I'M Not Antagonist

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This morning the atmosphere of Vyona house is so crowded filled with relatives and also the neighbors who say condolences.

Alan and Areksa had just stared blankly at Dahlia's body which was now stretched stiff in front of him, the two handsome guys looked very chaotic because from last night continuously crying.

In the middle of the crowd there is also Ghea, Rafa, Riri, Andi, Astrid, and also Niko. But from the many people there they did not find Vyona, and also Jazz, either went where they both went.

"Where's Vyona's boss?" Ask Rafa.

"Where do I know, I've also just come together loe bego"

From last night after the body was returned to the funeral home, Vyona did not want to come out of the room, even Jazz had persuaded him hundreds of times but Vyona still firmly did not want to go down.

"Queen" called Jazz as he stroked Vyona's jet black mane. The girl just kept leaning against the chest of her field.

Crying out! No, Vyona didn't shed any tears after she fainted yesterday. The girl became more silent, and only played Jazz's fingers.

"We're down, yes, this is definitely soon Aunt will be buried"

Again Vyona could only shake her head in response.

"For the last time, let's take your mama to her final resting place. With Queen, everyone will be home. We as humans can only wait our turn"

"I can't afford to go down Jazz. I'm scared"

"Don't be afraid, I'm here. I'll always be by your side, let's get down now. Areksa's brother like the others must have been waiting"

With a very forced finally Vyona wanted to also be invited to go down to the ground floor. From the end of the stairs can Vyona see there are already many relatives who gathered, starting from the extended family of his mother, and also the extended family of his father.

Until at last Vyona's focus was on the body of the mother. It feels like Vyona really wants to assume that this is just a joke, but look at her mother looks very comfortable closing her eyes.

"Come" asked Jazz while gently rubbing Vyona's shoulder.

"Come on V, kiss her mother first. But her tears should not fall on your mama yes" said Aunt jasmine.

Vyona looked at Auntie jasmine with a little hesitation, because as soon as she went down the stairs, Vyona's tears suddenly just came out wetting her cheeks.

"Father, for the last time" said Aunt jasmine while gently grasping Vyona's hand. Aunty jasmine is the sister of Dahlia, Vyona is indeed quite close to him, Aunt jasmine is also very fond of Vyona, but unfortunately Vyona rarely get to meet with Aunt jasmine because she lives in Surabaya.

Vyona hesitantly wiped her tears and immediately kissed her forehead. Cold, that's what Vyona felt. whereas yesterday the body was still full of warmth, even yesterday her mother could still return her embrace.

After long enough to kiss the mama Vyona immediately rushed to embrace Jazz, he hid his face on the chest of the field belongs to the guy, maybe now Jazz chest became Vyona's favorite place to hide all his injuries.

******

Allahuakbar.....

Agra really did not expect to be in a situation like this. With a vibrating voice Agra echoed the Adhan in the burrow, standing right beside the corpse of the wife who was now lying stiff. Agra's chest feels tight, it's really heavy for him. Letting go of his heart forever, his tears were no longer able to be contained.

Vyona was crying, even the girl had fainted many times in Jazz's arms.

Areksas? The guy from earlier also cried a hiccup beside the papa.

As for Alan, he could only remain silent. Trying to deny that all this was just a dream. But in fact, this is where he is now. Standing rigidly beside Om and his cousin also took part to bury his tantic corpse, the woman who had been taking care of him, the woman he had considered a second mother. His eyes stared straight at Dahlia's face for the last time, never to cross the mind of Alan, if he would be abandoned again by the people he loved.

The crying became more and more so when slowly the soil began to be inserted into the lava. Vyona could only stare at the mound in front of her, she could no longer see the figure of her mother, her mother had completely disappeared and fused with the ground.

Afterwards Arga, Vyona, Areksa, and Alan sprinkled flowers along the mound, followed by Aunt jasmine and her husband.

After the funeral was over, everyone left the cemetery, leaving only Vyona, Areksa, Alan, Arga, and Jazz.

"Kids let's go home, let your mama rest in peace"

"Vyo still wants to be here" said Vyona when the father, brother, and also Abang mulau moved to leave.

"Let me be with Queen, om"

"Om tipped Vyona ya Jazz" said Agra while patting Jazz on the shoulder.

"Yes, um"

After the departure of Arga, and the others. All Vyona does is daydream while staring at the mound of land in front of her.

