I Love You Queen's

Q2: Why Can't I Take It Off?

The queen POV

I sat alone in my cottage living room. Everyone is sleeping now. While I quietly came out of the room just to enjoy my own time and think of the answer to the question that was still swirling in my mind.

Actually why would I fall in love with a Ryuuji Rahyudi? What makes it so easy to take it off? Could this be interpreted as a form of my loyalty to her? But if it was a form of loyalty, why would I still not be able to take it off when she rejected me even with this wedding invitation?

The fact that the wedding invitation in the form of the video has also been sent to me. I even watched it many times. I wish the name on the invitation was my name. Not Scarlett's name. However what power, the woman Ryu loved was Scarlett and that name was also the one she married one year ago.

"Should I be an actor?" kekehku desperate. How desperate am I to intend to be a man's husband snatch? Papa won't admit me again if I become an actor.

Suddenly my tears came back.

"Ryu, that big, is your love for Scarlett??" I muttered while playing back the invitation video again.

"Shouldn't I be heartbroken? Why am I still expecting something that can't possibly happen?" mumbling again.

Come to think of it, going back in time, sorting out how I originally fell in love with Ryu. I really can't remember it. As I recall, our brief encounter 15 years ago with Ryu was truly memorable.

Ryu came to my house with his parents. He stayed at our house for a week. He was so attentive to me who was 5 years younger than him. Wait for. Could it be that attention made me like it?

"You want hot chocolate?" Suddenly the soft voice of this man broke my daydream. Who else if not the Cloud. The only man I can't think of as a man. He is too spoiled and cute if he should be called a man.

I took a cup of hot chocolate in his hand.

"Thanks .." I said as I sipped his handmade hot chocolate.

"It turns out the night here is cold, yes ... I haven't been here in a long time" said Awan and drank his hot chocolate.

"Yes, it's getting colder if .. hiks!" I don't know why when I hear the word cold I get sad. My tears cannot stop yesterday.

But suddenly a soft touch caressed my cheek and removed the tear from my cheek. I looked at the owner of the touch. The man also looked at me with his teary eyes.

"Queen ..." He called my name.

"hm?" I asked while sobbing.

"I was sad when I saw you sad. It feels like my chest is very tight .." she said. Why did it get like that? Is it because we are close?

"But ... Where can I forbid you to cry? I always hope that your sorrow will be reduced little by little by the droplets of your tears, unfortunately ..hiks!" It even sobbed. Her tears just drip out too.

"Unfortunately what, My Cotton Candy?" ask me with a heavy voice. I was sad to see him cry too.

"Unfortunately, the sadness was so much that it never stopped.." cried the Clouds. Now she wiped her own tears.

My hand immediately wiped his wet cheek. The cloud's cry grew even more so as I rubbed his face. He held both my arms.

"I'm sorry, Queen ... I shouldn't look weak in front of you, I should strengthen you, I'm really not a good friend, hicks!" her crying.

My hand wiped all her tears. I never could see her sweet face crying.

"You're strong enough Awan .." I said comforting him.

"Don't cheer me up, Queen .." Pinta Awan. He seems to know my needs. Among my four friends, he was indeed the most considerate and understanding of me from the past. Even though I used to prank her, she never got tired of facing me and stayed by my side.

Wait for. Why did I suddenly feel that the position of the Clouds towards me was similar to my position towards Ryu?

I instantly wiped away the side of the tears on my cheeks and looked at the Cloud seriously.

"Awan .." call me.

"Hm?" tanyanya who is also trying to wipe her tears.

"I have a question for you?"

"what question, Queen?" ask Cloud.

"Do you have any reason to stay by our side?" Yeah, there's no way I'm asking her why she's staying by my side. He belongs to the four of us, not one of us.

The clouds rubbed their eyes. It seems like confusion.

"Hm ... Why, huh?" he said while thinking.

I look forward to the answer that is still thinking. He looked at my face and smiled.

"Question, yes-Aww!!!" I immediately pinched both of his cheeks. I can't stand the joke this time. He could have mocked me when I was sad with that silly face.

"Basic sucks!!! You can joke when I'm sad!" I said as I folded my hands.

"Somehow, you're serious" he chuckled.

"Yes, seriously! Your loyalty to me is like my loyalty to Ryu! So I'm curious!! I'm trying to move on, but can't!!!!" I threw out all my heart to make him stunned and sculpted. Is there anything strange about my words?

"You're saying my loyalty to you is like your loyalty to Ryu?" reworked.

I nodded my head slowly. I don't know why I feel like Clouds is insulted by my words.

He then chuckles.

"My loyalty to you is the same as your loyalty to Ryu?" peeved him while twitching his forehead.

"W-Is there anything weird, My Cotton Candy?" I'm a little unsure.

The clouds tried to brake his coldness and looked at my eyes.

"Any? Of course it's weird. Suppose the two things are the same, Queen," said Awan.

"What ... Is it not the same?" my question is so plain.

"Of course it's different, you're too blatantly expressing your feelings for Ryu, even if you've been rejected and never give up" Clouds said.

"Are you not?" my tent.

"Huh? Have you ever rejected me?" he said he was confident, but not wrong. I smiled and immediately hugged her waist. Hugging her waist is my pleasure. Every time I hugged her, I felt comfort and tranquility.

"Did?" He was overwhelmed by my unexpected behavior.

"Be careful, the glass will be a nudge!" sama warned me.

"Somehow, what good are you trying to come if you don't get hugged?" I said while cringing in her stomach.

"Because ... The queen! Amused!" said giggling.

"Enough, Queen ... Ouch ..." said the Cloud please forgive. I like moments like this the most, but I was kind enough that I finally took off my arms.

"You're a delinquent .." cloud lamented as he rubbed his stomach and waist area, perhaps he still felt amused.

"Sorry, yes Awan ... Only then will I feel better, now I'm better, Yeay!" seruku girang's. I don't know, I kind of get new energy every time I hug the Clouds.

"Haduh ...at least I can see your smile again, it makes me happy," said Awan and then fell asleep. I also fell asleep beside him and wrapped my hands around his waist. I looked at her face looking up at the ceiling.

"Don't attack me with the evil eye!" cloud Protest.

"Who attacked you?" I asked and put my head on his shoulder.

"Then? Why are you looking at me?" ask Cloud.

I tightened my arms at the waist of the Clouds.

"Mr ..."

"Hm?"

"Why don't you think I can move on from Ryu?" my many.

"Either. Only you know. Move on cannot be forced. You just have to try to make it happen" said Awan.

"It's hard to be sincere. I just feel like my struggle has been in vain for these fifteen years. Only one name in my heart, but that name also betrayed me, and I was caught up in this feeling of wishful thinking" I said sadly.

"Maybe because of that" Clouds chirped and stroked my hand that was holding her.

I scrunched my forehead

"Because of that? Meanin?"

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