I'M Not Antagonist

dream

I don't feel like time goes by so fast. Today was exactly one month Vyona closed her eyes so peacefully, as if the girl was so reluctant to get up.

And during that time also Jazz always faithfully accompanied her girl hoping that the girl's eyes immediately opened and welcomed her with a sweet smile.

Even during the holiday Jazz class hike is not going anywhere, all his needs are prepared by his friends. Until now Jazz still always accompany the girl, Jazz will go when it is time to go to school only.

Actually Jazz is very furious because until now the hit-and-run case involving his favorite girl has not met a bright spot. Their only hope at that time was a cctv at the house of Haji Ali, but in fact the cctv at the house of Haji Ali died because there had been electrical repairs at the house of Haji Ali. Until now Jazz, Areksa, and Alan can only give everything to God, because they know God is very fair.

"Jazz, go first. Om there is a meeting" said Agra while cleaning up the files scattered on the table. "Don't forget to eat" he continued, patting Jazz on the shoulder before finally moving from Vyona's nursery.

After Agra's departure, Jazz only glanced at the food Agra had prepared for him. Then the focus of the boy returned to the beautiful girl who was sleeping in the sickly bed, her face looked so peaceful.

"Hey pretty, how are you?" Jazz asked while stroking the top of the girl's head. Dumb indeed, but Jazz knows his question will never be answered because the asked still sleeps with peace.

"Sleeping is not tired! It's exactly one month you close your eyes" Jazz said in a voice that began to shake, in fact he was so desperate, he was really afraid that Vyona was tired and chose to leave him.

"Aren't you the same as me, Queen?" Jazz asked with a bitter laugh. Every day he asked Vyona, although the response remained the same, Vyona did not respond at all to him.

"I miss you so much, so please wake up Queen. You slept a long time, I got scared. Ta__ afraid that if you are tired and choose to go away with me" Jazz's tears get louder, his heart feels squeezed by invisible objects.

"You remember, you still owe me" in the middle of the sobbing Jazz recalled that Jazz had asked Vyona three requests, and the girl just granted one Jazz request, so there's still two requests left!

"Now I ask for a second request" said Jazz as he clasped Vyona's hand "my second request, I just want you to wake up and be as healthy as before" continued Jazz while gulping a rough saliva.

"Wake Queen"

"I'm gonna wake up, please"

"Ona wake up, let's get up. I know you're strong"

"ONA WAKES UP "Jazz yells while hugging Vyona's body. Jazz was really already very desperate, seeing the girl lying down weak like this made her heart completely break.

*****

Karel seems to be pacing around in his room, his feelings lately are really not good, considering it turns out that Vyona is really hurt, even her ex-lover until now has not opened his eyes.

Every night, Karel dreams of Vyona coming to see him, making Karel sleep uncomfortable.

"Vyo, I'm sorry" muttered Karel as he threw his body into the bed.

Karel felt that he was really a coward, because he did not dare to admit his depraved actions. Actually Karel had told everything to his parents, but Kenan and Dewi also told Karel to close his mouth tightly so that the big secret was not revealed.

When Dewi found out, if Aretha also knew the big secret, Dewi had begun to accept Aretha as her lover, hoping that the girl did not divulge the secret to anyone.

The big thing was revealed when Kenan constantly asked for the whereabouts of Karel's car. At first Karel said that his car was in the workshop, but his father was not a fool. His father immediately came to their family subscription workshop, when Karel's car did not finish. Until finally inevitably Karel confessed to his parents.

"Gue's tired, V. So I beg you, don't terror I'm like gini" muttered Karel in the middle of his sobs.

"Karel, let's go" said Dewi who had just entered Karel's room.

Karel quickly wiped away her tears, hoping that she would not see the clear liquid fall from her eyes. But no matter how hard Karel tried to hide the Goddess still knew that the son was crying.

"You crying again?" Ask the Goddess with a sharp look. "How many times have you said, don't waste your time making someone as insignificant as your ex-boyfriend" a snort sounded very clear, signifies that the Goddess really does not like it. "Remember Karel, you still have a promise debt with mama. Until now you have not found the sister of the CEO of the group gentala"

"Ma, mama can't really discuss that any more! Karel tired ma, why mama constantly think about herself, why mama never think about the feelings of Karel ma!"

"Quite Karel, mama like this is also for the good of our family" snapped Dewi.

"Goodness of our family!" Repeat Karel with his cynicism. "It's not the good of our family, ma. But for the good of my mother, Karel knew that my mother was getting tired of living hard!" He continued, looking hard at his mother's eyes.

"Karel, shut your mouth" The goddess began to ignite emotions, visible from the veins on her neck that look prominent, indicating that the owner is desperately holding back emotions.

"Our life is still enough, ma. Mama who always demands, we should be able to explain the company papa, ma."

Plakkc.....

One loud slap the Goddess lay on the left cheek of the son, he also stared at Karel ferociously. "Shut your mouth, Karel, did you ever teach you to be insolent like this!"

"Mama never taught Karel to be insolent, ma. That's because my mom never took care of Karel and kemal, from childhood we always cared for the same aunt. whereas mom, mama was always busy with the world of mama"

"CLOSE YOUR MOUTH "cried the Goddess while slapping her right cheek.

"What's this?" Asked Kenan who had just come in with breathless breath, it was obvious that Kenan was running from the ground floor towards Karel's room.

