
...CHAPTER 38...
...Loving Without Her Presence Alleged...
The sound of the phone ringing loudly, surprised Devan who was focused on driving his car at high speed. Devan rushes to pull over his car first to keep traffic safe. Because he is still traumatized by the accident five months ago, which befell Silvia for her own fault, who called while driving her car.
Devan hastily picks up his fancy phone on the dashboard of the car. Devan thought that the one who called him was Silvia, because before, Devan had contacted him several times since then, but not in his lift.
After knowing Silvia left first without saying first, he intended to catch up with her back home. In addition, the groceries that they bought last afternoon were still in the trunk of his car. Devan grumbled in his heart, at Silvia. Why is he playing go-go, just because he wants to talk first with Cathrine.
The smile that had appeared on her lips was hoping that Silvia would apologize to her, disappearing instantly after finding out who contacted her. It turns out that the one who called him was not Silvia, but his man Devan to find information about Andy.
Devan scrunched his forehead, when he saw a video recording of Andy sent by the man. The incident took place this afternoon after Devan and Silvia left the office of her Papa-owned company.
He just opened the message. Because at lunch with Silvia earlier in the restaurant. Devan left his phone in the car. And Devan just checked the message, because she was worried about Silvia.
...~Flashback on~...
After the meeting this afternoon, Devan went with Silvia. They want to go shopping at the supermarket. Andy, who saw Silvia and Devan out of Indra's corporate office, quickly walked up to them and offered Silvia to take him home.
"No thank you very much, let my husband take me home." replied Silvia refused Andy's offer. "Yeah, we're going..." With his message Silvia held Devan's left arm. Likewise with Devan who does not mind holding his wife's hand that is circular in his arm in front of Andy's eyes. They seem compact and work together to make Andy upset.
"Yes, come on, still hours of rest." said Devan smiling.
The two then walked to the parking lot and got into the car. Ignoring Andy who was still standing frozen there, with a face that already looks flushed red.
Andy gave a rough snort when he saw Devan with his mesra tidying up a little Silvia hijab in the car. Andy's little heart still loves Silvia. Plus the woman he had once cast out turned into a beautiful woman. I feel very much like having back.
It's just that Andy is currently more burdensome on his financial life which is declining drastically. Rather than having to struggle to pursue the love that made her so miserable, like the old days who were obsessed with chasing after the love of Cathrine. It was better for him to think about fixing his future first.
Andy's dark eyes could not help but notice the husband and wife from afar and after Devan's car drove away. Andy hurriedly contacted someone and told them that the two had left a few minutes ago.
"Hurry up and take them. Because I can't go anywhere anymore" Andy told someone on his phone. Because now Andy is tied to his job so he can not just go around during his working hours. Worried that his boss will need him at any time.
A man Devan was tasked with quickly recording all the suspicious movements of Andy there.
...~Flashback of~...
"Who's on that guy's phone?" Devan asked again while linking his eyebrows tight and deep.
["It seems that the driver is telling someone to follow you and your wife, sir.."] Answer the voice of the man Devan is currently trusting.
Devan was stunned again, his brain kept thinking hard. Questioningly.
"If that's true, then what is the purpose of them following me and Silvia?" smith again.
["I don't know for sure Sir... But I saw that she was watching Silvia from afar, sir.].
"All right, thanks for telling me. And remember don't stop spying on him. Until it is clear that he has a bad plan for me and my wife." orders Devan again, who then took a deep breath, still clashing with his own mind.
["Every sir, you don't have to worry. I will definitely continue to find out about the man."] She replied.
"Well, I trust you all!"
Devan hung up his phone again. His eyes narrowed sharply towards the front of the road. Then recalled again when Cathrine had suddenly appeared at the Restaurant. Feeling nervous earlier, Devan forgot to ask why Cathrine was there.
Devan massaged his temple who again felt pain like a hammer, never ceasing to taste endless problems raining down hard on his mind. Starting from the insistence of Cathrine who continued to ask him to be married immediately. And confused about how to explain to Silvia, about her and Cathrine who had slept together?
Devan breathed a long and heavy breath. Because I continue to feel a prolonged dilemma. On the other hand he did love and did not want to betray the love of his lover Cathrine. But he did not deny, at this time half of his heart had taken Silvia without him realizing it himself.
The woman he once blatantly rejected and he swore that he would never love her at any time. Now the oath turned to attack him again, like a boomerang that he threw as far and as strong as possible so as not to return but suddenly came back against him when he was not ready to catch him again.
That's what illustrates how scared Devan is right now. Loving without her presumed presence. Then, what was the fate of Cathrine that he should have thought of? However, Cathrine is the woman she loves for the first time, and many times Devan always says a promise to marry her.
