I'm Not a Choice

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"Eat a lot, son! You are now at the home of his daddy mommy Sunny, your husband. So, that means you've also been regarded as our son like Sunny. Isn't that right, Apollo?" say Reta. Sunny smiled widely.

"Hem, that's right, Reta! Sunny along with Ayana, his wife will give color in this house again. They will definitely return to this house and it will be crowded again, Reta" said Apollo.

Sunny immediately looked at Ayana and also her mommy daddy alternately. He was so happy his wife was well received by his mommy and also his daddy. After a long time his daddy did not approve of his relationship with Ayana even when married, his daddy still did not want to bless her. So that Sunny's marriage with Ayana only Ayanas family who witnessed it.

Mr. Apollo looks very guarded his image. He wanted to look dignified in Ayana's eyes. However, Sunny could not force Ayana back into the main house. Hadn't that been discussed between Ayana and Sunny at that time. Ayana insists she has not been willing to live with her in-laws. Although his in-laws had told Sunny and his wife to stay in the big house.

Ayana wants to build her own household together with Sunny in her own home. Maybe this is better than staying one roof with her in-laws. Moreover, the Lord Apollo used to be his customer when he became a comfort woman. Even Apollo's master once asked her to marry him. Ayana is very afraid if it can cause something that should not happen to happen to damage the husband and wife relationship between herself and Sunny.

Aye! Until now the secret that Ayana used to be a bed partner for the Lord Apollo has not been known by mommy Reta. Although Sunny himself already knew that his daddy had once dated Ayana before Ayana decided to quit her job and married Sunny. It is also guarded by Sunny, where the past can make Ayana become discouraged when dealing with her daddy let alone having to stay one house.

Sunny finally spoke up after finishing her meal. He saw that Ayana had not finished her meal yet. Ayana looks uncomfortable when seen continuously by the Lord Apollo. Sunny knew that.

"Sorry, daddy, mommy! Ayana and I are now your children. Sorry, mommy daddy! We haven't been able to stay in this house with you. But we try to visit mommy daddy more often. Is that right, honey?!" said Sunny as she grabbed Ayana's hand and clasped her tightly in front of her mommy daddy. Mr. Apollo seemed to be less fond of seeing Sunny deliberately showing his affection along with his wife in front of him.

"Ehem, yes, yes! We will not force you to stay in this house. But if you want to stay in this house at any time, the door of this house will be wide open for both of you. Isn't that right, Reta!?" said Mr. Apollo.

"of course! But try once a week at least you come to this house. We eat together and talk like this. I want us to always gather like this" said Mommy Reta.

"Sure mommy! We'll try to get to this house often" Sunny said.

*****

After returning from the mansion of the master of Apollo, Sunny invited Ayana to shop for monthly needs. Sunny has earned her first salary while working as an employee at Mark's company. But while they were shopping, they met Mr. Mark along with Mark's personal assistant, Rendra. The four finally went into a cafe to just coffee and chat for a while.

"I think on a weekend like this you're going to walk with your woman, Mark. It turns out you were with Rendra. Aren't you afraid that people think you two are dating?" said Sunny with origin. Of course it was just a joke. And in fact Mark and Rendra laughed out loud.

"Good, Sunny! I'm a normal guy. Even very normal. So did Rendra. You want me to prove it before your eyes, huh?" sahut Mark glanced at Ayana who was sipping cold cappucino coffee with her cake. Ayana could only look down not daring to stare into her sharp eyes like the eagle belonging to Mr. Mark.

How Ayana's past made her like a vicious circle. The world feels so narrow and where he is still reunited with men from his past who have enjoyed the beauty of his body. It feels like to avoid but always met with men who have slept together with him.

"Why the hell am I always met with men who have slept with me? Why when I have repented and want to become a better human being, again reminded by those times. It was a time when I was getting more complacent after I enjoyed my work. Although at first it made me the most despicable and disgusting woman. But as time went on, I got used to it and enjoyed living it. Now I want better. I don't want to go back to being a woman of sin. I must redeem all of that with kindness," inwardly Ayana.

Ayana always bowed her head The choice at this time is to start busying herself playing her mobile phone when her husband chatted with Mr. Mark and Rendra.

"Ayana, baby!? If you get bored, you can go to the salon. We'll be waiting for you here" said Sunny, who had begun to understand that Ayana was getting tired of being among the men who were chatting.

"Hem, that seems better! Then I'll go to the salon first!" sahut Ayana's. Mr. Mark was still watching Ayana who was trying to keep her attitude. In Mark's heart, just smile.

"I know that you must have been very awkward when you met me" said Mr. Mark.