
"It's back up." The heavy voice was flat when the om nyebelin had entered the room and our eyes had a glimpse while the om nyebelin carrying a large enough tray containing food, he put it on my desk.
I woke up a few minutes ago. However, still lying weakly on the bed it feels still weak and a little dizzy. But I felt like I couldn't close my eyes any longer.
"But sit in your position Alena, let's have breakfast even though breakfast is late." Tell the om nyebelin while stepping with a plate containing food plus bring one cup made of stone in front of me.
I got up slowly and positioned myself to sit leaning on the head of the bed.
"Eat alone or need me a bribe?" Ih what the hell I can eat myself so it's still weak and a little dizzy, basic om nyebelin.
"Eat it yourself." Answer's short.
The nyebelin om immediately moved from before me after I received a plate of my breakfast offered by the nyebelin om. Then see this nyebelin om put a cup on the nightstand next to the side of my bed, which turned out to contain warm sweet tea.
I ate my breakfast slowly after praying, it was seen that the nyebelin om was eating his breakfast right sitting on my desk chair over there.
Silence there is no conversation only small voices from the dents and forks that collide. The position of the om nyebelin was indeed behind me, because my study table was right not far from my side which lay the study table facing the bed. It obviously made my study desk chair behind me the effect of the chair was indeed facing towards my study table.
Finished my breakfast as well as the nyebelin om. The little nyebelin took the plate and my used breakfast cup put it on the tray, then brought it along with the plate and the used breakfast cup out of this room.
I was really upset and disappointed that the nyebelin om did not keep his promise. As he said before we were legally and officially married. What makes me even more disappointed and very disappointed to brother Fandi why he was so hearty and evil to me. Are most of the men just promise-makers and jerks.
'CLINCH'..
The nyebelin om went back into the room and this time with a piece of mineral water in a long glass of clear glass closed by the glass lid of the aluminum, this time with a glass lid, then put it on the nightstand next to the side of the bed I was sitting on.
"Of." I said slowly before the nyebelin om actually turned his body to step away from me.
"Heumm." Both eyes of the eagle were staring at me.
"Why did you pick me up yesterday afternoon on campus and why can't you contact me?" I asked in a slightly taut tone and the feeling was really ungodly.
"I'm sorry Alena." Ih nyebelin really the om nyebelin this, if the word sorry is enough that I will need an explanation as well.
"I'm sorry it's not enough om, can't om clearin that why last night om did not pick me up and did not tell me even contact number om suddenly not active. Om know that I waited a long time and the campus also began to be quiet, because it was no longer time to go to college. Where it's night and it's raining." I threw my teeth away I felt like I was holding myself back enough.
However, it was not because I was afraid of the excessive while waiting for a long time on campus. What is obviously waiting for it is the least unpleasant, right? Whatever the situation and condition, especially without news from the person we are waiting for.
"Om evil." Hardik I stared intently at him with teary eyes.
Yes I feel that the nyebelin om is evil. Because he also did not pick me up last night I was almost harassed by brother Fandi and therefore also last night the om managed to get something valuable on me the only one.
But I really don't remember clearly after I was completely unconscious, what really happened last night to me? I am really confused.
He looked back at me with a different look than before, as if his gaze was wailing at me this time. But the sharpness of his eyes remained clear.
"What if Alena's pregnant?"
"Pregnant?" The nyebelin om's forehead also looks wrinkled with both eyebrows interlocked.
Why is his expression such astonishment anyway? Didn't she realize that her actions last night could be bearing fruit in my womb.
I could have been pregnant, even if I had only done it once. Especially if I turned out to be in the fertility phase as well as the nyebelin om who could have a liquid that is tokcer.
"Why om, what's the expression? Can Alena get pregnant because of last night and if Lena gets pregnant how is the fate of Lena's college?" My sad words feel anxious if yes I will get pregnant as soon as it happened last night clearly it affects the future of my college which is only 2 years away more or less.
"Om evil." Hardikku again to him.
"That means what you said and promised Alena before the marriage contract is all a lie." My tears have now escaped from the petals because I can no longer bear it.
The bummer's forehead grew increasingly wrinkled as if he was thinking hard about what I was throwing at him, while I was getting annoyed mixed confused with the attitude of the om nyebelin who seemed indifferent to every throw.
"Why, didn't Lena really say that?" Ketusku with a sharp look but in my eyes that continue to emit clear water that tastes salty.
"Astagfirullahalazim." The nyebelin om beristigfar sighed softly. "What you say and think is not really Alena. Never crossed my mind at all for such a cruel intention, let alone doing it without your permission with your unconscious condition like last night."
"Om lying!!"
"What proof if last night I did what you thought and accused me of just now." What the fuck this nyebelin om just said sued me.
"Evidence what else om , obviously earlier when Lena woke up om already on the bed by hugging Lena. In addition, Alena's clothes have been changed in these pajamas." Point me towards this pajama I'm wearing at the end of my sentence, but my eyes keep staring intently at him.