Silvia quickly closed the door of her room after five minutes ago she reached the Devan family residence. Then he threw his tired body on the bed. Tired of the mind too. His eyes were tightly closed, until a drop of tears came out of his petals. Washing her thick and silky eyelashes.
The shadow of Devan flashed in his mind, as the man was performing his duties in their room at dawn. Devan looked solemn once performing his two raka'at prayers. After his handsome face was wet with ablution water, it seemed to destroy the light of faith in the heart of the owner of the body. That is what makes Silvia more and more fall in love with the figure of Devan. Not only has a handsome face and rich but Devan has its plausibility value, a devout Muslim. Surely it is the fruit of the upbringing of both parents.
"Since childhood, Den Devan was his good son and pinter najai also, Non. Of course because Madam Dini is the fifth daughter of Kyai Abbas who has a famous boarding school in the city of Surabaya" said Bi Sari at that time.
"Devan is actually a submissive child. It's just since he got in touch with the singer. His attitude changed drastically, so it was difficult to manage and a bit stubborn" said Early that time to Silvia, who deeply regretted the change in his son's attitude lately.
"If indeed Mas Devan is a religious person. There's no way she'd have done that?" Silvia went back to monologuing in her quiet room, how distrustful she had heard from Devan's mouth that the man had admitted to having slept with Cathrine. Silvia sighed deeply. His heart was very disappointing.
Silvia turned her head in surprise towards the window of her room which she was sitting in with Devan, the sound of car horns sounding loud all the way to the second floor. Silvia stepped closer to the window. Opening the white curtain and seeing Devan who rushed down from his luxury car while removing two large bags of groceries he bought earlier.
Silvia patted her own forehead. "Geez, why did I forget my own groceries?! It was like something was forgotten!" gerutu himself.
Devan entered the house while calling Bi Sari and handed her the groceries Silvia had bought with her.
"Bi, is Silvia home yet?" his tan showed an anxious look on his disheveled face.
"Oh Non Silvia, just got back Den! But I asked my aunt. Non Silvia kayak daydreaming that, do not focus menjawab. He continued to be tired of wanting to rest first in his room." replied Bi Sari while staring in surprise at her master's son who suddenly seemed worried about Silvia.
"Yes Bi, if so I go upstairs first." Devan rushes up the stairs with his hands opening his phone and contacting his secretary at the office.
"For my meeting with two clients this afternoon. Please take the time off tomorrow morning. I still have important business outside." he ordered.
Devan was forced not to return to his office, in order to explain the matter to Silvia. Before Silvia thought about it.
Devan opened the door of his room, and saw Silvia who was lying on her side still wearing the clothes. Devan quickly closed the door and locked it.
"I know you're not sleeping. Let's wake. Explain to me why all of a sudden you're going to Silvia in secret?" he jolted a little.
There was no answer, Devan also pulled the rough two shoulders of Silvia until the woman sat facing him on the edge of the mattress, while Devan was swiftly squatting in front of him. Staring deeply at Silvia's round eyes.
"What the hell is that? Don't you see if I'm sleeping? Why did you come home here too? Didn't you just say, your break is just for a little while?" sumpul Silvia was really annoyed at Devan who always behaved as he pleased.
"I just want to explain to you, Silvia. I swear, at night we slept together in that apartment. I was unconscious. It's really not what you imagined. Me, I don't feel like I've fucked up Cathrine either." stuttered. "Only_ We did not wear anything when I woke up that morning" he explained. There was a rinai of sadness as well as seriousness on Devan's face.
Silvia quickly turned her face which continued to be held strangely by Devan.
"Why do you want to explain that so much to me. Besides_what's in it for me if you really don't do it?! Don't you love your lover that much? So, I don't necessarily trust your words completely. Who knew you did it on purpose?!" resounding.
Devan was stunned by Silvia's words, lowered his head and slowly removed the shoulder Silvia held.
"Honestly, even though I love Cathrine, I have always refused to let her kiss my lips forcibly. I always tried to keep her honor before we actually had a lawful and legitimate marriage. And I didn't know that that night I had desecrated Cathrine." she said. Devan gulped down his saliva, then looked back at the face of Silvia who still did not want to see it.
"Silvia you believe in my words, don't you...?" he asked again, hoping Silvia would believe what she told him that it was the reality.
Silvia shook her head quickly while keeping her eyes tight.
"Marry him!" his words slowly made Devan flabbergasted.
"I will support you in marrying your lover. I realized, here I am the wrong one for forcing you to marry me first. So now, I'm the one who has to back down with our wedding. I'm sorry for bothering you so much..." Silvia lowered her face without wanting to see Devan. Her tears shed immediately soaked her face until it fell on the robe she was wearing.
"I'm sorry for the things that always trouble your life." she said with trembling lips.
Seriate....
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