I'm Silent Just a Mask

16. slashed

a few moments before

rania's house the arrival of a guest in neat and luxurious clothes.the guest was 3 people, namely Andy, Rania's schoolmate in High School first and both parents.

"this sir, we came here to propose to my son Rania Rania for my son Andy, I heard that Mr. Malik's daughter has returned from the city" Andy's father said.

"if I agree, the proposed stay is still out of the house for a while" said Mr. Malik.

"but we had a request after marriage she had to quit her job, go home and be a housewife only if her marriage could be accelerated" Andy's father said.

"no, what the fuck you can't seem so you don't have the right to set my life path.and again not necessarily I accept the proposal" Rania said with a firm and flat face.

everyone in the house stood up from his seat, looking at Rania who entered the house.

"what do you mean ayya, it's good someone proposed if not how you later" said Mr. Malik.

"sir.bapak knows not what Ayya means, just managed to achieve ayya's dream and now have to let go of it just because he of course I refused. and one more I do not want to get married"he said it was full of emphasis.

"how dare you refuse my son, you are in the city just an employee alone belagu.kamu village girl, your dream is too high" said Andy's mother.

"yes I dare, my life my choice is not arranged by others.remember one thing Mom is indeed I am a village girl but it does not melt my spirit to pursue my dreams. I'm a country girl but my dream is not a village maybe the mother's mind is too shallow" said Rania full of confidence.

"cih, sook tau.ayo just go home we can't propose to a father who has no manners" said Andy's mother.

after Andy's family comes out the events that Rania may remember are very bitter.

"what are you doing, why are you a child can not obey a free parent you have an S2 degree but you do not want to get married. which man wants to have a wife who is more successful and higher education than him. It's good that you have proposed and married you, meet such conditions you don't want to. from the first father did not agree you to college" snapped Mr. Malik in a high tone.

"mom wants me to be happy, right?but why the father always can not appreciate what my choice is. what is called want me happy.no.I am not at all happy.and want all also because of the father" answered Rania.

when Mr. Malik wants to reply to Rania's words. Rania's hand is lifted up and said "don't talk, I haven't finished talking"

"did you know the effect of your quarrel?I didn't even think as a teenager never married.because I always felt sick when my father hurt my mother and issued a harsh word to her.what father ever thought that the house was not only you both of you but also me.I'm still a little girl should cover my ears and embrace myself when you fight.and also I'll cry more when the fight is over but there is a scar on my mother's face.what you know ha!!"

"i'm a violent man, a stubborn man, and I'm a man of ego, but that's how I protect myself from the harshness of the storm,and my selfishness is none other than my own father, so look at your own nature in me" he said hysterically.

"i never thought as to what heart my mother always forgave you.one I know is jealousy, restraint, work, and also uncontrolled emotions that always cause fights"Rania is unaware that her tears are coming out on their own.

"it's enough, you go into the room" said Nina's mother to calm Rania down.

"you get out of this house, and you don't come back before you get married" Malik said.

 "sir don't be like this, the more you make ayya more and more away from us" said fikri.

"father don't be selfish" risti said.

"sir.."not done yet bu nina spoke pak malik directly pacified the living room.

"well, I'm going to get out of this house, but remember one thing sir, that I'm getting married when my heartache and trauma are gone" Rania stopped pak malik's step,then left the living room and rushed to his room packing his belongings and booked a plane ticket to return.

and that's the bad memories that Rania always had when until now.as if old wounds re-slashed new wounds.for half a year also Rania always worked hard not know the morning does not know the night. always finish his work quickly and always stay up late at night.only work can forget the problem for a moment.even his health is not maintained, not maintained,he has insomia due to staying up too often and only eats once a day in his brain there is only work ,work and work but after the persuasion of her best friend Rania can live a normal life again but not with the memories of the past that can not improve just like that.