I'm a Son-in-law Not a Maid

The Part 13

Paddled around Azizah, as if torn apart with great force. A tear was drenching Azizah's cheeks, so bitter that she was helpless. The whole body was transfixed, when he saw the Father asleep forever. He could not help but feel remorse in his chest, wishing a respected man, opening his eyes again. There was no stopping, he said the word 'sorry' in front of his father's body. The sobs that were accompanied by the sound of ambulance sirens, only made himself bow while praying.

Jerry could not bear to see his wife so beaten. Jerry always tried to calm Azizah down, giving her strength to always stay strong. Raphael also hugged the Mother, like to know with the condition experienced by the mother. Azizah looked at the two, apparently she still had a loved one who cared about her. He wiped his tears and tried to smile in front of them.

Arriving at Azizah's father's house, he got out of the ambulance, walking to follow the father was. There were cynical gazes from relatives and neighbors for his return, which had not been home for a long time. Many scorned Azizah heard, but she was silent, not caring about what they said.

Honestly there are so many things I want to tell you ... Dad, chatting together spills all our longings. However, my ego has closed the door of this heart, a fear of you that will not approve of my marriage to Jerry. I really regret all this. Forgive your son if he can't give you good memories of your last moment.

Azizah was pensive, regretting everything that had happened. His heart was broken because he had not seen his father for the last time. Many times Mamah Azizah, told her that her father asked her to go home, but the request was not made by her. It's not that I don't miss, it's just that it's all so complicated. It's not as easy as everyone sees, it takes courage and mental to face everything. The reason he did not want to go home at that time, because he was afraid and not ready with his father's response was also a big family.

Father's funeral will be held tomorrow, awaiting the arrival of Mamah Azizah. When the night was rumored his father died, the Mamah immediately rushed to book a ticket to return to Indonesia.

[Zah, Mamah already bought a ticket. Tomorrow morning), Mamah went straight there.]

Mamah Azizah sent a message to Azizah's device, informing her of her return. Sometimes he thinks, how can make his elderly mother happy. There is a sense of happiness, in his old age. However, his mother still works for the needs of her family.

****

"You don't mostly daydream, Bun." Jerry approached Azizah who was sitting in front of her father's body.

"Yes, Dad," replied Azizah listlessly.

"It's not good that most daydream. Rafael have you eaten yet?" ask Jerry.

"Geez, I almost forgot. Yaudah I fed Rafael first yes, Dad." Azizah rushed to make Rafael's food.

Aisha approached Azizah shortly.

"Duh how the hell to be a mother, just feed her child to forget," said Aisyah.

"Silver not forgetting, it's just too much daydreaming," Azizah argued.

"What dreamer? Is Nyesel coming when Dad's dead? Where were you yesterday? How new is it now." Aisha continued to corner Azizah.

Azizah did not answer her sister's words, she left and went to Raphael. He doesn't want any trouble while he's grieving. Many eyes also looked at when Aisha said that, it was better for her to give in, rather than having to add to the problem.

There was a ringtone from Mamah Azizah's device.

"Zah, Mamah has arrived at the airport. No need to pick up, Mamah took a taxi from here," he said by phone.

"Yes, Mah. Be careful" Azizah said.

A few hours later, Mamah Azizah arrived. The funeral procession will be held. Azizah stared as if unwillingly, hugging her Mom along with a loud cry. I don't know how many times, the word 'regret' was spoken by him, as though it was destroyed as he felt.

Azizah remained silent in front of his father's funeral. Staring at the wooden planks bearing the names of loved ones, sprinkling flowers at his final resting place.

"Zah, it's yuk. We go home," take Mamah Azizah.

"Stand, Mah. Zizah still misses Dad" Azizah said.

"What is sad is not only you, but your mother, brother and sister also feel it. Mamah was also very lost, but all humans would eventually go home to Him. Let's avenge Dad's departure, don't linger in grief. Poor Dad, he'll be heavy and tormented by our cries." Mamah Azizah advised her son.

"Yes, Mah" said Azizah.

With heavy footsteps, Azizah left the last residence of the Father, trying hard with everything that happened. He returned to the house of Alm. Her dad.

The house of alm. Azizah's father, looks very uncomfortable view. Azizah was still the subject of the talk of the apagas and Aisyah also joined the crowd with them.

"It turns out he still has a mind to go home too. I don't think I'm going home, I don't remember home because I have a rich husband" Aisyah said.

Azizah just stared at Aisha, she did not touch her at all. Azizah realized that she had been looked upon badly here. Leaving the house for 3 years, making him no longer a place in his own father's house. There is a longing about the atmosphere of the house when he was a child, so happy there is no sense of burden and sorrow that he has felt today.

****

"Well, Zizah said yes" said Azizah.

"Yes, be careful on the road" said Mamah Azizah.

"He's home, Mah?" timpal Aisha.

"Yes, Shah. Why?" ask Mamah Azizah.

"Don't go to school last night?" Aisyah.

"No, Shah" replied Mamah Azizah.

"Oh yeah, he's not part of this family. It's different with us." Again Aisya said a word that made Azizah's heart hurt.

Azizah just left, too much pain that Aisha said. Mama Azizah tried to call him. However, he still passed towards the exit. He realized that he was now different from his family.

If time could be repeated, there might be happiness tucked away in me, not this kind of painful hardship and hardship.

Azizah could only shed tears, twinkling with chaotic thoughts. Not thinking his life would be like this, so much the path he chose. I hope that someday happiness will come.

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