I Just Want an Om

Stories of the past

The cold wind that infiltrated through the window slit felt like a bone piercing. Shake up the longing of the love for the romance that ever existed.

Jodi got up from her place as she was contemplating straightening herself on the sofa of the study. Reluctant eyes closed as if bringing himself to step into the balcony area of the workspace.

He opened the door that led to the balcony, then stood around his waist with his face looking up at the dark sky. The confusion he felt tempted his mind to go back to the past.

One by one he reopened old sheets that he had closed tightly. Until his memory returned to remember a beautiful woman who had been his lover. He looked at his time together with him, hoping to open the veil that might be the solution of the problem he was facing.

Continue and continue to open the memory in the contents of his head until he came to a memory where he remembered the events that were so painful in his past.

Plashback

“Are you pregnant?.” Jodi was shocked when the lover said that she was pregnant.

“I-iya sis..” The woman answered by lowering her head.

“Who did it? Didn't I ever do anything to you? After all we've only been dating for three months?.”

“I'm sorry brother.” The woman shrieked with a trembling mouth and a crying that began to break.

“Tell honestly Ci, who did it?.” Jodi asked with a rumble inside her chest but she was still able to master her emotions.

“Hiks... I can't tell you sister.”.

“Why Ci? tell me who's the one who did it?.”

“Hiks sorry brother don't force me to say it.”

“Ci... did you intentionally do this to me?.”

“What does Brother Jo mean?.”

“You want to frame me, right?.”

Plaque!!! The woman slapped her slap right on Jodi's cheek.

“How come you accuse me like that! I have no intention of setting you up. That's why I'm telling you the truth.”

“Then how hard did you say who was the one who had impregnated you? I will hold him accountable!! Say!.”

“Can't brother! I can't tell you! It's complicated.” The woman's cry.

“As complicated as any problem, there must be a way to solve it. Look at me, I love you, okay I don't care what you look like, I'll be in charge of your pregnancy. Just so you say, who's the one who did it?.”

“So, I didn't ask for it, how could you be responsible for someone else's mistakes? This is my sin, brother, you do not have to take my sin and I do not ask you to marry me, even the man who made me pregnant will not do it!.”

“Why is that Ci? How could you raise the child you bear yourself, pity her Ci. I want to be, I'm willing to be his father. Let's go home, I'll come to your father and mother to marry you before your belly grows.”

“So I don't want to!.”

“Then what will you do? Don't you say you're gonna get rid of that fetus Ci!”

“No brother, I'll raise him.”

“Ya let's raise him together. I promise to love him like my own son. And I promise I won't bring up who the boy's father is. How's Ci?.”

“Hiks. I love you so much sister, and I know you love me so much too, but I would never have my sister do all this for me.”

“Ci... You don't be like that, I'm more unwilling that you live alone taking care of that child. I'd rather not have the heart of Ci. Let's get married, we raise the child together. The boy needs a father, I'll be a good father to him. You want Ci?.”

“Kak... I'll think about it first huh?.”

“What do you want to think about Ci? Are you not sure about me? Don't you trust me?.”

“Of course I really believe in you sister.”

“Then why else Ci? Do you love the boy's father? Until you don't want to marry me?.”

“No brother, the father of this son of a bitch.I will never forgive him, and I'm sorry I can't tell you who he is, what I obviously knew him before I knew big brother, it means I never betrayed big brother.”

“I don't care about all that Ci. I will be responsible because you are my lover. Ci, I will tell my dad and mom that I will marry you as soon as possible.”

“Sister, thank you for your love and affection for me. I am so happy to know you and be loved by you. If time can be turned back, of course, I will ask God, I'd rather never know you than know you, but I only leave you pain.”

“Hey you don't say that, I don't feel pain at all with everything that's happened. I did it all because I love you, Ci. Believe..”

“I believe you brother. It's already! Come on, now we go home.”

“Come, tonight I will tell your parents, my intention is to marry you.”

