I Love You Om Army

I Love You Om Army
Learn to Forget



Don't ask me how I feel


If you can't switch either


The past that haunts you


Because this is really unfair


Not that I mean to hurt you


But it's not easy to forget


Long story I've been through


Please convince my body


Just go, you go away from me


Let me kill feelings for you


Although heavy stepping


My heart is not ready to be hurt


Give our story a little time


The universe sent you for me


We are the right taste


At the wrong time


Life is a choice


But the heart is not chosen


When only half of you are present


And half for him


Just go, you go away from me


Let me kill feelings for you


Although heavy stepping


My heart is not ready to be hurt


Give our story a little time


The universe sent you for me


We are the right taste


At the wrong time


This is not what I want


Then what did you come for?


The miss cannot be arranged


We never understood


You and I hurt


Just go, you go away from me


Let me kill feelings for you


Although heavy stepping


My heart is not ready to be hurt


Give our story a little time


The universe sent you for me


We are the right taste


At the wrong time


At the wrong time


Chika hears singing through her headset, sitting in a wheelchair, looking out from the balcony of her nursery.


Already 4 months, Chika was in the hospital, with routine treatment and increasingly loss of meat that makes Chika now thin and bald hair that she always covered with kerpus.


Rio was no longer contacting Chika, the last meeting when their first kiss occurred.


" Lunch Chika."


Chika immediately let go of her headset and looked at Doctor Monica who came to visit with her two nurses.


" How was today?" Greet Doctor Monica.


" Thank God, I can still enjoy the view down there." Chika said that because it is on the 5th floor of the hospital.


" I checked your condition." Said Doctor Monica while directing her stethoscope.


" Eat it how? " Tell Doctor Monica.


" Flat." Answer Chika.


" Can I walk normally without having to use a wheelchair?"


" Later consult the same Orthopedic Doctor yes, you also have to enter all her nutritional intake, see your body is very thin. " Said Doctor Monica.


*******


" Bagyo, this is selling Grandma's gold, for additional hospital costs." Grandma Utami.


" We don't use Nek's insurance, and we just move hospitals in hospitals that Chika's care can't use insurance, they don't cooperate and see the finances swell." Kang Bagyo.


" It's okay, grandma just wants the best for Chika." Grandma Utami.


" Grandmother, for the goats and the Chickens don't sell, that's all we got." Kang Bagyo.


" Granny wants Chika to heal Bagyo, Grandma wants her healthy again hyks... "


******


" How have you completed your transfer letter? " Tanya Nugroho's.


" It's settled, next month God willing I move the task there." Reply Rio.


" How's Chika doing, are you out of touch with her?"


" After yesterday's meeting I didn't communicate with him anymore. I don't know how he is now."


" How are you feeling right now? "


" I don't know, I want to try to forget him the more I always remember him." Rio.


" Remember Monica, she's not choosing you right now, is she? "


" Yes but his family still won't accept me."


******


" Grandmother sorry to wait, when Grandma clean your body." Said Utami's mother who helped Chika stand up to move onto the bed.


" Granny, I'm sorry it was Chika who was troubling Grandma." Chika said sadly.


" It's okay, kid, Grandma help you change your clothes."


" Sir, if Chika is no more don't be sad. " Chika said arrived - arrived.


Utami's grandmother just kept quiet by preparing Chika's clothes, and took the warm water that had been provided by the hospital.


" Sir, if Chika doesn't change Chika just get out of the hospital. The costs that come out of Grandma are already great, and Chika also has no savings." Chika.


Grandma Utami then looked at Chika, with eyes that glazed over.


" Granny can still afford your treatment at this hospital. "


" I'm sorry Chika is Grandma."


Utami's grandmother smiled, and helped undress Chika.


*******


" Mom's eaten? " Tanya Monica.


" It's Monica." Answer Lena's mother.


" Mom, later if Bang Rio has moved here we will not stay here. We'll stay home by ourselves, but don't worry about your needs we'll meet. And I'll never starve."


" Thank you, I also won't forbid you to be independent, because Mom used to live alone."


" It's good, if like this I don't think of the house people yes even though I could have a maid salary but still think." Monica said while making milk for her Mother-in-law and Mother Lena just smiled bitterly.


*******


" When I recover, I'm tired Doctor." Chika said after she checked.


" The spirit is yes and sure to heal." Said Doctor Monica.


" Mother Doctor, may I ask you something? " Tanya Chika's.


" Could you ask what? "


" Mother Doctor is married? " Tanya Chika's.


Doctor Monica looked at Chika's face, and smiled at Chika.


" Already, my husband is a soldier." Answer Monica.


" Just like Doctor Lusi, it means that Doctor Bu knows Bang Nugroho and jaga..!! " Chika shut her mouth.


" Why Chika? "


" That means the Doctor Mom knows my first love, if the Doctor's Mom is her best friend Doctor Lusi and her Husband Bang Nugroho automatically know dong." Chika.


" Doctor know Rio Dewantara dong?" Chika said back.


Doctor Monica smiles at Chika, and sits next to Chika by the side of the bed.


" My husband is a strict husband, he loves both his parents and even his wife. He's a man who's patient with problems, and won't want to make decisions carelessly."


" Well, must be the Doctor is very happy to be married to her, must be the husband of the Doctor Mom knows also my first love." Chika said with a smile.


" Not only know anymore, because what you mean is my husband." Doctor Monica said in her heart