
"It turns out what I was afraid of all this time really happened." He spoke softly and took a deep breath from his nose and threw it through his mouth.
Trying tightness in his chest slightly reduced even though it seemed nil, tightness that he felt was not the effect of a disease but because the burden on his chest felt so heavy at this time.
"My proud youngest son is now like experiencing a tragedy similar to yours, Mas. I was devastated by what happened to him, half my soul as if it were lost to him. My sanity was also almost lost, if only my husband had not always been my faith-booster and comfort of my grief.
Why does the destiny of life seem unfair to good people like you who prioritize honesty and trust for those who seek true justice in this mortal world. Why should you who experienced the fateful incident, you are not the villain but the hero. But why do I think everything you do is in vain. If it must be tragically ended by the anarchist criminals who take refuge from the property and power they are wrongly using."
Back he took a deep breath through the nasal cavity and slowly exhaled it through his oral cavity. This tightness seemed to continue to squeeze his lungs, before he had felt the same way when he lost his only brother precisely his twin brother who was not as lustful.
His brother suffered an incident while traveling at night with his wife and one 5-year-old son at the time. They were heading to their villa together for the weekend, but unfortunately in the middle of the road which is fairly quiet from the vehicle traffic and minimal lighting and at that time the time was already showing at 11 pm.
They had not planned to go to the villa, but why the couple suddenly wanted to spend the night in their villa, when they were on their way home, after visiting from the residence of their parents in the Jakarta area.
Their car was turned towards the road to the villa, and in the middle of the journey they experienced the unfortunate incident of a small family.
"Since the incident and death of Mas Ewa and his small family at that time, I always tried to persuade Andra Mas not to take courses in the field of law. Moreover, being a person who works in that field, but his determination and will is truly indisputable. It is not much different from your character Mas and also his Papa who is quite stubborn and firm. Although there are different parts of you.
Instead I forbade him and persuaded him that his Papa supported him even more and instead said 'Life and death of a person is not because of one's profession but the secret of God.' If that I also know Mas, but my intention is only to want my son to live safer in his activities later. Looking for a profession that is small risk of bad things. Because I have seen from what has happened to you Mas and your little family, it is not without reason that I feel that the profession could have endangered our youngest son.
However, with feelings that sometimes misgivings I also support Andra's decision, I can only pray always pray to God that he is always in His protection. But why should this be what he experienced Mas...? Why..?
Even Mas's niece who just got married and has not really tasted the bitter sweetness of the household ark that has just been intertwined. Moreover, having offspring, O Allah why it feels like this time I am such a frustration for Mas. I've got to tell you a long story like this."
Without a tear that slid rapidly through from its place, both shoulders trembled from crying bitterly to the point of tears even softly. His manic stared blankly at the nissan stone that read 'Sadewa Rahmadi Bin Syahrendra Rahmadi, Born August 26, 1963 Died September 11, 2001.'
He wiped his tears with the tissue he had taken just from his handbag, smoothed his appearance especially his face so as not to look too much like a cry.
He holds the nissan stone head of his older brother who has been there for a long time, his grave was side by side with his beloved wife and only child. Looking back at the nissan with poignancy and then raising his palms to recite the do'a to those who have fused in the land with solemnity.
After praying he immediately rushed to his feet not forgetting he put his sunglasses back on, then stepped towards the exit of the TPU gate.
"Ton ayokk mulih nang omah, saiki!" He said after the middle-aged woman entered and sat on the back passenger bench safely.
"God, Mom." Sahut the driver was polite and began to stater the car and drove slowly leaving the TPU.
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"Pakde, Andra is really interested and aspires to be like Pakde in the world of law. If it could be a prosecutor like Pakde Alhamdulillah, if not at least be a lawyer or ad.ad.apa Pakde.hehe..Andra forgot that other one what's her name..?" His grin while scratching his neck which is actually not itchy at all.
"Advocate, Lek's the name you mean." The light of the uncle to his nephew who is still in 1st grade Junior High.
"Oo, yes Pakde Andra likes to forget even want to say avocado runs out like Pakde at a glance reading hehe." Andra the teenager returned the horse's grin as she said that.
The uncle only smiled to respond to him while gently rubbing the head of the handsome favorite poundanannya.
"But Pakde continues to teach Andra from now on, yes Pakde about the science of law slowly before Andra later studied law and became a person who works in the field. Yes Pakde." His speech was expectant to his proud uncle after his parents.
"Insha Allah Lek, Pakde will help teach you Lek as much as Pakde can. But the point whatever your ideals and your profession will remain a person who always prioritizes honesty and trust, in addition to obedience to Allah SWT and our parents. Because that is the most important part that counts at the end of Lek. Do not live as you please with unprofitable things and do not want to be seduced by the temptation of shethan for the sake of momentary pleasure or personal interests that harm some people. Remember it's Lek." Wejangan the uncle at length to Andra his nephew.
"Package Pakde." Sahut santuy the ponakannya with steady.
