I'm Not a Choice

I'm Not a Choice
Masalalu



Five years later.


Mark really proves his words waiting for Ayana until ready to be invited to marry and become his wife. The girl has grown to be big.


*****


"I just met Sunny at a shopping mall in town. He looks happy holding a woman. I thought he was his future wife" Mark said.


"Who knows it's no longer his future wife, but Sunny's new wife, brother!? After my divorce, Sunny moved overseas to take care of her business there. Where there is a man who can survive without the warmth of a woman in bed for four years more" said Ayana.


"Hahaha, I can do it, right?!" said Mark.


"Hehehe, finally thrown away for free in the bathroom right??" chirps Ayana.


"Haha, Ayana! Anyway, I don't want to wait much longer. I have to marry you. Have you no pity on me, have long fasted to feel the touch of a woman," Mark said with a spoiled whimper.


"Okay, okay!? I won't delay any more. Okay?!?" sahut Ayana's.


"Big, I'm getting married!?" said Mark while hugging and lifting the body Ayana ala bridal.


"Mark!? Stop Mark, it'll fall!?" yell Ayana.


"I'm never afraid of just falling. Let alone falling in love with the same woman as you, dear," Mark said with a loose laugh as his dream was about to materialize. Marry Ayana and make her his wife. Appreciate Ayana as a woman worthy of respect without re-emphasizing her past.


*****


What kind of happiness will you feel, is it because it has abundant treasures? Is it because you have many wives or women around you? Is it because you have success and you become famous? Or because you are in the midst of people and families who love you for who you are, not because there is anything?


Each person will have an obsession to realize his hopes, desires, and ideals. Dreams in your mind do not just develop in daydreams and dreams in your sleep. Prove it and make it all happen in reality. Prove all the success you can achieve.


Realize everything in the good actions and deeds of those hopes, desires, wishful thinking and ideals. Whether or not it succeeds, effort and effort pursue it. But when all the efforts to be achieved that do not produce results and do not materialize, do not despair and give up. Try again and again. Until you feel tired and admit defeat from that failure.


Ayana and Mark are examples of destiny itself. Even though they are far apart. Because there is effort and prayer itself, they can finally be united because it is their own choice.


Now when he gets up. Want to keep going or stop? Want to move forward or stay still. Unload the feeling of resignation and laziness itself. And be confident that each of your efforts will one day reap the rewards themselves. God never sleeps. He will always hear our prayers and complaints.


May we be among the lucky ones.


*****


The Sunny luxury mansion.


"I used to have a wife. I love her so much. But the shadow of his past made me unable to erase it. Moreover, he used to also get close to my deddy. That's why and the main reason why I'm so hard to accept his dark past" Sunny said.


"What about me? I am also no less bad with your ex-wife. I also often change partners before meeting you, Sunny!" viviana said while struggling spoiled with Sunny.


"I hope you keep your loyalty to me. I don't want to see you betray me. Because if you dare to deny that, I will never forgive you" Sunny said.


"Sure dong. I am your woman. And I will not turn away from you. But when are you going to marry me, Sunny?!" ask Viviana.


Sunny remained silent. Honestly in him there are still doubts with Viviana. Especially the past Viviana who has had a boyfriend several times. But the style of dating Viviana should be a western lifestyle that is not just a kiss. Moreover. Viviana is an artist and model with a glamorous lifestyle.


*****


There is no true perfection in this world. Everyone has a past that may be bad. Are we still always preoccupied with the shadow of the bad past? Is not every time we will try to improve and correct our mistakes to be better than the previous day.