I'll avenge my Revenge

Note Diary Mother 2

Hi Diary

[I haven't greeted you in a long time, have you missed me? I wanted to tell you more about him, the guy I liked but wasn't meant for me.. She came back again, and suddenly told her feelings to me, what should I do? I can't accept it when other women feel hurt, I like it and I'm glad he finally likes me too, but there are other women among us, I can't be happy like this.].

Ericka was silent for a moment, had they been wrong to think and guess, was it not their mother who snatched her father from Elena? He still guessed, and chose to continue reading.

[I told him he should go home and be with the girl, the woman his parents chose, but he was so persistent as to convey his feelings to me, plus he tried everything he could to convince me, to believe in him. I'm worried, Diary.. Tell me what to do? On the other hand, I love him, but on the other hand I don't want to ruin the happiness of others. And when someone came to see me at this parlour, he said he was my father's younger brother, and wanted to be my guardian with the House, that man. Then what do I believe? No, how can a stranger who comes suddenly claim to be my uncle and want to marry me to another man, while you never meet and communicate? Is he a member of the council? Confess to be my uncle? If true, this is outrageous!]

"Who's the uncle that mom meant here? What about Harja? If true, has he planned all this to marry mom to dad? Make mom an actor?" murmured Ericka curiously, she continued her reading again.

[I may not be highly educated, but I'm not stupid. I find out who that man is, why did he suddenly come and confess to my uncle? And what does it mean to marry me to the House, did they know each other before? One important piece of information I know, he's my father's brother, but why did he just come? And I didn't see any radiance of affection in his eyes when he saw me, which was hate and disgust... Is that why I was banished? Is that how I am? What did my parents do in the past until I got their karma?]

Ericka sighed deeply, she felt what her mother felt at the time, so she followed the man and believed that it was Harja opa.

[His name is Harjamukti Kusumo, he prefers me to call him om Mukti, whether I feel like he's hiding something. Until one day, I overheard her conversation with someone on the phone, essentially she wanted me to marry Dewan, so she could take advantage of it, given the family of the highly respected House, my heart ached, it turned out to be my guess, no one really loved me, this wasted orphan. I agreed to this marriage, not because I was selfish and wanted to own the property of the House and her family, no! But quite the opposite, I wanted to protect them from my uncle's grip, even though he ended up profiting a little from it, but I wouldn't let him take any more.]

Ericka sighed harshly, rightly guessed it turned out to be true opa Harja, even the old geezer was indeed consistently evil since he was young again.

[Diary, it turned out that the marriage was not as beautiful as imagined, my uncle kept coming and undermining me with all the good that he said would be my guardian, just because he did one good thing, he kept bringing it up, he continued, until the parents of the House hated me so much because of my uncle, they were more convinced that I was married to their son because of the treasure, which hurt the Council not once to defend me, on one side of my father-in-law and one side of my own uncle, I was like a fish crashing in the middle of the land, my life was very painful.]

"Mother's pity..," said Ericka could not bear to read the book.

He put his mother's diary on the table, and rubbed his face, he tried to imagine the position of his mother at that time, a husband who did not care, evil in-laws and uncles were no less evil, who would tell him? Even he did not have anyone to talk to, even though he was his son diligently and painstakingly taking care of the other orphanage children, but it could not give more affection for him than the caretaker or his other friends.

According to her mother's diary, the mother was so disliked there, because she was beautiful, smart and obedient, many other foster parents wanted to adopt her but the mother never let herself out of there, not because he felt it was a pity to take it off, but there was nothing to ask for help if there was something there.

Ericka cried when she read her mother's diary again, so tormented their mother had to live her life like that, since she was born to adulthood she was only used.

"Hopefully in the afterlife the mother is calmer, already gathered with grandmother and grandfather, even the father is also there. I won't let them all live quietly, mother..

I will repay all his actions to mother, for the rest of her life she is always used and hurt, this time let me do what you should do first.." ericka says her own monologue.

Geck!

Geck!

Geck!

"Dek, still here? What are you doing, crying?!" rendy asked worriedly at Ericka's puffy eyes from crying as long as she read her mother's diary.

"A little bit.." answered Ericka raucously.

Ericka just shook her head, then she moved from her seat while taking her mother's diary in her arms.

"I will continue reading it in the room only..," he said and left the room.

"There must have been something he found in the diary, maybe another surprising fact, something beyond our thinking or something.. I don't know why I'm worried about him." muttered Rendy alone.

He came out of the room after closing and locking it again, when he wanted to get out of there, he turned his head to the door of the room.

"What exactly happened? Are there any other secrets my father's been hiding all this time?" he said in his heart.

Then he went back to his room and tried to do his own investigation of all the connections between the family om Richard and grandfather Harja.

Meanwhile, in her room Ericka continued reading her mother's diary..

[Today I was so happy that, knowing that I was pregnant with our first child, that the Council looked so happy, she started to look at me again, and tried to make me happy, his parents began to accept me, I am so happy, thank God you have granted these prayers of your servant]

[Hey Diary

I came back again, it turns out my happiness did not last long, my uncle had gone and did not return it suddenly came and disturbed the peace of my life again, ah I think family is where we shelter and shelter, and, but not with my uncle, he didn't let me be happy. Not enough with that, the woman who had been in the House suddenly came too, this time she came not alone, she said she was married too, ah thank goodness.. At least my heartbreak was gone because she was married again, but she came so often and took my heart in-laws again, she began to slander me, insult me, and influence my husband, again.]

[Hey Diary

Today I had a big fight with my husband, because he started getting slandered by the girl, somehow the girl affected him so much that he believed and started doubting me, but fortunately there were two relatives who could still advise him and not return to contact with his former fiancee, I am still grateful that there are still people who care about me. But not with my in-laws, they still hate me, and not interested in their first grandchild, the child who is still in this womb has begun to dislike his presence.].

[Hey Diary

I'm so happy that I finally gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, a good boy never fussed as if to understand the busyness of this mother, my in-laws did not want to help at all, everything I do myself takes care of children, very different from what I hear, they said in-laws will usually be very affectionate with their grandchildren more than their own children, let alone the first grandchild of the first child anyway, but why am I and my son different from others? Is it because I'm an orphan and this first grandchild is a woman who doesn't live up to their expectations? What a pity your fate is, son.. I won't let you lack the affection of your parents, if your father can't give it more for you, then I will give everything for you, my life, my life is yours, you will get an infinite abundance of love from your mother.].

Ericka could not help but hold back her tears again reading those words, the meaningful sentences of a mother to her beloved son, she regretted having been so bad at thought all this time, thinking only she is not considered in this family, it turns out her brother is the same as her, only her brother has ever felt the love and affection of their mother and father.

[Hey Diary

My heart was very sad when I saw my son playing alone without anyone accompanying him, his friends who used to play with him suddenly away from him, I don't know why, he said, so that my son's friend's parents say if a woman slanders me saying that my daughter and I are bad people who take something of hers, it's really evil that slander, God... Why is my son involved?]

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