again because of Nadine. Agatha felt herself getting hurt deeper and deeper. “Why are you doing this to me?” agatha screams in disbelief.

“tha..”

“Do Welson know all this?”

“Udah..”

“Then?”

“He does not want responsibility! What makes me can not do anything, he told me to fall in this,”, Nadine said while touching her stomach that has not seen any change. “Gue can't do this alone, Tha. Do I have to follow Welson?” Nadine was crying.

“FUCKERS! Don't ask me! I'm not the expert!” Agatha shook her hand which had been held by Nadine.

“Urus only yourself! No one cares about me! Why are you two being mean to me?” Agatha said those words with a trembling voice. He was so angry, wanted to vomit right then and there because he was fed up. After scolding Nadine, Agatha left Nadine.

“Agatha..!” call Nadine with a swagger.

Nadine called him. The door of her room had been slammed firmly by Agatha. The door of Agatha's heart was also tightly shut. Nadine really does not know how to reopen Agatha's heart and how to melt it. Should it be with English keys or pliers? Ah, free also feels.

Nadine was very sad because Agatha hated her so much. Not even a speck of love could he get from Agatha this time. He was sad because Agatha was more hurt. He was also disappointed in Agatha for not being sympathetic at all let alone helping her deal with this struggle. He had hoped that their friendship would return intact, in fact inversely proportional.

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Agatha drove her car at high speed in tears, to the point that she almost ran over the peddler with her carts until she was bullied by a biker.

Agatha walked into a club. He chose the club to throw away everything that hung in his heart and mind. He wanted to take it out so he could let go of all the burdens. If only his cousin had been with him since then, this action would now have been lectured and advised.

Agatha wanted to let go of all her burdens in an instant. It wants to run as far as possible and air like the wind, flow like water and spin like a wheel. He ordered whiskey. I didn't order a glass, but I ordered it with a bottle. He swigged the bottle straight from his mouth without being copied into the glass.

The glittering club lights that dazzled the eyes and the buzzing music that echoed filled the entire room, remained completely meaningless to Agatha. He still felt an incredible void.

A number of young men standing not far from Agatha seemed to be laughing happily. They were the punks Agatha had seen on the streets before. Their makeup and style is very distinctive, so it can be distinguished from other club visitors.

“Heh, look at the girl,” said one of those wearing torn jeans and a chain attached to his pants. Her hair in a distinctive style was painted in bright purple. “That's a real pain, huh? Definitely cut off girlfriend!”

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To be continued…