
The queen POV
"Because of that? Meanin?" I was confused, why did he hang his sentence?? He doesn't know what, my brain can't think??
But the clouds smiled to see my confused face. He looks at me fixedly.
"Queen is an unyielding person, but Queen can also do anything without ignoring the norm of kindness," explains Awan.
Unfortunately the cloud explanation even makes me more confused.
"I know, then?" I'm just impatient.
"Then, you just feel sorry for maintaining your feelings for Ryu. Until finally he never saw you," continued Awan.
I was immediately stunned. From the beginning Ryu had never seen me the same way I saw him.
"That, your regret is what makes you stubbornly unwilling to move on. It can happen to anyone, indeed" continued the cloud that managed to make me stunned.
"Ra-sorry?" I said slowly while holding my thumping chest.
"Could that be the cause?" my mind is a little incredulous.
"There must be regret .." added Awan and looked at me who was looking at him. The look we met. I bit my lower lip. Why my heart is beating faster. I think the way I look at me is a little different. Suddenly my face became hot. I wanted to escape this gaze, but my little heart was reluctant to do so.
"gts ... What's the matter, Queen?" her laugh. I immediately sat down and fanned my hot face. I was really embarrassed for being deg-degan just for being stared at by her. I kicked Cloud's thigh.
"Ugh, bummer!!!" grumbling irritated.
"Let's!!" moaning Clouds that immediately sat down as well.
"Sick, Queen! Very good, bye!!" his protest. Bodo time, after all he dared to make me tick-degan himself. How do I accept?!
"Hu-uh .. surely this is how he builds chemistry on each partner on stage and his clip video!" I lament in my heart. Seeing a cloud that kissed the cheeks even the lips was already a common sight for me.
"Bodos! Ngeselin, hell!!! Another sad person was even banished!!" I get angry when I fold my hands.
"Pft .. anyways you are strange, intensely looking into my eyes, carefully falling in love loh, wkwkwk ..." Laughter Cloud is satisfied. He held his stomach because of the gel. I want to cut his stomach.
"Udah, ah! I want to sleep, Perry will take me shopping tomorrow and take a walk to cool spots in Bali," I said.
"What?? Shopping??? I want to!!!" exciting Clouds.
"Tomorrow are you free?" my many. In my heart I also kind of wish that Awan, Sera and Liza also have some free time for me. I miss being with them.
The clouds shook while pouting.
"Unfortunately ... Tomorrow there is still a photo shoot. At least after Ryu's wedding, huhuhu .." whining.
"Why also his spare in that moment-" Suddenly he came to a halt.
I scrunched my forehead.
"Why?" my many.
"Do you want to be at Ryu's wedding, Queen? Are you willing?" asked the Clouds with a serious face.
I'm stunned. Should I give you the answer now? Can I if I go there? Is it possible that my tears won't drip if I see Ryu and Scarlett sitting on a leash?
"Queen?" reprimand Clouds.
I looked at the clouds. I'm confused what to do? Is it moving on the right steps? Should I let go of my feelings for Ryu and be a free man. Wait for. Be free? I want to be free.
The clouds were still faithfully looking at me as if waiting for my answer. I clenched my hand. I have to strengthen my heart to move on.
"If it's not strong, don't come" said Awan.
Where could that be? Not coming is the same as showing that I am weak. Even if I have to spend decades or the rest of my life learning to move on, I have to do it. I, Adelia Queenisha Utama, will never be an actor.
I took a deep breath.
"T-Of course I'm coming!!!" I said steady.
"Ih, what is it? When can I not cry??!! as I recall, your words are poetic, about my tears!" I said I don't want to lose.
The clouds chuckled while shaking their heads.
"You want to come there just to cry?" The Clouds question really struck me until it felt like I wanted to cough.
"Uhm .emm ..." I'm confused as to what to answer. How is it possible to go to a wedding just to cry? The Queen must not look weak in front of anyone.
"If you plan to cry, mending doesn't have to go there. Mending us take a walk together to get rid of fatigue," proposes the Cloud. His proposal was not wrong.
I tightened my jaw, showing that I had made up my mind.
"No! I will keep coming!!! I have made my decision!!!" my resolve.
The clouds shriveled his forehead.
"What decision?" ask her in a small tone
"I'll move on! Even if I would cry, even if tomorrow my chest would be tight, even if my feelings would be raging with sadness, I would still try to deal with it!" my resolve.
The clouds raised their eyebrows next to.
"Anytime you're gonna faint?" it was his dream that stunned me. Can I faint just from watching the couple? It's ridiculous!
"I won't faint!!! I will cry until my tears run out before the wedding!! I will say steadily to Ryu that I will move on!!!" my resolve.
Although a small part of my heart still hopes a little. No. gabe. That hope cannot be saved anymore, it cannot be fought again. Your life must go on without it!
"Don't bother me with having to carry you, yeah .." said Awan. He is an entanglement. Time not to be bothered with me?
"You're so mean, Clouds!" my ketus.
"I'm just worried about you Queen .." she said. Then suddenly approached me. I was astonished, he again looked at me with his sad and deep gaze.
"Kenap-" Suddenly the Cloud brought me into his arms.
"Just look at you crying let alone fainting, I won't talk to you for a week, even via chat!" threaten her.
Hearing that my body went cold. I fear. Where could it be like that?
"Why are you getting cruel!! You're evil, Cloud!" accuse me.
"Yes, I have to be strict with you! If I knew it would finally come to this, I would prevent you from chasing after Ryu since 15 years ago!!!" angry Clouds.
"Even Papa Iskandar did not forbid you to pursue Ryu, but now I am different. Just don't show her your weak side!!!" resolute Cloud.
I nodded my head and hugged Cloud's waist tightly.
"Okay, I accept your challenge, but there are conditions" I said.
The clouds took off his embrace and looked at my face.
"Here-requisites? What condition?" tanyanya's confused.
I smiled widely and painted a smile on her lips with my index finger. He was more astonished by my behavior. I hugged his arm as if hugging my future husband. He looked at me more and more in wonder.
"What does that mean?" ask Cloud.
"You should be my partner at Ryu's wedding!" seruku.
"Well?!!"
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What would happen if the Queen and the Clouds came as a couple?
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