I'm Silent Just a Mask

traumatizing

"what disobedient am I?"asked Rania in a flat tone.

"you should sit quietly and let your life companion protect you. You no longer need to fight harder as before" Demian explained in a subtle tone.

"after everything I've been through? before I knew you, I was trained because of terror or strange events that always come from people who hold a grudge against me. For years I had to live restless and troubled but I was forced to be strong"rania said in a hollow tone.

"until one day I have to live in a new environment, and what? even there I must be strong to survive.if only that time I did not meet you maybe I am finished. and from that one incident I built all these high foundations. where I can at least protect anything with all my abilities despite having to enter the underworld, and now you're telling me to stop I think it's too late because now includes the defense period" he added in a slightly high tone. Demian just kept listening to everything.

For a moment Demian forgot that Rania had been in a falling position, but with a slip of hope she could survive until it became what it is now. Because if you stop now, many will fall.

While outside the nursing room that slightly opened the door, Rendy heard all the words that came out of Rania's mouth.

Instantly he felt less able to protect his wife, which was very difficult to get first. At first glance he remembered how all Rania's ways to refuse Rendy so as not to be involved in danger. But he forced all means to maintain his first love.

Yes, now they cannot retreat, because everything that happens is a problem that they have to face together together. Because this road they take, there will be risks that arise.

Chequelek

the two speakers turned to the door and Rendy emerged from the door.

"honey, have you eaten?"ask Rendy to approach Rania.

"yet" replied Rania.

"this was from my mom, food from home.you ate yes!"said Rendy while opening the lunch box he carried.

Demian just looked at Rendy with a curious feeling, and Rendy who felt in the face also turned her head. Demian asks Rendy's initial goal with an eye gesture but Rendy hints with a slow coil which means she's not leaving

"i'll go first" Demian said.

"don't go back to the base, go home" Rania said in a slightly slender tone.

Demian just nodded his head quickly and left the couple.

"sorry to me dear" Rendy said in lyrical tone.

Rania who was just focusing on her food turned to Rendy with a clueless look.

"if I were stronger you might not be like this" Rendy continued.

"what do you mean?"asked Rania in a cold tone.

"i'm sorry for everything that happened, maybe if I didn't force this it wouldn't be a mess like this" Rendy said.

"pull back your words" Rania replied in an increasingly cold tone.

Rendy who did not understand Rania's intention was just silent.

"pull back your words!!!! do you regret choosing to live with me?!!!"shouted Rania with a high tone. fortunately using the VVIP room so it is certainly soundproof and does not bother other patients.

"honey, I didn't mean it that way.you misunderstood" Rendy put her hands on his wife's cheeks and they looked at each other.

"then why are you apologizing as if the decision to marry me is a problem for you" Rania said in a slightly quivering tone of voice.

"hi, it's not that I just feel that it's lacking in protecting you and our child-to-be" Rendy immediately brought Rania into his arms. Without realizing it, Rania's tears flowed back.

"already, continue eating and rest to heal quickly.the child must be waiting for us to go home.ok" continued Rendy while pulling his wife's hair.

A kiss landed on Rania's forehead, the atmosphere of the room that was once tense is now back to normal.

Two weeks passed Rania who had been declared recovered could finally go home.it was welcomed happily by the whole family.

Even his children to whine want to come to pick up the mommy.

"i want to come along" Ale said in a whining tone.

"ald too"sahut ald his twin.

"sister too" even Arsene also spoke in a loud tone.

"he!!just take them. use one car there already is your sister's car" said Papa Dian to his second daughter.

"what a pity, let mama be the same papa who picked up your new niece" said Tia.

From yesterday's incident caused deep sorrow for their families for the loss of even unborn members. But a week later the son of Lana and Elsa was born so that happiness was again present.

But the child had to be born in her mother's hometown because at that time Elsa asked Lana to visit her parents' meal. Although far from HPL but their estimates sped up and ended up giving birth there.

While in a different place, namely the hospital, Rendy had packed his wife's belongings.

"Darling you've really not been papa" asked Rendy with an anxious look.

"i'm well, so the doctor said I can go home now" said Rania.

"keep you asking" denied Rendy.

"there is no problem, so the doctor allows.after this they must have arrived" answered Rania. Rendy simply replied with a nod.

Chequelek

"mommy" shouted the three boys who ran towards him.

"mom healed?"ask the eldest Arsene.

"dear it" answered Rania.

"where's Andra?"ask Rendy to her sister.

"follow mom and dad to pick up a new niece" replied Sasa.

"oh. yes, let's go back to my mansion" continued Rendy.

"loh Daddy.we don't see Dede baby coming home" Ale said in a plain tone.

"tomorrow boy, now we go home first you don't miss home?"persuade Rendy.

"miss.please if there is a mommy with Daddy" who answered it is not Ale but the eldest Arsene.

"let's go home" they finally decided to use one car and Sasa's car in the basement of the hospital's owner.

All these things are done so that Rania can set her heart, surely she still feels a little traumatized by the events of the last few weeks.

Rendy tries to understand the readiness of his wife's heart. It could be that Rania again slumped and blamed herself. One week ago Rania almost scratched her hand after hearing the sound of baby crying in the hospital garden. She still felt as if she was responsible for the departure of her child-to-be and also for not being able to protect her.