The nyebelin even smiled bitterly at me, what does that mean?
"So you're more disappointed and angry if I'm the husband who took your crown than the rancid man who wasn't your mahram?" Dreadedly.
"Om and Brother Fandi are the same, NASTY." My hard work again and again was full of emphasis.
"I'm not the same as that rancid guy Lena!" Firmly as his index finger pointed towards his own chest, then turned the other way with a tone of emphasis.
The nyebelin om turned his body away from me. My cry became more and more, but I cried softly by covering my face using both palms of my hands so as not to be heard to go downstairs.
"God seems to have a boy's wife." I was crying like this uh the nyebelin om even more and more with his complaint just now.
Then a second later my body seemed to be pulled by a burly hand that carried me into his arms. Obviously I know who it is, even though I still cover my face with my palms while still crying. Who else if not the action of the om nyebelin, from his distinctive and masculine scent that I can know even though I did not see it.
In the rubbing my back gently as if to give me peace of mind while saying. "Don't cry anymore, forgive me." His speech was flat but sounded gentle and a condition of sincerity.
I took my palms away from my face that had been soaked by tears, trying to unravel the crib. The om also explained it gave me a little distance and I even hit his chest with fists both hands in a row, it was very upset me to the man in front of me. The man I was holding his chest just shook his chest without stopping the movement of both my hands from his field chest.
Finally I stopped my own two hands from hitting the chest of the field of om nyebelin covered in a plain black t-shirt. I lowered my head in the end after that while still remaining sobbed in my cries.
The nyebelin bended a little bit of his body and his face began to point to my face he grabbed his face with both hands looking up my head so that it could face right in front of his face. Instantly, the om nyebelin also wiped my tears gently with both thumbs, because both palms were holding my bend while flanking my face.
Automatic both thumbs from the right and left hands will be right on the part of my face between the cheeks and my two eyes. Really I feel nervous and feel rippling why is this all right?
"Why do you always think negatively of me Alena? Or rather you always misunderstand me." Her speech sounded soft in my ear with her eagle eyes looking at me fixedly.
I who was treated like this obviously made my heart beat suddenly want a marathon.
"I tell you Alena. Your crown is still safe and you won't get pregnant if it's not fertilized. You get here, don't you, Alena?" Say it again in a soft voice but a condition of firmness.
I tried to look into her bead looking for the truth from her words just now with my eyes still glazed over because my crying was not yet complete. He took me shortly into his arms. My face is now stuck right on his chest which is said to be in the field.
A moment of silence for a few seconds and I felt the comfort in his arms, just as I had not woken up perfectly I felt that comfort again at this time.
I also tried to ask that my confusion be answered. "But om? Why do we sleep together and these pajamas who's wearing?" I was so confused and so curious about what happened last night after I was unconscious.
The nyebelin om even smiled strangely our position was still like that, why even though I was very upset at this time to this nyebelin om. But I'm reluctant to break away from her arms now 'why her scent feels so intoxicating to me just like before.
The nyebelin also said. "After my morning prayer you suddenly delirious with a voice that is quite strong, it seems you are bad because of last night. That's why I approached you in bed to wake you up and calm you down Alena. But you still keep delirious and stirring in fear with both of your eyes still kept closed. Until finally I try to hug you with the intention of giving peace to you and after you calm down I will rise and move away from you.
However, when you are calm enough and do not fuss or delirious again you even hold back my movements that want to rise and move away from your position. I tried to hold on for a few minutes until you were completely asleep again and I was able to get away. But I accidentally fell asleep with you in this bed." Tumbens can talk a lot in the freezer.
It looks like this nyebelin om can indeed sound at length according to the conditions and situation.
"Who will replace Lena's clothes?" I asked to catch a crackle and then I broke away from his embrace, he also passed it.
I tried to look at the two manics seriously, to ensure the honesty of each explanation and he spoke again.
"I originally wanted to let you sleep with a shirt and jeans that you've worn almost all day to campus. But it will definitely make uncomfortable and not good for you to sleep. Until finally, Mama came to this room with a small basin that turned out to be warm water and a small towel."
The nyebelin paused for a moment and I was still silent while looking at him to go back to listening to every sentence he explained to me.
"Mama also took this pajama suit in exchange for your clothes Alena." He lighted up again as his eyes glanced at the pajamas I was wearing.
"When Mama is busy reaching into the closet, Mama also continues to say to me to immediately open your clothes and clean your body with a towel that has been moistened with warm water. With such a situation I can't avoid or reason anymore."
Of all the explanations that the om nyebelin explained just now it all makes sense, because it happened also last night I was unconscious. Why I was so unconscious last night all of a sudden.
"What brings Alena home?" I asked him to wonder how he could know where I was that night in the apartment, which Mr. Fandi said was his friend's apartment that was sick.
