I'm Not a Little Girl, Om!

40. Joseph thought of Jeniffer!

Joseph stared at the screen, his body in the office but his mind wandered. Time and again the man exhaled so as to make Matthias a roommate with whom he looked at him in wonder. Mathias wanted to ask but he undoed his intentions when he saw Joseph's face was already very tangled.

"Yes, why the same Joseph Why is he repeatedly breathing like that?" ask Gerald who just entered the IT team's special room.

"Gua also does not know, Rald. that child from starting to go to work until now wants to eat lunch behavior like it is not focused like someone is thinking." Mathias answered while shaking his shoulder.

"Lo didn't ask Joseph what made him like that?" ask Gerald who's sipping a cup of coffee.

"Ga, the problem is that the face of the child is already like eating people so I don't dare to," Mathias said again.

"Yes, then I'll take the seat next to Joseph's desk" said Gerald.

Joseph who was confused and tangled in his mind gasped as someone patted his shoulder gently as he turned his head he saw a nosy grin from Gerald's face.

"What's up, Jos. Your face looks tangled like a shirt has not been ironed," Gerald commented when he saw the dark circles under Joseph's eyes, it was clear that the face was sleep-deprived.

"Ga there's nothing, Yas. The cave is just a lack of sleep for a few days" Joseph said listlessly.

"Today this Monday, it means that during the weekend yesterday the work was staying up late so that it was not enough sleep like this" Gerald said when he heard Josep's sentence.

Joseph just mamanyunkan lips when he heard comments from useless movements he said it was admitted that two days yesterday he could not sleep his mind was always fixed on Jeniffer. He's coffee to be able to refresh his mind the work is still piling up if he keeps this up then it will be a lot of abandoned and Josep does not like it.

"Jos, where are you going. We're not done talking about it yet" called Gerald who was ignored by Joseph.

As soon as the pantry arrived, Joseph was overwhelmed with what he wanted to drink. What is bitter coffee, coffee with a little creamer and milk or white coffee sachetan. Mathias and Gerald who followed him to the point of seeing a man who was just silent looking at some type of coffee in front of him.

"Jos, you why. I don't usually think gini," call Gerald who's on Joseph's right.

"Guass dizzy!" only one sentence that Joseph made two speculations about the cause of Joseph's dizziness.

"Is there a program you can't handle?" guess Mathias while brewing a little coffee cream and milk for Josep while for himself he chose coffee milk which means the milk ratio is 3 tablespoons compared to coffee which is only one teaspoon.

"Lo again likes girls.' said Gerald who is more like a statement than a question.

Joseph gasped as Gerald correctly guessed what the cause of his heartbreak was, he exhaled many times making Gerald smile triumphantly.

"So which one is this? Where do you work? How's she look, sexy girl?" Gerald immediately flocked him with a few questions making Joseph grimace. Whether he should say that Jeniffer was still in High School, he could have been caught by paedophiles who liked minors.

"Hey! Why shut up, bro? Does she have a crazier boyfriend, does she have a husband?" gerald asked again, the young man had never seen Joseph like a woman. So it is only natural that he wondered who the female figure favored by Joseph.

"Jos, have a cup of coffee just let's go." Mathias holds out a glass of coffee still complaining of hot steam.

"If the cave says this girl is still High School how do you two respond?" joseph asked when he had finished half of the glass.

"Seriously, Jos. You like high school kids?"

"Gua does not know, what the cave likes if just just pay attention to himself because he feels he has responsibility for himself. But his face kept being shadowed at all times even as the cave was working on a program that would be our next project."

"What is the basis for not saying that he feels he has a responsibility towards the girl?" ask Gerald curiously.

"Because the girl is the niece of the cave sister-in-law so the cave felt that having to protect her was like looking after a niece. Like Benjamin God called, maybe?"

"Why is it possible that you from the beginning thought you wanted to keep him as a nephew. The word may mean that you might like her as a woman. And the girl's problem is your sister-in-law's niece why? You guys don't have any blood relations so it's only natural that you date him." Joseph was silent to Gerald's words, though Gerald was not serious about analyzing the situation.

"Really Gerald said, but what you must remember is that here the girl is still in High School. Means his life path is still long, there is still up to 10 more years for him to think about marriage. If only you were really serious and serious. Will you be able to wait for the girl to reach the age of enough and mature to get married?" Joseph was still speechless thinking about the questions posed by Mathias.

"You don't wonder the same cave that likes high schoolers?" joseph asked, looking at the two.

"Ga lah, nih ya cave tell brother cousin cave aja waiting for the girl he likes from Junior High until now they have been married. Imagine coy! From age 13 to age 26. The cave until the head rings with the older cousin of the cave" said Gerald with a loud laugh while Joseph permeated every word of the two.

"Jos, don't think too much, if you are also a match, you two will be together eventually" said Mathias while watching Gerald who did not stop laughing. I don't know what made him so happy when he told me about his cousin's sister who Mathias said was ordinary.

"Some of that girl must be loved as nyokap lo, as she is the niece of your sister-in-law. He must think it's his granddaughter like David." Joseph didn't like hearing Gerson's words just now.

The rest of her heart refused if Karina thought Jeniffer was David's. However, Jeniffer's age with David is very different. She has become a beautiful girl.

"Why is your face getting smoother. Like a wry mango," Gerson's voice made Joseph grimace.

"Looking up for lunch first, who knows the full stomach of the mind comes to calm down" proposed Mathias who began to smell the dark aura of Joseph.

***

Lunch hours have ended, office activities began to return. Is it with a full stomach that Joseph's mind follows calmly? The answer is of course No! The man even hallucinated seeing Jeniffer everywhere and it made Mathias and Gerald exhale deeply.

This could not be allowed, Joseph had to be sent home immediately so as not to mess up the team's work. After all, Joseph's performance was good and their boss Mr. Andre liked it. What they are both worried about is if the rampaging boss sees the results of Joseph's work falling apart. Let them both take Joseph's place until Joseph's mind returns to what it was before.

"Joseph Zedekiah! Going home now, instead of making a mess of our work. Mr. Andre already ngizinin koq," Mathias said with a worried tone.

"True Mathias, he went home. Take another leave of absence until your mind returns to the origin!" gerson said in a stern tone, he feels sorry for Joseph's current state of mind.

Joseph, Joseph. Gua kira lo ga normal because never thought of a girl, ekh once thought it was a girl still ABG plus niece brother-in-law lo anyway. Mathias said in his heart.

Looks like this time Joseph can't dodge anymore if he already likes Jeniffer. But will the man express his feelings or just let it go?