I'm Forced to Get Married

Sadness For A Different Reason

Arriving at home, Reuben was surprised at the behavior of the sisters who welcomed him at the door, but he was also happy because he was willing to welcome and serve and help dispel the suit and take over his briefcase.

But soon after reuben re-attached his flat face, he did not want to be lulled especially until his heart was touched by the attention of the santi that will make him drift in pleasure resulting in injury later, it was the thought of ruben towards santi.

" Home home and I'll make you some coffee.?" santi asked softly as her hand moved to remove the suit from the body of ruben.

Yes Santi has prepared himself even santi deliberately waiting for ruben from half an hour ago because he does not want to be late again like yesterday.

silent for a moment, no one spoke only eyes that looked at each other but implied a different meaning from their respective views, the hearts of both men were pounding, but none of them did anything until Reuben decided their views

" hm." only Deheman was thrown ruben for the answer to Santi's question then he passed away from the front of Santi to his room to clean himself.

again and again santi was only able to look at him with nanar following the steps of her husband who was increasingly away from where he was without daring to approach further, he said, His heart always asked what exactly was the reason Reuben behaved like that.

" why are you always like that.? being cold and even your gaze towards me like the look of hatred towards your enemy is very sharp.or the mas suadah there is another woman so you can not look and look at me.? mas pain...It hurts my heart.." Santi's mind stroked his chest.

Santi did not want to linger long in his sadness, directly to the kitchen to bring his heart that was bitter to make coffee for the husband because he was sure one day ruben would look at him.

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The door opened showing the body of the husband standing in front of the santi, Ruben had just finished bathing when he was knocking on the door of his room so that now his face looks more fresh and fresh.

" this is the coffee" said santi slowly when the door was open.

" hm, thank you" said Reuben immediately closed the door to his room.

" Santi was still standing there not to go straight after giving coffee to ruben.

" can't you really accept me and our marriage.? I would love for us to be at peace and live our household in harmony like any other couple and to be able to make both our parents happy. Hix...Am I really not worthy of you.?" santi murmured who had started to sob small,

Santi who was unable to stem his cries immediately ran away from the room ruben with chest tightness and tears coming to his own room and mengagis sejadi be there.

While in the room Reuben leaned his body on the door of his room he raised his head above and rubbed his face violently repeatedly when he sighed, he actually he did not like to look at the sad face of his wife, he actually did not like to look at his wife, he actually did not want to hurt his wife because actually he was injured and also sick when his wife was sad because of his behavior.

" sorry.I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to get sick because of this fucking relationship.

" if you behave like a good wife because you want me then I will welcome you happily and will love you with my whole life, even I promise to love you with my whole life, I will not let your tears flow let alone I will never hurt you, but you did everything because our parents were mainly for your parents, so am I wrong not to let you approach me?" lirih Reuben who had sat on the floor of his room because he was too tired with the situation.

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while in the room next to Santi still sobbing drown his face cushioned to make his pillow wet because of his tears, santi did all that so that no one heard her cries especially she did not want to reuben see how fragile her heart is today. Really he could not afford to be ignored continuously like this, it felt so stifling his chest, it felt so stifling,

" why, why, why can't you still see me.? why don't you look at me.? why are you ignoring me all the time.? why don't you let me enter your heart and your life.? wha.? I don't deserve you, Hiks....Hicks..?" santi Erus continues to concoct with many questions in his solitude.

Santi stood up from his sleep to the nightstand drawer beside his bed, then sat back on his bed and leaned his pocket on the head of the bed, he opened the book to arrive at the page that was still empty of books.

his hand had begun to move his fingers on the book he wrote it all there, poured all his complaints, said his heart through his handwriting, about the state of his household, about his struggle, about his struggle, how Reuben treated her all this time, and how she really felt right now to her husband.

after a long time of writing he kept the book and walked to his balcony, sitting there staring at the black night sky without stars.

It seemed that night also felt the anxiety of his heart at this time, feeling the sense of absence inhabiting his heart even though the heart asked to be inhabited but the person did not heed the request.

Long standing there he felt drowsy he revealed long and decided to go back into the room he closed the balcony door and then went up to his bed and began to close his eyes to the dream world to welcome a tomorrow that was like nothing how and what will happen in the next day...

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