"Why can you be in that apartment with a guy who's not your mahram Alena?" The nyebelin om instead of answering my question just now he asked back with another question.
But now I feel quite aware that if I am also guilty to the nyebelin om, I finally tell you what it is. About why I can accept the invitation of brother Fandi who offered to drive me home until I could be in the apartment.
I explained at length until the om who from I explained only listened well, now he spoke again. "You can contact Mama or Papa or if you feel ill-fit or how there is a Vera that in fact your best friend can you call and ask for help or you can also ask me where I am to Vera." Yes Alloh what the nyebelin om said really makes me feel stupid, even very stupid. Why didn't I think that before?
"Sorry to you." I felt bad and ashamed until I finally put my head back down and said again "Alena really did not think so at that time until finally brother Fandi came to approach Lena and offered himself to drive Lena home. Lena also did not expect if Fandi last night wanted to do indecent to Lena." My complaints with mixed feelings in front of the nyebelin om.
"God still protects you Alena." Reveal it full of relief.
"Sorry and thank you." My sincere words glanced at him.
"Heumm." The response was just a deheman.
"Keep when you get home how do Mama and Papa respond?"
"I'm just still saying that you're a little bit rained out for waiting for me at the campus gate until I'm unconscious when I arrive."
"Youth." A breath of relief I took out from my tiny lips.
"Thank God om just said that, Lena did not want Mama and Papa too worried. Especially if you know the actual incident if the girl is just a wayangnya almost abused." Lirih.
"You think I'm not worried about you Alena? You're my wife Alena, no matter how much I worry about you. Especially last night I was speeding to campus after I realized my mistake was late to pick you up and tell you. If only my friend had not contacted me, where would I have to drive my vehicle again to find you Alena." Reveal a little emotion like this nyebelin om regretted his mistake yesterday.
But is the nyebelin really worried about me?
"Keep why om can forget to pick up Lena after Lena sent a message, ask to be picked up?" My story.
The nyebelin om began to explain briefly, densely and clearly why yesterday he arrived forgetfulness to pick me up or tell me. I guess the nyebelin om is no longer willing to care about me, let alone worry about me. So maybe he didn't pick me up and deliberately turned off his contact number so that if I call he wouldn't be able to.
"Yes already in this case we are both wrong, but I am the one who is more wrong. Until my omission can be a trigger you're in danger, sorry I'm Alena."
I looked back at the eagle's eye bead really from the beginning I tried to find the truth it was clear it was always visible. The eyes of the eagle are always honest and sincere there is no implied lie, I feel really guilty so far always think no-no to him.
However, I am also embarrassed and still upset to remember and imagine how this little guy cleaned my body and replaced my clothes last night when I was unconscious. Yes Allah shy, shy. I reflexively covered my face with both palms of my hands crying upset like a child who did not accept being banned or angered by his parents.
That's my spontaneous reaction now that I feel so ashamed, while shaking my head because I hold the shame and annoyed at myself and also to the man who is my husband in front of me.
This is so embarrassing in my opinion. My whole life since I was a teenager has never spurned such a truant in front of a man, even though I was unconscious last night. Obviously I feel ashamed to be shown my disgrace or ulcers.
"You why use the crying show again Alena, like a child so crying again." The funny thing is, the base om nyebelin he was really good to have seen my innocent body while I was already feeling very embarrassed after knowing it now.
I tried to stop the spontaneous reaction just now trying not to think much less imagine it again.
"Om not going?"
"You're upset with me, Alena?" He said slowly but his eagle eyes seemed to be intimidating again, if he felt like it.
"Not loh om, do you not go to work?"
"Today I'm not going anywhere I'm just going to work at home while looking after you." Well, what does he think I am? It is also not that time.
This way I will feel more embarrassed about the incident last night that the uncle replaced my clothes.
"How could that be Om?" My protest felt unacceptable with his expression just now.
"Why is Alena?" He asked while staring intently at me with both of his eyebrows raised upwards.
"No papa." Ketusku glared at him.
After all I protest also will not be able to, ne oom-oom right every word and his word is difficult to be refuted.
The nyebelin om also rose from his seat which from earlier sat on the side of the bed opposite me. While stepping he said.
"Other times you have to be more careful again Alena because sometimes the perpetrators of crime can be people around us or even more unexpected could be our closest or beloved person." That's the advice spoken by the om nyebelin I only seemed to respond to him.
He also reached into his briefcase and laptop and some papers that I believe are case files that he will handle. Then he positioned himself sitting on the soft-haired carpet that I deliberately provided in my room.
The om nyebelin also opened his laptop began to do his job duties in addition to busy wara wiri to the court, the prosecutor's office and also the police station. That's what I know about being his wife these past few months. The rest is still a lot that I do not know, including what business the om nyebelin is lakonin besides being a person who works in the field of law.
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