However, without realizing it was the last tip he heard from his proud uncle. Obviously that advice that Andra always remembered once in his mind until in the end he applied also to himself and his life.
His uncle had to die in a tragic way along with his son and wife. After being expelled and in the case process it turns out that the motive of the mastermind is revenge. The effect of his only son who committed suicide in a prison after three days in a life sentence, for cases of sexual abuse to some women until there are victims who were killed by the perpetrator.
Andra's uncle, a prosecutor, sued the defendant until he was sentenced to life in prison. Once the father of the perpetrator came to Sadewa uncle Andra to ask him not to make it difficult let alone prosecute his son until a severe punishment.
Sadewa resolutely rejected the offer and declared it all, haram for him to accept bribes in any form and for any reason. If it deviates from the truth and teachings of his religion.
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"Niken apparently you're still expecting it?" Linda said her best friend and manager was not in disbelief.
"Gue think for years you will have a career abroad and have forgotten the same man." Reveal it again while shaking his head in disbelief.
Niken who works as a model who has gone international, is no longer able to cover it from his best friend. Because this time he was tepergok by Linda while she was looking intensely and expectantly the photo of the man her adoration. Linda quite know the figure of the man who became the idol of her best friend.
"She's my first love Lin since I met her I've fallen in love and am sure to fall in love with her until now and maybe forever. Whatever it is I'll pursue my first love and my dead love." Niken is full of confidence.
"Lo knows that the guy you like is so cold that he's not even interested in you Niken. Lo inget deh during our one school even one class of same man you say first love and die lo that he as long as it was never close to a girl even until he was already college still so until he has a career with his age already head 3. Let's not say the rumors about him being impotent or worse the rumors he's gay are actually Ken." Her throw was at length with a shudder of horror as Linda said her last sentence.
"Yes continue how the same I who also until this moment was aged 3 heads also have not dated back, let alone married. Well as a woman of that age is it already old actually Lin and is it not the same I could-be in the lesbian think is also the same most of the people?" Her feline felt she did not accept her heart idol was accused of having sexual disorders or same-sex lovers.
"Oh elo deh, au ah dark." Pissed Linda with her pouting face.
"Yes elo shallow thinking anyway, it's wrong that I pursue my first love and die." Niken again felt bad about the response of his best friend.
"So the elo who was dating first just want to make Liandra jealous and know the reaction is like that? Wah gaswat lo Ken, so soon you love the same Liandra who is handsome but cold as well. It's a pity that the son of the person who was once only the benefits of elo doang Ken, but yes elo enough to get the effect by not getting anything back from the love of elo it's Liandra."
"Yes elo should support me dong as a friend, this even makes me broke and heart gini."
"It's not like Ken, you would have told me that elo had once revealed the feeling of elo to Liandra. But what is elo in the word joking and obviously elo also rejected raw right on the grounds he did not want to date and did not want to date. I don't think so with the reason he was at that time."
"Now different, I will reveal my feelings in more detail and immediately want to invite her to get married."
"Wah seriously really love elo so far away and lost contact elo even like increasingly bucin that is not karu-karuan, elo think dong Ken whether all that later there is no risk. Do not be too confident if you face a man like Liandra Alvian Abraham, you know him just now. Even though we are not his best friend at least we are 3 years friends with him, it is enough to read him dong a little about him Ken. Do not let you break your heart the deepest and most painful after that later, if it turns out the Liandra nolak elo again and in katain elo feeling it's just a joke like he once told elo first." Linda gave advice reminding him.
But it seems that Niken did not discuss what his best friend revealed, for him Liandra love his death and should he be revealed more correctly and should he get it later.
"Udah ah bawel really lo Lin." He was caught off guard by all the advice of his best friend.
Niken did not want to take a headache again with all the ravings of Linda, for him he wanted to immediately return to Indonesia after his contract expired in this Ginseng Country. Her beautiful and oriental face plus her slim and tall body, that is also what can make her a model in this country.
Niken was quite proficient in Korean as well as Linda because they used to be Korean graduates at one of the universities at UGM in Yogyakarta. However, only holds a D3 degree because at that time it had not entered the S1 study program for Korean language majors there.
Since High School and first met Liandra or often called Andra in his family. Niken has fallen in love with Andra and in fact the more he tries to forget Andra even more he wants to have it. So also since he had been dating back to High School and college, it was just Niken's way of forgetting Andra who had rejected him.
But all his efforts were in vain even after he received a contract far from his homeland he still could not completely forget Andra his feelings still remained and were the same, in fact, he felt increasingly wanted to have Andra without thinking that maybe Andra now has a boyfriend or married.
Because Niken's activities are also busy and dense he and Linda are not at all know about the life of Andra for several years they do not stay in Indonesia.
What they know is clearly Andra is working in the field of law in addition to having several businesses and most importantly for Niken who he knows Andra is still single as before. So they don't know what's going on with Andra right now.
They also do not participate in their High School alumni association or group, especially Niken is actually including women who have a slightly arrogant nature.
What Niken will do after he actually returns to Indonesia.
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