"Queen"

"There's no Jazz" he said in a raspy voice, "I can't see my mom anymore. If I could choose, I'd choose mama to beat me constantly rather than lose my mama like gini"

"Nobody knows when we live in this world, because only God knows. Ikhlasin Aunty yes, let him calm down up there"

"You want to promise me something!" Said Vyona while looking into the shady eyes of Jazz.

"Sure, what do you want me to promise?"

"Never stay with me" said Vyona as she extended her little day.

"I promise, but if God takes me first. You have to be sincere, because maybe the only thing that can make me renege on that promise is death"

******

It's been almost two weeks since Dahlia's departure, and Vyona has been quieter. Sometimes the girl also returned to bully Andin, zhavira, and Radit.

Like this time, after returning home from school Vyona flushed Radit using water, to make the glasses guy soaked and smelly.

"Vyona, geez. I'm wrong what the hell"

"Wrong loe weak. Loe guy right, but why every time you are disturbed you do not want to fight, or maybe you are a sissy" said Vyona while chuckling and followed by crisp laughter Riri and Astrid. While Ghea, the girl was only able to look pity on Radit, want to help also can not because after all the person who has bullied the guy is his best friend.

From a distance Jazz, Rafa, Andi, and Niko can only see the action of Vyona while holding her chest.

"Loe didn't want to win Vyona, Jazz?" Niko asked as she glanced at Jazz who was now standing right beside her.

"No, justin. We'll see if we want to be flanked again that's a boy" replied Jazz as he continued to look straight ahead.

But not long after that Karel came along with Aretha and also zhavira.

"Loe is crazy!" Karel just snapped at Vyona as soon as he saw Radit who was dirty and smelly.

"From the first I was crazy, the father of the chairman of OSIS who was honored just realized" said Vyona casually as if he was not doing anything wrong.

"Loe evil you know, wrong he's the same loe what? Until you always bother him"

"What's your business?" Vyona asked as she walked forward, eroding the distance between herself and Karel as well. His eyes looked at Karel sharply, already like an eagle that was eyeing its prey.

"OSIS chairman Cave is here, so I have to protect my friends from crazy people like loe" said Karel no less brave with Vyona, the guy also stared sharply at Vyona.

Byurr...

Again, but this time Vyona not watering Radit, but watering Karel with the water got that was also Vyona used to flush Radit

"Dog" Karel immediately cursed, as soon as Vyona doused herself. Being too focused on looking into the girl's eyes, Karel did not realize that Vyona was preparing to flush herself.

"Wicked girl like Loe, until anytime no one will want to. I feel relieved because I can escape from the devil like a loe"

"Who says no one wants to!" Jazz who had just come straight away just hugged Vyona's waist possessively. "Gue wants it, in fact now she's my girl brow. I also want to say thank you to you, because you have released this precious diamond"

"Throw away diamonds for stones" Niko's circus, smiling mockingly.

"Honey let's go home, don't mess your mouth to talk about their trash" said Jazz while tucking Vyona's hair behind their ears.

"Aren't you training?"

"Training is back tomorrow, yaudah yuk home"

"okay"

In the end Vyona, Jazz and others left Radit, Karel, Aretha, and also zhavira.

"My chest is dirty like this" said Karel while clenching his hands.

"Karel you fucked up?" Ask Aretha while helping to cleanse Karel's body with a tissue.

"I'm gapapa, jeez let's go home"

"But you're wet, you need to change clothes first"

"No need, I'm gapapa" Karel replied with a smile, to Karel Aretha who looked worried like it became even more adorable.

"Loe can go home alone, right?" Karel asked Radit

"You can, thank you for not helping me. And I'm sorry, because you broke me, you got dirty"

"It's okay, I'm gapapa. Yaudah if we pull it out first"

"Yes, watch out for the rails"

"okay"

******

"Are you angry with me?" Vyona asked when Jazz was silent.

"No. Why should I be angry"

"And I rebully people again. Though your first request at that time asked me to change and not rebully again"

"I'm asking for it, but everything needs a process. I also don't ask you to change directly, because I know you won't be able to" Jazz said as she ruffled Vyona's hair.

"Lord, thank you for bringing a man as good as him into my life" muttered Vyona inwardly, the girl immediately embraced Jazz from the side.

"Had Jazz come first, then I would have chosen to fall in love with him immediately, without having to fall in love first with Karel. Hey, master be prepared I'll chase your heart until you're really mine" Vyona said in her heart as she stared at Jazz.