I'm Not (Again) Your Doll

Sebastian's Panic

Lately Sahaja often looks gloomy in the eyes of Sebastian. Whatever her husband does is always responded to Sahaja with a sad face look sometimes also he smiles but forced smile.. Sahaja can still smile and even laugh if Sebastian is acting silly to please his wife, but there are times when Sahaja looks daydreaming and sad when he is alone. Sebastian began to fear and think not his wife was sick hard.he also suspected that his wife was silent was hiding the disease from him. but sometimes he brushed off the thought himself and tried to get close to his wife and find out for himself what made her look upset. sebastian has done various ways to see his wife back cheerful but it seems gradually his wife is like making a barrier between them. orange is more open if it has a problem and orange tends to be indifferent if there is a problem. jingga prefers to busy himself doing something that can restore his mood such as dressing up and shopping so that he forgets the problems that interfere with his mind, while Sahaja is more closed and harbors his own feelings. Sahaja likes to think deeply if he has a burden of mind. only orange who understands this nature.if only a thousand languages are silent there must be something serious he is thinking about.

like this morning when Sebastian and Sahaja were having breakfast together, Sahaja looked dreamy and just stirred the spoon and fork he held on to the food in front of him. Sebastian has called him soft and gentle many times, but now it is as if his body and mind are in a different place. Sebastian finally shook his wife's hand slowly until she realized from her daydream.

"why you, baby?? are you sick??"while putting his hand on his forehead Sebastian's wife already showed a worried look. "do we need to go to the hospital now?? let mas anterin aja yes dear.mas worried if you why... "

"just smile at her possessive husband and try to convince the husband that he is okay.but before long he collapsed and was unconscious. seeing the condition of his wife Sebastian swiftly brought the wife to their room while half running he ordered the butler of his house to call dr. Miller now also. after arriving at the elevator door he immediately pressed the number 4 location of their room and immediately lay his wife with their hearts in bed. Sebastian's face is now pale, pale, Sebastian, cold sweat poured out on his handsome face, and even his hands were wet because of the nervous and panic-stricken horn that was running over him at this time.even his clothes were wet from cold sweat. when depressed like this he remembered Arlan and immediately asked him to come to his house right now because his wife was unconscious. afterwards, after that, not until 2 minutes the friend and his wife had appeared in his room because they were running from their house as soon as news from Sebastian earlier. orange looked very worried and patted the back of his best friend's hand that he held tightly.does not feel any tears of anxiety could not stop out of the beautiful eyes.

"why so kayak gini anyway ja ?? loe why else..?? deh loe habits. I have said all the problems there is a way out, do not think mulu.

you wake up. I'm scared, you know??" with the beginning sobbing orange continued to try to talk to his best friend. Arlan just patted the wife's shoulder to give support. Sebastian who had been panicking since vaguely listened to the word orange and realized that his wife was harboring a problem that he himself did not know what it was. Miller also came and immediately did his job.he immediately tried to resuscitate and soon enough was aware. the doctor checked it out and after a while he wrote down several prescriptions and asked to take his medication regularly.The doctor said that alone is okay. he fainted because he might have a lot of thoughts and made his mind feel depressed. After a long time in the room, Dr. Miller resigned.

seeing his best friend had realized orange immediately hugged his friend and asked him to rest and he was on the lower floor in the middle room if his best friend needed him. they came out of the room and after they came out Sebastian immediately hugged his wife and cried like a child who complained to his mother.

"honey .. do not kek gini gini again yaa darling. mas afraid bgt earlier. you if there is a thought. mas promise will ngabulin whatever you want. But. promise yes dear. don't think again this happened. mas. afraid bgt earlier dear.".. he said take sobbing in the arms of the wife. Sebastian was right to show his weak side to his wife, lovingly calming her husband and peeling the top of her head and patting the back of her husband who was still wrapped in his arms.

wiping away his tears, Sebastian looked lovingly at his wife and kissed the owner's forehead.

"yes already. now rest aja yes my dear. let's quickly recover.mas down a bentar ya want to tell kang Dhani to take medicine, prescribe this to the pharmacy. a moment yes dear. not too long ago, you rest..

I'm going to be the same as you."

cup. cup.

Sebastian peeked at the top of his head and then moved out of his room after making sure the wife began to shut down.

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