I Love You Om Army

Knowing the Truth

" Mother Doctor." Sapa Chika's.

" How's Chika doing, how's she doing?" Said Doctor Monica.

" It's like this Doc, and I've felt the effects." Chika.

" From the results of yesterday Doctor Lusi also sent you do not break up chemo, you have to be routine."

" Yes Doc, I just resigned Doc, if Allah allows me to be healed Alhamdulillah, if Allah wills otherwise I sincerely." Chika.

" What about your first love?" Ask Doctor Monica.

" He's been happy Doc with his life companion, I'm quite relieved to have said it." Answer Chika.

" What did he give you?"

" He, in fact, has the same feeling since long ago, but he is quiet because not yet his time, well.maybe not yet an important soul mate we already know the contents of our hearts. Now I've accepted everything about him, and now I just want to focus on my health."

" We do chemo but we check your body first and HB you."

*****

" I'm hunting - hunting."

" Do you know anything about Chika?" Ask Nugroho.

" Chika, what's she about? "

" We're talking in my room."

Rio also walked following Nugroho's steps into his room.

" What are your feelings for Chika? " Tanya Nugroho's.

" Honestly I love Chika, until now the feeling is still there. " Answer Rio.

" So you married Monica, just a runaway wanting to forget Chika? "

Rio shook his head, and looked towards Nugroho.

" First I met Monica, either we felt it was appropriate and the feeling suddenly appeared, and Chika as if I forgot. But after the household, Chika recollected because it might be a household I didn't expect. You know I'm not a person who carelessly arranged, even insulting my parents, you know my origin.A husband should just be quiet, if you want to be quiet, when the wife tells her to agree to what her parents want, should I keep quiet when I have to leave my old mother because she is a former woman of the night and a mistress. I guess he will accept my shortcomings, it turns out he was forced to accept all shortcomings."

" Monica still loves you."

" If she loves me, she should obey and stand up for her husband. I don't like households always being surrounded by in-laws." Rio.

" You know, now that Chika is back and your status is Monica's husband, how are you now?"

" Chika's gone to forget me."

" sthat mean?"

" He's gone and he's not gonna ruin my life anymore. He said it felt good to be able to express it again, and he knew my feelings as well. And he said thank you for the last and return meeting."

" He said so, you sure you don't know what?"

" I don't know what, what's wrong?"

Nugroho took a deep breath, and looked at Rio's eyes.

" Rio, Chika's sick."

" It hurts, what's he sick? "

" Stage 3 brain cancer."

Rio felt extremely shocked, and instantly his body became limp.

" Chika was Monica's patient, I know from Susi because it was Lusi who handled Chika while she was here on referral from Monica. And you know, Chika is holding back the pain, she's trying to stay strong in front of the Doctor even the people who are watching."

" He said that, as if he were going to die."

" You know why Chika is here, she just wants to meet you, while her body can still move."

" Chika, Oh God." Rio covered his face with both palms of his hands.

Rio's reddened eyes held back tears, and felt what Chika was feeling at the moment.

" What do the words in his painting mean because of his pain." Said Rio who finally shed tears.

******

Chika limp with vomiting chemo effect grabbed the cell phone that was on the nightstand, looks foreign number who called. Chika also raised the call.

" Hello..!! " Sapa Chika with a faint voice.

While across there, holding back tears when hearing Chika's voice.

" Hello who is this? " Say Chika slowly.

There is no answer of any kind just silence no words spoken.

" I'll hang up if you're just a prank."

" whoa..!! " Say from across.

" Let Om hear your voice tonight, allow Om before bed to hear your voice." Said Rio from across.

" o..!! "

" You evil Chika, you evil one is dead. Why did you say that we won't be able to see each other again, why did you say that yesterday's meeting was the last. It won't happen, we'll meet again."

" Om knows what, Chika is feeling it. Simply look once, Chika is happy especially Om happy with Om's life companion. Chika's happy to hear Om's voice, but we'll miss each other."

" Oh my dear Chika, Om loves you."

" I'm sorry Chika Om, we can't be together. And Chika also does not want to be a thorn, and we will have promised that we are legitimate."

" Is it possible for every night we call, while going to sleep we do that, for in the dream we can meet."

" Maybe, but if someday never hear Chika's voice again don't be disappointed."

" Om will always hear your voice, until whenever Om will always hear your voice."

******

Doctor Monica combed Chika's hair, the hair fell down to a lot, and looked very thin until it looked small bald.

Looking at the mirror, Chika smiled as she looked at the face that was now getting thinner.

" Chika, isn't it in her balding hair?"

Chika smiled wryly as she saw her hair loss seen in the palms of Doctor Monica.

" Let Doc, let it run out on its own."

" Silche."

" Yes Doc."

" When you meet the wife of your Army Om how? "

" I just smile, Doc, besides I don't want to ruin the relationships of people I care about."

" Do you still have a sense when you know he's married?"

" Maybe it can't be lost all at once, a little bit."

" If your Army Om wants to be in a relationship with you how, when you know you are sick?"

" I'll know which are pity and which are sincere, but I don't want to ruin people's households."

" If you're cured, he's still chasing you how?"

" I said it's too late."

" Are you sad when she's married?"

" Sadness is there, but for what reason is it lingering because of his useless love now for his wife."

" Do you want to know about his wife?"

" No, I don't want to know. Most importantly I've seen it before this breath stops."

" I'm not sure about this, if Rio knew my patient Chika, he would have come here if he really loved Chika."