I'm Not (Again) Your Doll

I'm Not (Again) Your Doll
Memories of the Past



It has been more than 20 years since Gilang made his childhood promise to Hanella. but their encounter at Jelita's mother's Boutique at that time was her last meeting with the sweet and sweet little girl that she could not forget until now, even though it had been years, passed, but the sense remains and even more beautiful in the heart of a Silang Samudra. used to be when he was a teenager, he deliberately chose to study in England to be able to meet Hanella. because according to Jelita, the brother's lover, Galang Samudra, he was suddenly contacted by Hanella who had not heard from him for years.from the call, he was not there, Jelita saw that her best friend was contacting her through a foreign call precisely from the city of London.Very eagerly Gilang also invited her brother to study there and for the sake of his twin sister, he said, Galang was willing to separate from the idol of the heart.


flashback 10 years ago


"honey.. I say yes first, I have to accompany Gilang nih to London to find your best friend Hanella.don't cheat ya dear..."


Jelita who at that time was still sitting on the bench of Junior High and indeed had not established any relationship with Galang (then) just stared lazily and fed up at Galang.by clenching his fists in front of Galang, Galang, Jelitapun inevitably scolded the handsome teenager fiercely.


"honey....!!! oh....!!! 😡 dear nutmeg loe peang...!!! since when did I become a girl loe..??? dihh..😡


ehh... tapiii.. if you guys managed to find Hanella, immediately tell me yes.. 😢 I. i.. kangen very much with him... 😢 huaaaa... Nella.. loe where aja sigh.. tega loe same me. huuaaa.. 😢😢.


Jelita who really felt very lost her best friend was crying in front of Galang.


because he could not bear to see the sadness in his heart adoration and also remember his sister Gilang who was getting colder days since the departure of Hanella who quietly moved out of the country with her biological mother who was at that age still 7 years old, makes Gilang feel very sad and longed deeply that he could not express. Galang just hugged Jelita in silence and promised in his heart would really help Gilang find Hanella's whereabouts.


after saying goodbye officially to Jelita and at the same time demanding "loyalty" the idol half forced Jelita to swear allegiance to him😂 which was only very lazy by Jelita at that time just for Galang to leave his residence 😂, immediately, Galang also with a new fighting spirit, in addition because he wants to solidify himself into the successor of the company of the papa, Arlan ocean, and, he had promised in his heart all his heart to support the romance story of the sister so that he could meet again with the adoration of his heart, but. man can plan but, God. also determining the final result.and after months of searching to the corners of the city, the whereabouts of Hanella at that time was not yet known.Gilang was half crazy looking for Hanella. luckily, there is Galang who continues to encourage him and promises to help him find Hanella. and indeed the existence of Hanella at that time will indeed be very difficult to find because at that time Hanella and her mother were working as servants for the kitchen in a magnificent mansion in the city and they both used identities fake to avoid chasing Hanella's papa.


flashback off's.


"heh.. nglamun aja loe..."


Galang who had often found his twin brother was daydreaming in his personal workspace deliberately disturbing the daydreams of the sister in order to disperse the letters of sorrow on Gilang's face.


"hughh.. what's up!".


coldly Gilang returned to his cool mode and immediately asked Galang's purpose in his room.


"😀 is fierce very sih bro.so gini nih..


"don't you really want to propose from ten years ago but never loe lakain also until this moment..??"🤨Gilang staring lazily towards his twin brother.


"this time I'm serious lhoo...!!!"


Galang answered with a sure and confident face.


"yesterday you said so too". Gilang indifferent with a face that welcomes the brother who really hopes more response from Gilang.


"kalo no one else important. please continue your work because I also have a lot of work here." cueknya Gilang throw the brother out of his room.


" loe kok gituhhh.sama I. I seriously want no friends to share..."


Galang is still trying to weld.


"sorry. I was busy." with a super cold gaze Gilang also managed to make the brother leave the room.


while passing away Galang also walked towards the door while grumbling.


"yes, yes... I aduin mama loe until home ntar. anyway. you will nyesel... ive cuekin my handsome man...😡" with rough Galang closed the door of the room Gilang.


after Galang left, Gilang stood and leaned back to look at the beautiful city view from his room on the 20th floor.


"you're actually hiding where.. Natalya ..."


Gilang stared far away with his thoughts that had drifted out of nowhere.


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