I'm Silent Just a Mask

5. difficult injuries lost

Rania went home to her apartment on her motorbike like an orang-sanity many people who swipe rania on the highway.after she opened the door and immediately ran and closed the door hard.

all along the way he was just silent, but in the room spilled already tears Rania.

"why did this have to happen to me why??I've been trying to heal this wound but can't, why is it that disappointed always comes to me why!!!!!"jerit Rania's.

"yahoo!!!!why all this has to happen to me I'm tired, I have to how" said Rania hysterically.

FLASHBACKS

12 Years ago

A little girl was sitting hugging her knees while crying in silence in the corner of the room adjacent to the closet and also the bed.which happened outside the room can not be imagined by her.how broken her little heart heard her parents quarreling, even the father had the heart to beat his mother, and at that time the cry of the little girl became more and more, because it felt pain when his mother needed it like that.

when the quarrel is over there is usually a wound on the corner of his mother's lips or on other parts of the body.and there are also items that are destroyed due to the quarrel.when he saw his mother's wounds and goods that messy heart ache all events it felt like a bitter dream.

In his childhood he was eager to defend his mother but what is the power of him is still small and can not do what can only be doubted when it happens.and yes it always happens there is no handsome years of quarrel.

7 Years later

The father had stopped to play hands with the mother.will but the quarrel still occur.even though they stopped fighting even the wound was still there on the child.and that's what Rania went through throughout her childhood until she was a teenager.

actually he wants to be strong and does not care about everything but his heart is not made of iron and steel.his heart is always crying inside but outside he just looks silent and firm.not as easy as a word to forget everything.even though the wound is healed but he tried to be a strong man from strong men therefore, now he can be a director in big companies at a young age. The real thing is opposed by the father but while the rani can still be achieved even though only the blessing of the mother he gets to apostatize her mother is the one who allows her child to go to her own net as long as it is not the wrong way.

FLASHBACK OFF

"why did you have to fight in front of me when I was a little girl who didn't understand anything, why the hysterical hysterics" Rania cried hysterically.

"what was your quarrel was more important than your children I was a human being not a stone I could see and hear everything"

"you've made me suffer with that situation, kept turning around in my head and making me unable to start any relationship with love"

"yahoo!!!!!hiks hiks forgive me Rendy's sister actually I also admire you but my heart is like locked tightly by the padlock of the past hyks hyks, why the shadow of the past continues to haunt me" said Rania's regret.

Bugh

Bugh

Bugh

Three punches he lay on the wall of his room only that can relieve his emotions yes hurt himself.Fresh blood flowed between his fingers and rania fell sitting in front of the wall.

***

when I got to the front of the apartment building Lisa and Sheila rushed to the floor where Rania lived.

"what a long time ago this elevator" Sheila said.

"just calm down you can't, all the way you chatty once" Lisa said.

"don't worry, you're what you are" Sheila said.

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their open elevator rushed to the apartment unit rania.they pressed the password number of Rania apartment because they were very worried.only Rania and her friends who know the password of Rania's apartment.

ceklek(open door voice)

"ay ayya, where the hell is the child making a worry" they said simultaneously.

"Lis looked in her room, I looked in her study" Sheila said.

"alright" Lisa said.

"however, the door can not be opened, he could have lost control.indeed in front looks silent but behind he can hurt himself" said Lisa worried.

"look for the spare key in the drawer next to you first" Sheila said.

then Lisa looked for the spare key and it really does exist.

"meet"

soon they open the door.the first sight they see is the hands of Rania bleeding.karean Rania had hit the wall hard until his hands bleed only to dampen his anger.for Rania better hit the wall than to scramblerandomize the whole room.

"astagfirullah Rania your hand" Lisa panicked.

"she must have hit the wall, gone down to the hospital fast, afraid of breaking a bone" Sheila said.

finally they hired Rania to the hospital.rania just obeyed because it was exhausted his strength to vent his anger.

On the other hand Sasa who reached the house immediately pulled the brother to his room.rendy just according to him.

"there's nothing I want to say, it's about Rania and sister's feelings" Sasa said seriously.

"listen yes brother Rania already like coated stone walls are very hard.rania is always haunted by painful events in her past so that makes you have to be extra patient to get it.Give her comfort and calm he can't get it" Sasa explained.

"what does this have to do with feelings??"ask Rendy.

"hah"Sasa again took a breath and told back to the brother.

"this is like a wound of the past that is difficult to disappear, even though the wound is healed but still imprint" said Sasa.

sasa told me everything in as much detail.rendy finally understood why Rania behaved like that.

"that's his attitude brother he will be quiet and calm but actually behind him is very fragile.I don't know why he can fight to the point of success now like this he wants to prove that any man he thinks that he is strong and smart he can survive the cruel life, this is his precocious nature.I salute him very much, maybe if I were him I would not be strong" said Sasa.

"as much as you have suffered before, just now you are like a heartless person but still have a conscience.This is why I fell for you" Rendy said.

drettt drewtt

sasa's phone rang.seen Lisa who called.

"assalamualaikum what is Lisa"Sasa

"waalaikumussalam, here I want to say that ayya in the hospital, you can come here not sa" Lisa was worried.

"what!!ayya why?, which hospital am I going there now"Sasa.

"hospital hope is beautiful, already yes assalamualaikum"lisa

"waalaikumussalam"Saturday.

Tut Tut Tut

"why are you panicking?what's wrong with ayya?"tanya Rendi also panicked to hear Sasa's cry.

"that ayya's brother entered the hospital" Sasa said heartily.

"is it definitely my fault I shouldn't have been rash to propose to her" Rendy said uneasily.

"it's a walk already, do you want to accompany me to the hospital?"ask Sasa.

"well, what are you waiting for sooner"

finally they rushed to leave.in the middle of the trip Sasa asked his brother to stop at one of the restaurants because surely his friend had not eaten dinner.there is a little regret in rendy's heart if only he did not just think about his feelings rania is not in this situation.