I'll avenge my Revenge

Note Diary 3

Ericka reads her mother's diary piece by sheet, filling it all up more about her mother's anxiety and grief. Although her in-laws did not like her and still expected her son to marry the woman they thought was more deserving of being their daughter-in-law.

But her husband, Dewantoro, still loves his wife and children. He would never hurt his wife and children and protect them, even though he was so rarely at home because of his busy life in the company of his father-in-law.

Until not infrequently Larasati get rough treatment and her mother-in-law, and Elena who is secretly still in a relationship with her former future-in-law and co-incited her to hate Larasati.

But the woman never complained about the attitude and behavior of her mother-in-law to her husband, she held everything back, because her husband loved her very much and always took good care of her.

Then Ericka read her mother's second Diary, and it was about her second pregnancy. Seen from his mother's writing if he wrote his words with trembling hands, and there are also marks like water spots dripping on the book sheet.

[Hey Diary

My daughter is growing up fast, she is four years old, and she is a beautiful and sweet child, she rarely asks for things by force, she can always understand and understand her mother, she said, even though her father was able to make her wish come true, but she never asked, because she knew, her grandmother would never allow it. He is too small to understand all this, he is too small to be an adult, he must be able to understand and understand the circumstances of the adults around him, but these people never once understood him, he said, I pity him who looks so different from all his friends and cousins]

[Hey Diary

I am so happy, this is the most beautiful gift for me after God gave me a beautiful little angel in my life, because God gave me another gift in the form of a little angel again, but I don't know if it's pretty or handsome yet, but my heart keeps beating when I hear the sound of a tiny baby's heartbeat in my belly, Reva my daughter, she was so happy that she would have a sister later, she did not care if her sister was a boy or a girl, because she would still love her, though I've heard the mother-in-law incite her to hate her unborn sister. "No grandma, she's my sister, and I love her, if you and your mom love me, why can't they love my sister? He is also his son, just like me" said my little daughter innocently. "Based on a stupid kid, you're too small to understand everything! If your sister was born, you would never be loved by them!" said my mother-in-law hurt my daughter's heart. "No grandma, mom and dad really love me, like they love my sister" she said.].

[Hey Diary

My gestational age has begun to grow, and my movements began to slow, my husband began to change he was not like before when I was pregnant with the first child, if he used to be very attentive to me and our future children, he said, but this time he didn't really care, every time I asked for something and asked about his change of heart, he was always angry "You're too spoiled, Laras! Can you stand up a little?! I'm tired, I'm tired of having to work all day, plus I have to take care of Reva again, my work increases, don't add to my burden!" his words really pierced my heart, how could you, when I only asked for small things, and you said me and your son were a burden?! And you said taking care of Reva is adding to your work, isn't that really painful?! And you said it in front of him, it hurt my heart, mas. At least don't make your child hate you more]

Ericka was silent for a moment, she took her drinking water and gulped it down. Her throat was dry and her chest was tight enough to read every hand written by her mother, with her hands shaking she opened the diary again and began to read it again.

[Hey Diary

[Hey Diary

It's been three days since that incident, I didn't allow Reva to come home alone or be picked up by just anyone, she had to be me to pick her up or not my husband picked her up, of course it got a rejection from my husband, "Can't, I have a job Baras, well that day I was careless for forgetting Reva, and I'm sorry. But I can't pick her up all the time, you can still, but after giving birth, can't you take care of her, too? If you're bothered, ask your mom or not your Aunt who works at home!" said my husband selfishly, he never knew if his mother did not help me once, even he always burdened me with all the work, even though he knew I was pregnant and was also busy taking care of my son. "Let me take care of Miss Reva, Madam!" said bi Mirna, the person who works in this house, he was so kind and sincere to help me selflessly, since his arrival a few weeks ago, my work has been light, he can help anything, he said, because he has all the skills in taking care of my son, even though there are so many servants in this house, but I trust him so much, I feel that my son will be safe with him.].

Ericka wiped her tears, she did not expect that bi Mirna had also seen everything from the beginning she had been working with her father and mother, meaning bi Mirna is a living witness at this time where the story of her mother's journey in taking care and raising her sisters as well, she thought bi Mirna existed since she was born only, it was longer than that.

[Hey Diary

Her second baby was born a few months ago, and I'm sorry I just told you, because I'm so busy with all this happiness, she was born with a very handsome face, which people say is so similar to his father. My husband and in-laws seem to be very happy because they have male offspring as well, the abundant affection he gets, more than their affection for my first child, Reva. So what is Reva jealous of? Nah! He was so happy that everyone loved him, that even his grandmother and grandfather had no time to judge him anymore, they were not angry or forbade him to do this and that, because they were too busy with their grandchildren, even if my baby son was crying they asked Reva to look after him when they were busy, whereas I was? They won't let me take care of it, my son is given to me when it's time to breastfeed, and at night, otherwise they'll take care of it and not let me touch my own son, not because they love me and don't want me to be tired, but they don't want their grandchildren to be closer to their mother like their older sister Reva, she doesn't want my son to defy her like her brother, though it was purely from the thought of the little boy, the child who could see and model the actions of adults to him, Reva only did what they did to him, that's all]

Ericka was silent and stunned for a moment, she put down her mother's diary after placing the reading barrier that she had marked. He saw the clock showing twelve o'clock at night, he intended to rest first after his eyes began to sleepy and tired after reading the mother's diary, and his energy was slightly drained from crying all the time he read the diary.

"Mother, let me meet you in a dream once more." she murmured inwardly.

The closed eyes held back the longing for a figure so strong and strong to live that life, a mother who was so strong to take care of her children.

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