I Just Want an Om

Gratitude

‘Ingesting bitter reality is like tasting a patrawali that feels hard to disappear. But a bitter medicine is the antidote to the poison that heals, origin can still tread the day wisely.Thank you to yourself, who is always steadfast in enrichment..measuring with height certainly not ‘kan able to reach him because every created has been written in nature.’.

Faradina bent her knees wailing fate, on the lap of the mother gulped bitterly in a poignant unraveling cry.

“I'm sorry about my dear mother, if I knew the pain was so hard for you, surely my ego would not be able to unravel your old wounds. I should have been sensitive to your powerless attitude exposing this bitterness. I shouldn't need to know who my father is, because you've had enough for me. I'm sorry mom.I'm so sinful to you that I made you moan bitterly for scraping your old wounds. I should have been your support in erasing everything. But what am I doing? I'm even re-arousing your pain.”

“My dear son.. You don't need to apologize to me, even if your father is a terrible figure to me, but he is because you exist.. I don't regret that you were born into the world, because God's destiny dictated that you should be created and born in my womb. Now you know the reason why I'm so hard to uncover everything? Because this harsh reality is so contrary to the heart even to the environment. But whatever the reality is, mother ridho with this decree. And you know what? Happy mother has you son, you are my best friend, my warmest friend and my future dream. I will never force you to be good in people's views and judgments, but I would rather let you be yourself. So that you are comfortable in living your day. Wealth and poverty are two different things as a side of the coin, but they are one body dear…. We may not have much wealth but our hearts are happy, but look at the person who has a lot of wealth, not necessarily his heart as happy as ours. Let us enjoy life dear.even if there is pain in it because of the bitter past..but hope is in the future dear. Because life is a decree, and death is a certainty.” Said the mother with her warmest embrace.

“Mother..hiks.” Faradina Hugs.

Faradina and Lucy embrace each other through reality, despite the tears there, but the feeling is better, now they feel.

“Now I am relieved dear, among us there are no more secrets.I apologize mother for all this pain son, but this is the record of destiny that we agree with God, God, so we have to take it with a chest. I'm sure, in front there is still a speck of light that will help us in walking the day. Do not regret life, enjoy what is now, and be grateful for the new day. I'm proud to have you. I'm grateful you've accompanied mom's days.” Whisper the mother in the arms.

“I am proud to have a noble mother like you Mom, if there is a child who is the happiest, of course I am the person. I don't need a father, and I don't want to know him. You are my mother and father. I love you more than anything. Although I have not inherited the wealth, but I feel I am richer than them ma'am, because you are my wealth. You are my life and death. And you are my paradise.”

‘Mother is the greatest sacred…. The mother is the pinnacle of affection in the world, the mother who has the devotion in her tongue.she is the mouthpiece of the Prophet…. Mother is eternal love.His words are do’a, her gaze brightened and her embrace is angel wings.Thank you! Because of him we exist, but do not forget to thank God. Because mom is the way to get to HER.’

Mewek othor duh😭😭😭

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Meanwhile, Arash was riding in his own room. He raged indistinctly, throwing everything in front of him,

It turned out that he was upset because it was very difficult to contact Diamond. Messages, chats, phone calls, none avenged. It seems that makes him angry because it is difficult to contact Diamond.

In addition, he lost both his friends, the Tower and Yosan, because of his own actions.

“Sial!!! It must be because of Jodi! I can't call Diamond at all! You crazy om-om! Just look at Jodi!! I'll smash the elo into dust! Don't call me Arash Aknan! If I can't destroy you, Elo! Basic an*ing!!.” Arash growled while throwing ashtrays until they broke into pieces.

Duuuuh sebel nih othor sama si Arash Cih 😡

Continue….!!!!

Then with a rumble of anger in his heart, Arash PA, rushed to his laptop perched on the table. He started to open a search engine on the deep web.

What is he looking for??? Turns out syaitonirojim whispered to him ‘have tried deh elo search the internet deadly poison... make poison Jodi, let him mengegoy.... and if he mengegoy you will be easier to get Diamond.’.

God damn it, Shaiton!!!?

Continue on!!

It is on the deep web. The deep web is a search site that most people can't get into because of a lot of illicit content in it, from murder, illegal arms trade, drugs, human trafficking, pedophilia, and so on, and other forbidden things in it. Only certain people can get into it. Of course, people who have expertise in the field of IT. And the Arash PA is indeed he is quite good also in terms of IT.

Even to enter the deep web requires special codes and only those who are more knowledgeable can access them.

Arash continues to search the site for poison to kill Jodi. And he entered the drug trafficking site.

Until he arrived on the site of a virus seller that sells the most dangerous poisons on earth. If someone drinks the poison it is said he will die slowly. It will be like a living corpse. At first he will naturally vomit blood, then paralyzed wither Because all the tissues in the body are damaged and the body becomes dry to death horribly.

Arash smiled happily when he found the poison. Although the price is very expensive that is one package for $ 8000. He bought him some packages for the assassination plot.

“Hahaha…. Elo will soon kill Jodi. Just wait! Elo will end up being the undead! Hahaha.” Arash's claws echoed throughout his room. Until making a servant in his house named empar the man began to come to his room.

“Douh no apuse aa Arash eike to shock.” In the style of the gemulai empar into the room approaching Arash.

“Heh! Hickshaw! Why are you entering my room!.” Arash Sentak.

“Eh aa don't maen rough dong later eike metong hihi. eike shocked aa scream.”

“Sono luh go ah! Disturb me!.”

“Iy. eike would like to ensure the condition aa fear aa mill (crazy) hihi.”

“Najis louh!. Out luh!.” Banish Arash.

And the empar ran away because Arash threw the bottle at him.

“Crazy badcong basis!!!.” Pekik Arash's.

Then Arash took his car keys, he rushed out of his room to the parking lot and drove his vehicle away from home.

He plans to meet Faradina at work. Surely he will influence Faradina back with his evil thoughts.

He does not know that Faradina and her mother have had a meeting with Jodi.

In a short time he had arrived at the cake shop parking lot where Faradina worked there.

He got out of his car and walked into the store. He saw Faradina busy at her cashier's desk.

Seeing Arash coming, Faradina sighed.

“You what Arash? You see for yourself that I am busy. I don't want my Boss to fire me for taking guests on my business hours.” Faradina said while serving customers who pay for their groceries.

“Just relax, I won't interrupt.” Reply Arash with his leisure.

“You meet me here it's been bothering me Arash, come back when I'm done working.” Get rid of Faradina politely.

Because Arash saw Faradina look busy, he finally decided to leave. “All right I'll go. And I'll be back when you get home later.” Said Arash while leaving Faradina.

Faradina was relieved Arash was gone. It seems that Faradina has started to be lazy to meet Arash because he has a bad influence on her.

Since Arash came to be his new friend, since then his life has become unsettled, let alone carrying around his mother's affairs.

Finally Faradina decided to talk to Arash after returning home, he would tell Arash, that he did not want to be disturbed again by the misleading friendship.

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