"Your son, the more insolent the day with me, mas" said Dewi as he walked away.

"Karel, you can't look for it because of your mother!" Kenan exclaimed as he walked up to Karel who was now sitting on the bed.

"No way, pa" Karel said with a cynical smile. "Papa Mama know not, every night Karel always in the same terror Vyona, Karel always filled with guilt, pa"

Karel's tears broke again, he realized that no one understood his feelings. Everyone only thinks about their own feelings, without even understanding their feelings a little.

"Keep what you want? You're gonna turn yourself in to the police station! You wanna rot there? You don't go crazy, Karel, Aretha has been hard to hide your car, hoping everything will be all right. But you even want to destroy everything" said Kenan began to ignite emotions. "You should have thought, if you gave yourself up to the police, what was the fate? Your sister needs you, rail. Papa just asked not to be selfish" continued Kenan while leaving Karel, before his hand added bruises on both cheeks Karel.

******

(vyona's Dream)

Vyona is now in a very beautiful place, there are many beautiful flowers. But Vyona felt that if there was only herself there, the clothes that Vyona was wearing were all white.

"What is this place?" Ask Vyona who she was referring to for whom. "Why so beautiful" he continued with a sweet smile.

"Vyona"

Sayup-sayup Vyona heard the soft voice, Vyona clearly remembered that the voice belonged to her mother.

"Mama, Vyona is very happy with mom" said Vyona while tightening her arms..

"Mama is also very confused with you"

"Mama, what is this place? Why is it so beautiful and so relaxing"

"Vyona my son, this place is too far from home, son. You play in the distance, papa you will be worried" said Dahlia while menoel nose mancunga Vyona.

"Father, mother. What's important is that Vyona can meet my mom"

"Come home now Vyona"

"But Vyona wants to stay with her mom" said Vyona as she blicked her lips.

"It's not time yet, Vyona. Papa still needs you so much, so do your brother and sister"

"But Mama's coming with Vyona home ma'am"

"Can't be Vyo, we're different"

"What a difference ma, in fact now we are both here"

"We're both here now, but mom's body's been on the ground for a long time, son"

"Vyona wants to continue with her mother" Vyona began sobbing when she received a rejection from her mother.

"Vyona, someday we'll regroup. But not for now is not the time dear" said Dahlia while cupping Vyona's cheeks.

"Why, ma?"

"Because happiness is waiting for you. Your little prince is waiting for you"

"Little prince!" Repeat Vyona with furrowed eyebrows, while the mother just nodded while smiling.

"Who, ma?" Ask Vyona curiously.

But soon a bright white light appeared not far from where Vyona and Dahlia were standing.

"It's time to go home, son"

"But Mama hasn't answered Vyona's question "

"Hurry home Vyona, afraid that the door will soon disappear if you do not quickly go "

"But how's mama?"

"Mama's place is here, now you go home. Next time you can not play so far, if you repeat mama will be angry with you" said Dahlia while putting on the face as much as possible. "Let's go home quickly "he continued while pushing the body of the princess.

For once again Vyona hugged Dahlia's body tightly, after breaking her embrace, Vyona immediately turned towards that light. True said the mama the light is now a little dimmer, and it could soon disappear. With a heavy heart Vyona stepped closer to the light, but before actually leaving Vyona waved her hand at the mother. From within that light, Vyona could clearly hear someone calling her name but Vyona kept ignoring her. Because the focus is currently only on the mother who let go while smiling sweetly.

Vyona walked backwards while continuing to look at Dahlia from a distance "goodbye mama" he muttered.

******

Jazz woke up from his sleep when he felt the movement on Vyona's fingers that he had been holding.

"Are you awake?" Jazz asked with teary eyes, but the twinkle of happiness was evident from both eyes. "I called the doctor" he continued, pressing the emergency button.

"Who are you?" Vyona asked while staring at the confused Jazz.

"Queen, don't joke. Joking you're not funny"

"But I really don't know you" Vyona said with a solemn face.

Deggs..

Jazz heart just feels like slipping away, the girl can't possibly forget about her right.

Before long, Angga's doctor and several nurses entered Vyona's ward.

"Vyona are you conscious?" Ask Dr. Angga while smiling.

"Thank God you're conscious. Poor Jazz, he is waiting for you to be like a crazy person" said doctor Angga while checking the state of Vyona.

"Jazz who?"

Doctor Angga seems to stop his examination for a moment, the prediction turned out to be right, after realizing Vyona had completely lost her memory.

"Your girlfriend" replied Dr. Angga while patting Jazz on the shoulder. "No need to remember, it is also not good for your health" he continued with a smile.

"If you'll excuse me first" said Dr. Angga.

"He's my girlfriend! Buset handsome really. I no longer win the lot teammate yes, fitting dapetin him" muttered Vyona in heart while staring at Jazz. The man was now sitting next to her while clasping his hands tightly.

"God, he's handsome. My heart why it feels like beating is not normal gini anyway, ahhh***" inner Vyona, while his left hand holds his chest that is completely uncompromising when dealing with the handsome guy.

"why? is anyone sick? I'm calling a doctor"

"no need, I'm gapapa kok. just a little pain" lied Vyona.

"thank you, dear.thank you because you still want to survive to this day" said Jazz as he kissed Vyona's hand.