I Just Want to Be Loved (Part II)

The doble suffering.

It has been a week since the news of Nelan's departure, but Richa has not eaten anything making Naila and Rehan very worried.

"Come on Cha, open his mouth?" Naila tried to feed Richa food, but Richa remained silent unwilling to open her mouth.

Richa was silent with a blank look, sumua happened so sudden to make Richa shock, left Nelan as soon as possible.

Richa sat on the edge of her bedroom bed, Naila who unsuccessfully persuaded Richa and then came out.

"Where? Richa wants to eat?" Rehan asked, Naila just shook her head.

" Where is this pa, Han?" naila told Rehan and her father Rehan, who had just arrived at Richa's house.

" Let papa try." Zion. Then he got up and took the plate from Naila's hand and went into Richa's room.

Arya is currently sleeping in Rehan's arms. They were all worried about Richa's situation, a deep sadness surrounding Richa's heart, even though she was still caring and caring for Arya but she did not care about herself.

Sadness also grimaced everyone's hearts, as their father's current state in the hospital worsened. Her mother couldn't even accompany her or give her a hug to lift her up.

Salsa is as confused as Richa, apart from the fact of losing her beloved son, her husband's condition also makes her worse.

Zion entered Richa's room, and approached Richa and sat down beside her daughter-like Richa.

" Dear, let's eat boy" Zion said.

But Richa still refused by shaking his head.

Zion placed the plate on the table, gently stroking the niece's hair, while removing the remaining tears that were still standing, she knew Richa was very sad.

" Papa knows you're so sad, son, you understand. But don't torture yourself like this, you have to grave darling. Arya needs your affection and attention Cha. Papa is sure, Nelan will be very sad up there to see you like this." Zion.

Richa looked at Zion, then hugged her papa. His cries broke out in the arms of his father Zion. Zion stroked Richa's hair and patted her on the back to appease Richa. Richa shed his tears again, he felt unable to live everything without Nelan with him. But his father's words were true, he also had to think of Arya. It cannot fall continuously.

" Believe me son, this is God's destiny. Don't regret it, son, because God won't test his people beyond his means. Papa is sure you can handle this."

Richa was still sobbing, but soon he felt calm.

" Let's eat, son." Zion took the plate and fed it to Richa. Richa opened his mouth and ate.

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Grief did not stop there, a week later, exactly 15 days after the departure of Nelan, his father followed his beloved son. Raihan died in hospital, due to a weakened heart condition because he could not accept the fact that his Nelannya was gone.

Salsa gathered in a new tomb filled with sprinkles of fresh flowers, she stared at the gravestone bearing her husband's name.

"Mother. Let's go home." Take Naila.

"Mother wants to be here first Naila."

"Let's go home, Mother, it's very late, Lili and Arya are waiting for us." Nevan added, adding the names of her two grandchildren. Hoping the mother would be persuaded.

All the mourners have left, only the Richa and Nelan families live there.

" Come, mother. We go home, let me rest in peace." Said Richa gathered beside Salsa, Richa clasped his hand. He could feel what Salsa was feeling. Because something similar is new in nature.

Finally Salsa complied and came back with them, Nevan supported the weak body of the bundle to the parking lot.

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After walking for some time, the situation began to stabilize, although every time Richa remembered Nelan he would shed tears for hours. But he had to stay strong for Arya.

Today Salsa asked her whole family to murmur in her house. Because there is something important that he wants to say.

" What's the matter, bun, it seems important?" Naila.

"Mother wants to talk about the hospital." Everything there looks at each other confused.

" Do you mind if your mother's hospital leaves it to Richa? After your father died no one led the hospital. At first you wanted Nevan to take care of him, but you knew he was very busy with the company. Then Rehan also has his own facilities that must be led. Mommy could have just handed it to you, Nai. But since the beginning your father had handed over the hospital to Nelan, it was even written in his will."

" Evan is up to mom." Nevan.

" I'm also bun." Add Naila.

" But Icha doesn't agree." said Richa.

The four adults stared at the puzzled Richa.

" Why Cha?" Naila asked in surprise at what Richa said.

" Richa felt he couldn't do it nor was he entitled."

" You deserve a son. Because you're Nelan's wife." Salsa Vocabulary.

"No mother. If there's a rickshaw that's Arya, not Icha." Richa.

" Alright, it's the same, son." Salsa Vocabulary.

" But, while we're talking about this, Richa wants to say something."

" What son?"

" Richa wants to go back to New York, to the house of mami and papi."

" What?" Scream all at the same time.

" Sorry mother. Ice can't stay here. There are too many memories in every corner of this country between me and Nel. I don't think I'll be able to continue my life with these memories. Forgive Richa."

Salsa breathed. He understood her daughter-in-law's feelings, but he also couldn't let Richa go from her. Because she had already lost her son and husband, so she did not want to lose her daughter-in-law and granddaughter as well.

" Who is Icha with?"

" There will be Evan, Rehan and Naila bun."

"But mother can't let you go, son. Mommy wouldn't be happy without you and Arya."

" Mother.. Richa please, hmm?"

" You're not going to be in New York forever, are you, honey? You'll be back here soon, won't you, son?"

" Sweetie she's not bun. Richa won't be coming back here. But you don't have to worry, though,

if there's a time Richa and Arya will come visit mother. Or you could come to New York to see us."

" cha.. Please don't.." Salsa stopped ucapa Naila by clenching her hand.

" Strue mommy's been letting you go, son. But if this is your decision, you can't do anything."

" Maafin Icha mama. If Icha's decision makes you sad, and makes Nai mba and Efan, you should be away from Arya. But Richa really can't afford to stay here." Richa.

Then without a second thought Richa and Arya immediately left the homeland to the country that Richa had lived in before.