“My parents are not at home, tomorrow my brother tells them.”

Eventually, the two of them left the place. And that was their last meeting, because the next day when Jodi visited her lover's house, her lover had run away from home.

Neither of his parents knew where the woman was going. Lastly he told his parents that he would visit his brother in Jogja.

But he never came back. His parents also asked his brother in Jogja, but he never went there.

Jodi, who is looking for her whereabouts, finds no trace of her until Jodi ends her search and buries her love story with the woman. Until time erodes Jodi's memory, and is able to forget the woman.

Plashback

For a moment Jodi's face turned deathly white when her memory recalled the incident.

‘Yes Lord... Maybe this woman was my beloved daughter Uci first?.’ Bathin Jodi's.

He squeezed his feet as if he could not step on the earth. Her eyes dimmed as the memory became clearer about the face of the woman in her past.

He was confused as to what to do. But suddenly the door of his study room was opened from the outside, seen Rijka enter into it.

Rushing Jodi approached Rija with a glazed look but was unable to say anything.

Riksa was very understanding, because he could read the expression shown by his Boss' face.

Then Riksa brought Jodi to sit on the sofa. Then give her a glass of water that she took from the dispenser in the workspace.

Riksa sat before his Boss with a sharp look at the face that looks confused.

“Relaks Boss.. breathe in slowly and breathe out slowly.” Said Rikas. It looks like Jodi is doing what Riksa said, after looking calmer,

“What does Boss want to say? Get everything out now.”

Slowly Jodi lifted her head then threw her face to the side, seen a clear circle falling dripping from the corner of her right eye, she cupped her mouth and nose with her right hand, then

“Rik... I seem to remember something, exactly the incident twenty years ago.” Jodi said slowly.

Then Jodi told Rikas what he had remembered, carefully Rija listened while looking at the nose of the Boss.

Visible wound that dries from the look of his Boss' eyes, a wound that almost made him despair but the future managed to treat the wound until it can be forgotten.

Riksa quite understood what Jodi had told him. And now it's his turn to provide a solution to the problem that is wrapped around his Boss.

“Ok. I heard what Boss said just now. Can I have an opinion?.”

Looks like Jodi nodded slowly.

“Let's solve this problem so as not to drag on. If Boss has time to spare, we go to the girl's house. We have to sit down together so that the boy named Faradina and the Boss' wife understand his story.” Obviously Rikas.

“Rik I'm afraid my wife is jealous if she knows the girl's mother was my boyfriend first, how is it?.”

“No one is covered up Boss, everything must be clearly known, whether by Boss' wife or the daughter of Boss' old lover. The problem is that the Boss' wife will be jealous or not? Let's finish later, isn't jealousy a sign of love? And Boss must be aware that Boss has a wife is still a boy, so it's natural that his reaction will explode.”

“Ok Rik, later we plan to come to the girl's house.”

“Just be careful not to CLBK with the girl's mother. Later his business added runyam hehe.”

“Yes is not Rik.. He is only in my past, and my future girl is my wife.”.

“Ok then. I want to rest first Boss, Boss must also rest, and rest assured that the storm must pass. Problems will go away with time.” The word of spirit Rikas.

“Thanks yes Rik.”

“Siap Boss. I stay first?.” Said Rikas.

‘Oh a dim heart that is now being stricken with revenge.Please forgive all my mistakes in the past, even though there is no sin, but it is so painful, and so painful, the grin was so terrifying that I was horrified to lose such a beautiful little elf.O my little elf, do not punish me like a prisoner who longs for freedom, like a traveler who is drenched in thirst longs for a drop of water. and like a swordsman who loses his magic.’ Entertain Jodi to her Boss.

“Asaan is starting to go!. Udah... go there!.” Banish Jodi on Rikas.

“Hahaha…. Which heaven's door?!! Heaven's door again raging haha.” Ledek Rikas as it passes.

“Anjir down!!.” Jodi throws a book at Riksa making Rikka run off the ridge.

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