I'm Not (Again) Your Doll

According to Me

for twenty years Hanella lived moving - moving places. from one country to another country, and for the same reason.he and his mother were afraid of Hanella's real father. Roberto Carlos is the real father of Hanella.he is a ruthless Mafia who does not hesitate to kill his family and even his own flesh and blood.for a Roberto, Hanella is considered a barrier in his life because of his grandfather, roberto's own father, has bequeathed the same great treasure as himself because he is the only successor among them. Initially Roberto would accept the matchmaking of his father with Hanella's mother. but when they officially became husband and wife, Roberto clearly asked Hanella's mother not to get pregnant and give birth to her child.just live comfortably and be his wife only.and years pass, and years pass, and Hanella's mother did not get pregnant. Hanella's grandfather began to suspect, and when Roberto was not in their mansion, Hanella's grandfather also invited Hanella's mother to talk openly.

"dad looking for me ??"

hanella's mother seemed to know the direction of the grandfather's conversation even though in reality she had not spoken anything.

"did Roberto threaten you not to have her child??" the grandfather immediately to the point' asked with his cold and probing gaze.

"i. I.." Hanella's mother could not answer.

she was just stunned, crying with her marriage state that looked perfect outside but was very empty and sad inside.

"don't worry, I will help you. I know you are a good woman.My son Roberto has been blinded by treasure. her selfishness made me very disappointed, so I betrothed her to you, hoping that your class would have children, whom I could train to be my heir. but .. Can you help me?"

with a heavy heart, he asked as well

"what kind of help do you need ?"

"born a successor for me."

hanella's mother didn't agree.

"don't worry, I will always support you, just trust me."

"but . father.. Roberto benar² does not want the presence of a child in our marriage."

"i'll finish with it."

and sure enough, thanks to the help of Hanella's grandfather who trapped his own son, Hanella's mother finally became pregnant and gave birth to a very beautiful baby girl. Roberto, who later learned that his father had interfered with the presence of his baby daughter, was furious but could not do much, especially before he died, hanella's grandfather wrote a will stating that all the property and assets he had fell completely into Hanella's hands later if she was 20 years old.at the age of Hanella 5 years, his grandfather also died. Roberto feels it's a good time to eliminate his own biological daughter, but Hanella's mother doesn't stay put with the help of Hanella's loyal confidant, they can always save themselves from the pursuit of Roberto. This also makes them always hide from one country to another by changing identities.

"happy birthday dear..."

carrying a simple cake decorated with number 22 candles, Hanella's mother fondly embraced her beloved daughter.

closing her eyes, Hanella prayed.

”Lord...., just this once.Send your guardian angel, so that I can feel the meaning of that freedom."

after that with great wisdom Hanella blew out the wax figure.

after that simple celebration, Hanella's mother looked down at her daughter.

"forgive me dear mama. mama can't give you a life worth living.mama is also helpless." Wiping her tears, mama Hanella hugged her daughter tightly.

"mama... Why does papa hate me so much??"

ask Hanella lirih.

hanella's mother was getting tighter and closer to her only daughter.

"your father is blinded only by the treasures of the world, dear."

with her eyes puffy Hanella stared softly at her mother

"can I see papa, ma?? now that I'm an adult, let me finish this all in my own way.

like being struck by lightning, Hanella's mother immediately cried.

"please listen to your dear mama.your father will definitely immediately finish us both.mama still want to see you happy someday dear.mama still hope there is a miracle so that your father realizes his mistake."

Hanella was silent.but strong determination grew in her heart.if this hiding had to end.it was time for her to come forward to protect herself and her mother. he's sure nothing will happen if we believe in miracles. and Hanella's hopes grow when she accidentally sees someone from her past who promised to protect her from all harm. and the person he saw was Gilang samudra, a handsome and very powerful young man who has now occupied the position of CEO in his giant company.

#spirit of writing ⁇ ️