
Jerry also got a job. Yesterday I applied for a job, but only the training stage. Due to her married status, it is very difficult to find a job. The average company is looking for a single and experienced, while Jerry has no work experience.
Jerry seemed to have given up, so difficult to find a job today. He also signed up for the CPNS test, but again he failed the first selection. However, Azizah always encouraged her Husband, that next year Jerry could re-register for the CPNS test again.
"Not got a job yet, Jer?" ask Azizah's Mother-in-law.
"Not yet, Mah," Jerry replied.
"This Azizah, you are so hard to work," he said to Azizah.
"It's not Azizah's fault, Mah. It's not Jerry's sustenance yet," said Jerry.
"But because of him, your future becomes angry and damaged. If you don't marry him, Mamah believes you've succeeded" said Azizah's mother-in-law.
"Udahlah, do not try to beat Azizah continuously. Jerry was also wrong, Mamah did not have to corner it," said Jerry.
Azizah cried when she heard her mother-in-law's words. He feels guilty to Jerry, because he is the reason Jerry is always rejected by the company. Jerry's reason was rejected because of his married status. Azizah cried so much that she hit her own body.
Azizah looked at Rafael who was playing. Her innocent face, made Azizah feel guilty as well. She is not a good mother to Rafael. She was always crying in front of Rafael, as a mother, she should not show her sadness to the child. However, whatever the power, only when with Rafael and in the room, he could pour out all the worries in the heart.
"Why are you, Mom? How come your eyes are all puffy?" jerry asked confusedly.
"I'm sad, Dad. Because of me, Dad, it's so hard to get a job," cried Azizah.
"Ihh ... What are you talking about, Bun? It's not father's sustenance yet," said Jerry.
"But really what your Mom said, if you don't marry me, you must have worked and succeeded" said Azizah who continues to blame her.
"You don't have to hear Mamah's talk. You know what my mouth is, Mama," said Jerry.
"For so long the company's single. Mommy is willing to be a widow, as long as Dad can get a job. Huu .. huu," Azizah's sobs broke.
"Hush! You're slamming it. I don't want that to happen. Whatever the case, I stay with you and Rafael" said Jerry, who tried to calm Azizah down.
Jerry was sad to see Azizah. He could not bear to see his wife blaming herself. Though not his fault, but Jerry was also wrong in this matter. His determination was strong, he would try to find work for his family's living.
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The next day Jerry was tired of applying at companies that fit his degree as a Bachelor of Economics. Jerry sees a job opening as Security at the Bank. He also tried to get his foot there. Not expecting much to be accepted, because there is no work experience as Security. However, unexpectedly, he was accepted there.
"Are you okay with Security?" ask Azizah.
"It's okay, Bun. What work is important halal," said Jerry.
Suddenly Azizah's mother-in-law came.
"You work as Security?" ask her in a high tone.
"Yes, Mah" Jerry replied.
"What the fuck are you, shame our family. Expensive costin you go to college to be a Bachelor, but the work instead become Security." Azizah's mother-in-law with the job Jerry chose.
"But, Mah, it's only temporary. Jerry made a stepping stone for work experience," explained Jerry.
"Tetep Mamah disagrees. You yes as a first child, instead of making you proud, always make you ashamed, Mamah" he said.
"What the hell is it, Mah?" timpal Papah Jerry, who just got home from work.
"That, Pah. Jerry has been lectured to Bachelor, his work even became Security," said Azizah's Mother-in-law.
"Right, what did your mother say?" ask Azizah's father-in-law to Jerry.
"Yes, Pah," Jerry replied bowed.
"There is nothing else to do but security? I went to college late, graduated with Andri, and now I work for Security. Look Andri, graduated from college he was accepted to work at a well-known bank." Papah Jerry compared Jerry to his brother.
Jerry was silent and bowed, not knowing what to answer. He resigned with abuse from both his parents. Since Jerry made a mistake, he was always humbled by Mamah and Papah, always compared to Andri. What he does is always wrong.
Azizah who saw him was so sad, her heart was like sliced when her husband was reviled by her in-laws. So bitter was felt, such was the endlessness of this test. The twists and turns he lived were getting heavier. Moreover, Rafael who has grown large, requires more costs. Although Azizah's needs are fulfilled by her in-laws and her Mom. However, Azizah felt bad, as she continued to depend on them. Moreover, in-laws Azizah, there is always reciprocity if Azizah asks for something.
Housekeeping without preparation is not easy. There are many obstacles to be faced. It feels very difficult to live it all. However, Azizah always tried to be strong and strong, encouraging and supporting Jerry. He prayed that one day his life might be better than it is now.
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