I'm Not a Choice

I'm Not a Choice
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Somehow Sunny was so excited and enjoyed the services of Ayana. Actually Ayana was embarrassed to fulfill her duties. Because according to Susi's mother, her male guest tonight has paid three times the price offered, Ayana must serve him earnestly and wholeheartedly. Although initially Ayana was very embarrassed when she found out the man who became her date partner was Sunny.


They were still on top of the dispute behind a thick blanket of hotel rooms. Sunny holds Ayana like a lover who vents her love. Sunny completely humanizes Ayana and does not regard her as a slave who must serve her employer who has already paid her price.


In his kiss with full softness Ayana's forehead and gently bought it. Sunny refuses to let go of the plain body behind the bedcover blanket.


"Ayana, marry me. Stay this job," said Sunny slowly. This has been heard several times by Ayana. Maybe Sunny is the one who really seriously invites her to get married and escape from her dark world.


"Sunny, after this I've decided to quit this job. But that doesn't mean I'm going to marry you, Sunny" Ayana said. Sunny hugged Ayana.


"Why? I'm serious! I was deliberately looking for you for a date tonight. Want to be my wife?" back Sunny offers Ayana to be his wife.


"I'm scared, Sunny! Even daddy you already know how I am. I'm a whore who once accompanied your daddy one night. Even Lord Apollo more than once sought me out to be his bed partner. I don't want the father-son relationship to be broken because of me. And I am not worthy and worthy of being a wife to you or your daddy" Ayana said.


"Did my daddy ever ask you to marry him and be his wife?" sahut Sunny's.


"Yes! He even asked me to get married a few times. Just like you," said Ayana.


"Pick me or daddy if you have to choose" Sunny said.


"Sunny, don't force me to make that choice. I will not be a wife to you or to Lord Apollo. I'm just a trashy woman who deserves to be dumped. Recycling will not return as it was. Better forget the bullshit that asked me to get married, Sunny. There are still a lot of good women with a clean past. Not me" said Ayana.


"But I love you, Ayana! Loving you without seeing the work you've been doing all this time" Sunny said.


"If you love me, let me escape all the troubles that will burden me. Because I don't want people to insult me if I'm your wife. People will look one eye because of my bleak past" Ayana said.


"No, Ayana! I will protect you! I won't let people insult you just because of your past. Promise me, Ayana! If you are afraid to meet people or men who know your work all this time, I will invite you to live abroad. Or if necessary we live in a small town or on the outskirts of town. We get married and live a quiet and peaceful life with our children" Sunny said with a wonderful hope.


"Sunny, what a sweet word you say. I find it very difficult to refuse everything you have to offer. Be your wife and I only serve you as my husband" Ayana said.


"Really! You want to get married and make me your husband?" back Sunny confirmed. Ayana nodded slowly. Sunny's smile was wide-eyed hearing Ayana's reply.


"Ayana, I love you baby!" lirih Sunny.


"Hem, I'm Sunny too!" sahut Ayana's.


"really? Do you like me too?" ask Sunny.


"Yes, because of you I want to change for the better. Because of you I promise, tonight is the last time I'm a prostitute" Ayana said.


"Thank you dear! I will not bring up your past after we get married and become husband and wife" Sunny said.


*****


In the private mansion of Lord Apollo.


"Daddy!? Ayana has stopped being a prostitute. Ayana has promised me that I won't do that job again. And I will marry Ayana, daddy!? Isn't that good news?" sunny.


"No! You can marry any woman, but not Ayana, Sunny!?" said Mr. Apollo.


"But why, daddy?" sahut Sunny's.


"The tree can't! Don't marry a woman whose past is so bleak. The woman is used to changing men and falling from one man to another. She won't be uncomfortable one day if she cheats on another man after becoming your wife" Apollo said.


"Daddy! Ayana won't betray me, daddy! Anyway without daddy's blessing, I still have to marry Ayana. I'm going to live in the suburbs to find peace and tranquility to live with Ayana" Sunny said.


"Sunny! If you still want to marry Ayana, daddy will withdraw half the ownership shares of the company that has been given to you and also some assets that have been given to you will daddy pull back. So don't ever mess with daddy. If daddy already forbids you to marry Ayana. Never oppose him! Okay?" said Mr. Apollo with all his threats.


"Well, I'll take her, daddy! Whatever happens, I'll still be married to Ayana" Sunny said.


"Daddy will not be sure if Ayana wants to be married by you after knowing you have nothing. And you are just an ordinary man without a job and no possessions" said Apollo.


"I'm not scared, daddy! I'm getting married to Ayana. And I'm sure if Ayana wants to marry me not because of property. But Ayana really likes me" Sunny said.


"Then, never again set foot in this mansion. Your name will be crossed out as my son" said Lord Apollo.


"Okay, daddy! If all has become a provision of daddy," said Sunny.


*****


"Mas, why did you kick Sunny out, mas?" ask Reta mommy Sunny who already knows that her son is not currently in the mansion.


"Sunny's been blinded by love! Even Sunny is getting married to a prostitute. My words were not heard by Sunny" said Apollo.


"Mas, you should understand that Sunny also has a stubborn disposition like you, mas! A person's past is not a guarantee that person will continue to make mistakes. Who knew the woman Sunny had chosen could change better after being married by Sunny, mas!?" said Reta.


"You won't know the Reta! The woman can make our son miserable and even become a disobedient child who goes against the will of his parents. The proof is that Sunny does not want to hear the advice of me, Reta," Apollo said.


"Mas Apollo! Please find Sunny! Take him home. Let them marry. We have to bless her, mas! Even Sunny has never lived hard and short of life all this time" Reta said.


"Leave it, Reta! He's a man! He has to start thinking, how hard it is to make money and start a business from scratch" said Apollo.


"For a long time he lived a good life and could work with a large income because he just continued the business that I had pioneered for a long time" said Mr. Apollo.


"Mas, but Sunny is our only child" Reta said.


Lord Apollo fell silent. Actually in his heart also felt sadness as his crown prince walked out of the mansion. Even out there Sunny will support the son of the man who will be his wife.


"Ah, I would like to see Sunny's struggle out there without the slightest bit of capital and facilities from me" muttered Lord Apollo.