
[Sister?]
[Sorry who is this?]
[It's Ayesha, Brother.]
[Where's your sister's number?]
[From Mamah, Brother. When to go home?]
[You don't know.]
[Dad nanyain mulu.]
[So I don't know yet, Shah.]
[Sister, run away from home because you're pregnant, right? You bastard son of a bitch!]
Aisha chanted two words that made Azizah's heart tremble. He no longer replies to messages and does not want to be ignited emotions by the words of his sister. The burden felt, so heavy that the. And tears shed all the sorrow of Azizah.
The guilt towards Father and Mamah, made Azizah silent. He felt like a failed child to his parents. Azizah could only cry, holding back her longing with them.
"Rafael, forgive Mama, if you cry in front of you. Mamah's heart was too upset," Azizah's mind roared.
Azizah took the device and called her Mom.
"Why, Zah?" ask Mamah Azizah.
"Mama, tell Aisha about Azizah's condition?" coined.
"Yes, Zah. I asked her how you were, she was worried about you" explained Mamah Azizah who had told her.
"But, Mah. Everyone at home knows they won't accept me." Azizah was unable to endure the crying.
"I'm sorry, this is for your good. Your father doesn't matter, he just wants you to go home, son," asked Mamah Azizah.
"Sorry too, Mah. Azizah has not been able to comply with Mom and Dad's request. Azizah closes the phone first, there's still a lot of work to be done." Azizah ended the phone conversation with her Mom.
The pain that Azizah felt, she could only lament fate with a cry. The chosen path of life, made himself very hard hit. He did not think that his destiny would be like this.
"What's wrong with you, Bun?" ask Jerry.
"It's okay, Dad. I was just flickering dust. Please take care of Rafael for a moment. I want to wash the dishes." Azizah tries to cover up her grief from Jerry.
Azizah rushed back to do her job. He must remain steadfast in this life, dismissing all his longings.
"If you're washing dishes, don't daydream!" Azizah's mother-in-law came with a cynical look.
"Customer ...." Azizah accidentally dropped the plate.
"Okay .. How are you? Beware dong, Mamah's pretty plates are breaking."
"Sorry, Mah. Azizah was not intentional."
"Yes, you've never been smitten with work. Hurry up, let's not have anything left!"
"Yes, Mah."
When Azizah was about to mop, Diva accidentally nudged the bucket and spilled the contents of the water. He only breathed, because even scolded, Jerry's brother would not understand.
"Zizah ...," cried Mother-in-law.
"Yes, Mah" said Azizah.
"Why did the Diva get wet like this?" his nag.
"So Diva nukahin air mop, Mah," replied Azizah.
"You, if you put the right bucket, don't get in the middle of it! How is Diva not nenggengol?" snarl.
"Sorry, Mah." Azizah could only say sorry.
"I'm sorry, but nothing's right. Dizziness Mamah, anger you every day," his chatter then passed away leaving Azizah.
Azizah mopped the part where the water was spilled. There is no time to rest, his daily life is filled with homework that piles up. Night sleep was only for a while, because sometimes Rafael at 4 am was awake.
"Yes, God. Save my body, strengthen my heart. So that I may live all this," do'a Azizah in my heart.
In the eyes of her Mother-in-law, Azizah was a lowly woman, because she was unable to maintain her hospitality. Sometimes her mother-in-law was embarrassed by what happened to Jerry. However, there is a sense of pity if you see Rafael.
Azizah can only resign, even though the mind is turbulent. Now all is free, to regret it is in vain. He must accept all the risks, because there is no other choice. He wouldn't, if his son didn't have a father.
Azizah held back the crying, she did not want to drag on with her condition. For him most of all, Jerry always tried to help, ease his work and cooperation. Sometimes Azizah could not bear to see Jerry, after returning home from college, her husband did not rest, even helping himself.
"Aren't you tired?"
"No, Bun. Why?"
"Yes it's okay. I'm sorry to see you, go home from college not rest, even help me directly."
"Lecture ain't tired, Bun. I can't bear to see you work all day without rest, haven't bothered if Rafael is fussy."
"Thank you, Dad. To me, you are a great husband and father."
Aisha sent a message back to Azizah.
[Sister?]
[Yes, what's up, Shah?]
[Why was my message not answered?]
[So my sister has done a lot of work, so I didn't have time to reply]
[Say, I can't answer my words. People who are proud and accomplished, it turns out to make the family embarrassed]
[Please watch what you say! Maybe I was wrong, but you don't deserve to judge me]
[Whatever! from the first Mamah always favoritism, anything is always brother Azizah who bought this, while Aisyah get second-hand goods directly from sister. But Mamah's favorite son even did that, pity Mamah]
Azizah's tears fell, Aisha's words made her even more sad. When she needed support, Aisyah cornered her instead.
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