I'm Forced to Get Married

Episode 15's

Actually was....

There is doubt and fear in his heart, he is afraid of getting hurt again, he is afraid that he will not love him and maintain their household only because of the wishes of their family and not the wishes of their heart.

" If only you had survived because I would have been very happy to welcome that feeling." murmured Reuben recalled the words later that night.

flashbacks....

After having a conversation with his mother and deciding on his call he was pensive in silence thinking about what his mother had just said.

" mother if that is your wish and that is the source of this life then I will do it mom, I will survive and defend our household."

Reuben who heard the words of Santi became upset he was emotionally ignited but he could not do what, all he could do was hide his frustration.

After the call was interrupted Santi rose from his seat to the bed and opened the nightstand drawer next to his bed, he took a picture of the person who had stopped by

" Rio, how are you doing there.? did you miss me there.? do you know what I'm going through right now." would you be angry if you kept my household.? will it be right and best for me and him.? i. I just want to follow your mother's words." lirih santi who has shed her tears uninvited*.

Unconsciously by santi behind the door of her room someone was watching her and listening to all the chatter of children and mothers from the beginning to the end, she thought both hands were on the chest while the gaze of her eyes was difficult to decipher, his heart memans to hear all the words and cries especially in front of the figure of the deceased lover, he was carried away by emotions and then entered his room and slammed all the goods in his room.

He immediately left after a few minutes of standing there and hearing all the complaints of Santi.

ruben left without listening to the continuation of the words by carrying overflowing emotions I entered his room and slammed all the goods in his room.

Brakes...Brakes...

" akhhh..yelling ruben frustrating.exhaustible.! you want to keep our household only because of our parents.?! no not if that's what you mean then I won't grant and let you do as you please."! said ruben emotion, his chest rose and fell often with his irregular breathing.

" i won't let you do that to me santi won't." said ruben.

Flasback....

Reuben sighed so many times in his daydream that he did not hear the knock on the door of his room that had been knocked many times even he did not realize someone was already in his room.

" woe..Reuben daydreaming !! someone surprised ruben.

" you.!" snapped the ruben who didn't see who was coming.

" hey.hey... Kalem bro.." cried the man with his grin.

" you, when did you come.?' asked Ruben who was surprised by his best friend.

Yes, that person is Riko, he is a friend of Reuben from the time of High School until college, in fact they are five friends but they must separate when Ruben decides his national identity.

" when did you come.? reuben asked.

" why.? you don't like to see me coming." replied Riko who had put on her flat face

" no no I'm just surprised you arrived to come." replied ruben chuckled at his words.

" I guess you don't like me coming." riko answered still flat.

" hey your face don't be like that.!"

" kenpa.? cool no.!" riko answered with confidence.

" cck you, what are you doing here.?" ask ruben

" i'm here to apply for cooperation with your company because I have opened a branch here and I plan to stay here." ucao Riko said his point.

" uh a moment, congratulations on your marriage sorry I couldn't attend it at that time" said Riko again before answering.

" yes no problem." saut ruben singakt who instantly look flat face.

" what's up, aren't you happy.?" ask riko who captured ruben's expression.

" Nothing" replied ruben again

" hey, I'm your friend I already know what you look like so you can't lie anymore.

sighing rough "i don't know how to." shrieked ruben who finally opened his voice.

"Yes well we'd better get out but you owe me an explanation" Riko said.

" it's up to you.! let's go.!" take Reuben and they leave the room.

Arriving at the cafe they only ordered koffie and snacks for friends to chat, they seemed to want to repeat the time with them chatting in the cafe if there was no busy time in college first.

" so you want to stay here.?" ruben asked after sipping his coffee.

" yes. Like I said, I'll settle down and maybe find my girl here." said Riko with his shoulder.

" your girl.? you mean your girlfriend.? why is he here.? ask ruben curiously.

" no, not him." saut Riko

" then who do you mean.?" reuben asked again because he still did not understand and he did not know who his best friend meant.

" i'm looking for someone who will be betrothed to me." replied riko flatly.

" hahahaha.." Reuben's laughter immediately broke when he heard the words of his friend, how could he find a woman to be betrothed to him, what his friend is now no longer sold so he wants to be betrothed.

" hey why are you laughing..!" ketus.

" sorry...I just don't think how could you be betrothed if you're no longer selling so parents but match you.? hahahahah." asked ruben with a laugh.

" laugh all you can.!" ketus.

" cielahh just like that already nganmbek. Trus why can you be betrothed.,?" ask reuben.

Sighing softly "my parents don't agree with Janeth because he said he's not Indonesian, so they told me to decide.

" and you just follow it.? cih.." Sardonic rube on riko because as they know their relationship has been very long.

"You know what else, you know my mama jangtungan.? and I don't want her to be sick because I'm against her." lirih Riko who actually doesn't want to be separated from her lover..

"Then what is your soul mate in this town.?"

"no.? answer riko briefly.

"So why are you looking for him here.?" yanya ruben again because he again did not understand.

"He's also going to this town later, because he's actually living in M city, so he's going to be just like me somehow looking for me later

"Yahhh pray that you may meet" said Reuben chuckling..

"Pun if we meet, I won't like it." ketus riko.

"Don't." Entertain ruben who knows what his best friend means, especially if not because he still loves his ex-lover very much.

"Then what about your wife.? when did I meet him.? ask riko.

"Don't you ask that" said flat ruben.

"Why.?"

Nothing." answered ruben briefly.

"What's the matter exactly.? is he not good.? or did you guys have a fight.?" tanay Riko who has started to love the household life of her best friend.

Again Reuben sighed harshly, then told all his household problems from the beginning of their marriage, to the beginning, santi and her mother talked by phone and about how her attitude and feelings underwent the Big Dipper of her household to date.

" do you love him." asked Riko at last after listening to the story of Reuben.

Perplexed....

"i.....

Seriate....

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