I Just Want to Be Loved (Part II)

Pain

After that day more and more Rehan and Naila meet with reason because of Lilian's desire. But actually both also have the desire to meet each other at every opportunity.

Today is a holiday, Rehan promised to get Lilian to play at the amusement park, as promised at the previous meeting.

But this time Richa also participated in the agenda to accompany Lilian at the amusement park.

" Come aunty, accompany Lili on a swivel horse, let's go with Lili.." The little girl looked up while pulling Richa's hand.

" But, Honey. Auntie won't be able to ride her swivel horse. How about if the uncle who accompanied, or take papi deh." Richa's Proposal.

" But papi is talking to mami again. Uncle let's play with Richa play come on..."

" OK, come. Uncle accompany Lili on her swivel horse." Nelan would not want to finally follow the will of his son.

" Aunty's coming, we're videotaping." Richa took a long breath.

" Geez, this is how I feel if I grow up to be an artist!" Said Richa, taking the phone out of his bag. Then she followed her husband and niece to a comedy play.

" Lili must really like Richa. Because children are very easy to get close to." Rehan said as he looked towards Richa and Nelan and then Lili at this moment.

" It's not just Richa, Lili also likes you a lot." Naila.

" Then you?" Naila spontaneously turned her head to the side staring confusedly into Rehan's eyes.

" me? What's wrong with me?" Naila was confused.

" What, you like me too? Like Lili?" Naila was stunned she did not expect Rehan would ask her that lightly.

" For what you've done for Lili all this time, I thank you. Not that I was stupid or blind all this time. I realized that you.." Naila stopped her words for a moment staring at the glare of Rehan's eyes that was so seriously staring at him.

" What do you realize? You know, if I like you? Is that what you're trying to say?" Naila nodded her head slowly.

" then?" Naila turned her face and looked back at her current daughter who was laughing happily playing with Nelan and Richa. Naila did not answer Rehan, and she seemed to be trying to dismiss what she had realized from Rehan's question.

" I, I love you."

DHEG!?

Naila turned her head back, her eyes were perfectly rounded, she did not doubt that the man before her was currently able to say that unexpectedly.

" I love you.." Again Rehan repeated the same sentence." Richa once told me, when the time comes try to follow your heart. And right now I'm following my heart. That's why I say this." Naila stared intently at the look in her eyes.

" I don't know if I have the right to say this, and I don't know if I'm going to hurt you or not if I act like this. But it's getting harder for me, every time I'm around you like this, it's been a thousand times I've wanted to say this. And if I don't say it right now, I'm afraid I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I'm sorry, but right now, I just want to think about myself. I love you, no, I love you both."

Naila turned her face to cover the clear water that had been pounding on her eyes.

" When I saw you playing with Lili, and saw a happy laugh on her face, I realized that happiness was flowing to me. I was thinking maybe I was just happy to see my daughter's happy face. But.. When I was with you, I was also very happy, I just realized it now. So then.. I started to feel happy again. I want to be a selfish person. But, I feel like I won't be able to handle the pain anymore."

Rehan, understand where the purpose of the conversation is at this time. Rehan did not interrupt and waited for Naila to finish her speech.

" I hurt myself too often. Besides the pain I get from people I once trusted and loved so much. I also unconsciously hurt myself.

So I guess.." Naila looked back at Rehan while hanging down for a moment. The two looked at each other in the deepest eye. Rehan then showed a smile on his lips.

" Look at them, mas.." Richa said as he looked towards Naila and Rehan. " I think they like each other. But also not wanting to confess his feelings." Richa. Nelan reached out to Richa with one of her hands and the other held Lilian.

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" Ahem, ohya Han. Said you were going back to LA, right?"

" Hm." Naila turned to look at him, but Rehan continued to focus on driving his car.

" Give him to me." Nelan asks Richa to hand Lilian over to him. Because this saar Lilian was already asleep on her lap. And Nelan didn't want Richa to feel tired, or the map was stifled by Lilian.

At Nelan and Richa's house. Rehan drives his car to drive Naila and Lilian home. Along the way Rehan and Naila do not talk to each other. Rehan momentarily tapped towards Lilian who was in Naila's arms still sound asleep.

Rehan stroked the little girl's little face.

Sorry, Lili. Papi really wants to stay close to you. Papi also hopes to really be the papi figure you want. But I think your mom still needs a lot of time. But believe me, the papi will come back according to the promise we made, and when that time comes, the papi will never let go again. That's papi's promise.

Rehan looked at Naila flash, before Rehan finally refocused on driving his car. Upon arrival at the Anggara family home, Naila goes down dark in Rehan's car.

" Thank you."

" For what?"

" For everything. For the happiness you gave my daughter, and so.."

" And also..!?"

" For your sincerity. Good night and good road. I hope you're always happy and always okay wherever you are." Naila said as she turned her back to Rehan.

" Goodbye. Ahh, I mean see you again. Take good care of yourself."

After saying that sentence, Rehan had never seen Naila and Lilian again.

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Time also rolls quickly, now the content of Richa has moved on the 7th month. Where in the estimated 6 more weeks he will throw.

" Rehan..!?"

Naila did not expect after a long time she finally saw the man again. Rehan waved his hand from across the street, Richa very heartily wanted to cross the road leading to the opposite where Rehan was standing at the moment.

" Richa.... Watch out.." Rehan's scream echoed, as he saw a car speeding towards him.

" Rehan...!?" Naila's voice boomed calling out Rehan's name.

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Thank you, greetings from Richa and Nelan. Welcome to the next chapter.💓💓💓