I Love You Om Army

Honest Feelings

Rio stared fixedly at the face of Chika who was now staring at her, a face that she really missed.

" If at that time Adek knew what feelings Om had, why Om did not want to reply at that time. Om does not want one day you will be disappointed, let alone expect to wait for Om and if you can be honest when Om likes you."

" Is it because Chika was a child?"

Rio nodded his head, and smiled towards Chika.

" Om don't want it to disturb your school, and don't want to hang you, your way is still long still want to be happy - happy, Om does not want to rob you of your happiness at that time. And that's all Om's reason why he didn't answer. "

" What is the current feeling of Om? "

" Honest feeling is the same as you feel, want to meet just like you, but Om can't because when you want to meet you Om always has no time to go far, he said, because by then Om can be on duty off the island yet task force abroad, and return duty elsewhere."

" A ring that's circular? " Show Chika.

Rio looked at the Ring, and smiled wryly at the ring that was coiling on his ring finger.

" I'm sorry for this."

Chika tried to smile, and held tightness in the chest as it held back the crying.

" Thank you Om, I told you honestly and Chika didn't clap one hand. The arrival of Chika here did not disappoint, now Chika is relieved Om.

" Can we be Friends Om? " Tanya Chika with glazed eyes.

Rio looked towards Chika, seen Chika showing her little finger.

" I'm sorry Om Chika, honestly Om also loves you and Om apologizes if now Om already has one."

" Chika knows Om, eat it we're Friendship huh."

Rio smiled, and knew to see Chika who was holding back crying.

" We're Friendship." Rio's speech was linking his little finger to Chika's little finger.

*****

Chika gave her the jacket lent by Rio last night, Rio also received the jacket.

" Om thank you, Chika will never forget where the day was with Om. Promise Chika I won't catch up to Om anymore." Chika said with a smile.

" Are you going home, Chika?" Ask Rio.

" I'll be back Om, right now Chika wants to be with the person Chika loves. Chika wants to spend time with the Chika family." Answer Chika.

" Give us time to be together, even if we're wrong, can we take this opportunity?"

" We are now Friend Om, we have vowed."

" Allow for once Om hugs you can?"

Chika nodded her head, and Rio pulled Chika's body and hugged her.

" Before you go, let Om hug you."

Chika also tightened her embrace, so did Rio tighten his embrace.

Chika tried to let go of Rio's embrace, and Rio loosened his embrace.

" I'm sorry, Om, Chika doesn't want to ruin Om's household. Chika just wants this heart to have no burden, and if it's like this Chika can calm down."

" Om sorry, all this time can not keep the heart."

" We are not fooled, Om."

*****

Rio hugged his jacket, inside his room. His reddened eyes held back the cries, and so was the pain of his return meeting.

" I'm sorry Om Chika, your love is so big but Om can't keep this heart, I'm sorry Om Chika, sorry. "

*****

" Are you seriously going straight home?" Ask Sarah.

" Yes sarah, I'll be home tomorrow. As per my promise after knowing her who is now, I will go far."

" Are you really going to forget about Om Rio?"

" Why Chika? "

Chika took a deep breath, and looked straight into Sarah's two eyes. Then Sarah's hand she pointed to Chika's hair.

" Take my hair. " Chika's orders.

" sthat mean? "Sarah Speaker.

" Take my hair."

Sarah pulled Chika's hair, and when she saw her hand there was as much hair as she pulled.

" Chi - Chika ka - you? "

" I hurt Sarah, I'm seriously ill. This is the reason I want to meet with Om Rio."

" When have you been like Chika?" Sarah asked with glazed eyes.

" The past few months, and you know my brain cancer is stage 3, and look at my skin changes. Tomorrow I may be bald and sunburned or I can no longer walk."

" No Chika you're definitely cured." Sarah hugged her friend's body.

" You have to heal, I've finished the contract from here you have to be healed we laugh together, we walk together, and you have to watch me get married." Sarah said in tears.

" For that I do not promise, but in every prayer I come to the end of my life, the best prayer for my Friend."

******

The sound of the phone vibrating, Rio immediately raised the phone.

" What's up, you never called me again? "

" Well, what's up?"

" When are you going on vacation?" Ask a woman from across the street.

" I'm not going to take a vacation." Reply Rio.

" Both of my parents wish you could come on their wedding anniversary."

" What still considers me son-in-law, when my self-esteem is stepped on - step on. I love you, but you were never on my side. I've kept it all for you, for my love for you, but what because I can't give you anything, only the love I have, I'm not the one to set up, let me walk alone, and you think again, what kind of marriage."

" So they don't want their kids to be unhappy, they just want the best."

" I'll go home, if you prefer your husband."

Rio hung up his phone call, and closed his eyes.

******

" Chika, you I'm taking." Said Sarah.

" No, I just went home by myself. I'm waiting for you at home." Chika.

" You're strong, you need to heal."

" Thank you, you are my best friend."

Then Chika takes a paper roll and gives it to Sarah.

" What is this? " Task Sarah who opened the paper.

" Give it to Om Rio, tell him I can no longer paint perfectly, this I continue at home and see the color that goes off track because my eyes are not functioning normally." Chika.

" Do you have any more messages for Om Rio?"

" Tell him, thank you for giving me the best memories of the last reunion and meeting." Chika.

" I'll tell this to Om Rio." Said Sarah.

" I'm saying goodbye."

Sarah and Chika embrace each other, Sarah's cry also makes Chika cry.

" Akh, you're I'm going home, like we don't see each other anymore."

" I'm sad not because of separation, but it's your pain that makes me want to cry on."