I HAD TO MARRY MY BEST FRIEND

CHAPTER 31

POV FANDI'S.

Actually I don't intend to do such a heinous thing to Alena. However, neither demons nor devils from where possessed me until I actually tried to do so.

At that time I really did not plan to harass Alena, my intention was to just drive her home.

But the impulse to do such a heinous thing was suddenly out of my control and I was instead controlled by my own disappointment, that I might do such a heinous thing.

My disappointment to myself was that I had and did not mean to immediately declare and propose to Alena. Until now Alena has been proposed and became the wife of another man who was none other than his own best friend.

Before I drove Alena home I tried to get her to eat so I had more time with her, because honestly I missed her a lot. Unexpectedly, Alena also agreed to my invitation to stop by for dinner for a moment.

When Alena and I were at the cafe and ordered to eat and drink, Alena was allowed to go to the toilet. That's where I feel completely controlled by the devil who made me want to do that heinous deed.

Well when Alena was still on the toilet and hadn't returned to our table. By then, our order had arrived. Without a second thought I secretly and carefully mixed a special drug into Alena's drink.

The drug is known as abusing drug or roofie drug. The drug is very simple use only in the mix alone into the drink will dissolve.

The drug is also mixed into any drink including mineral water will not be colored (do not change the original color of the drink) and does not smell and without taste. So the drink remains as the original taste even though it has been mixed with the drug.

The effect of the drug the victim who takes it will experience a loss of the ability to control himself like he is unconscious that triggers like a person who is hallucinating, loss of the ability to control his veins, confusion, confusion, motion sickness, drowsiness and dizziness and even amnesia (will not remember clearly what happened and experienced during the drug in the reaction phase ). The reaction of the drug began to feel approximately 20-30 minutes later after the victim took it.

You guys must be wondering where I know and get that kind of drug. Moreover, I am basically not a person who likes to get along with such or such things. I am friendly and kind to anyone, but I am enough to fortify myself from unhealthy and bad relationships.

However, ever since I was heartbroken with Alena it has left me even worse off and hanging out with bad things. Though before I was heartbroken, but not as painful and not as bad. The bad things I did seemed to be an outlet for my pain and disappointment, especially to myself.

I got the drug from my friend who I just knew at the club, I don't know what it means just then he gave me the strange drug while saying.

"Bro this drug mantul, you can use this drug as simple as possible. But you'll get amazing things without a trace." I scrunched my forehead with my eyebrows together.

I clearly felt both incomprehensible and astonished. What does the skinny guy in front of me mean that I've only known since I started spending my nights at one of the clubs.

"What's this?" Curious ask, obviously I don't know what medicine the skinny man is offering. Because I never used it.

"One time you definitely need that medicine, I like to use that medicine for my careless girls snares. Just mix it into the drink that girl already a few minutes the girl will be able to work on it without her knowing, which there can even be the ease of the girl as well. Haha." He was without a doubt in his style of business.

I believe the skinny man was a little drunk and sinti*ng, until finally I became really sinti*ng because of the suggestion and subtle incitement. But really, really true to me. I could've tried to do that to Alena.

A week has passed from the incident

I don't know what it would be like if I hadn't been caught off guard by a man I don't know who suddenly came into the apartment. Then followed by another man who turned out to be her husband Alena.

If I were to actually commit that abuse against Alena, I think my regret would be much deeper than this. Since that incident I kept calling and texting Alena apologizing and trying to explain as much as possible so that Alena would forgive me.

However, none of Alena picked up my phone call and did not reply even text messages and even voice messages that I sent to her through the green logo application, which clearly the report was open and read. Until finally my contact number was blocked by Alena.

I tried to search the campus as well but somehow always couldn't. Coming to his classroom he was always gone, I tried to ask his friend who had the answer to always come home he said.

And today after a week has passed from that incident. And somehow fate brought me back to Alena at our college, I quickly walked a little run towards the direction where I saw Alena.

"Alena." Now I'm right next to him.

Alena tried to get away from me without saying anything and I immediately blocked her hand.

"Wait, Len!"

He quickly tried to pull my check and said, "Don't touch Lena Kak!" His impact.

Just this time I heard an Alena say that to someone and she looked at me sharply there was hatred and also disappointment that I clearly now see in her beautiful eyes.

Alena was still trying to pull my check which she could not avoid, I tried to hold her wrist firmly.

"Don't you take off, isstt." Alena said quietly this time as usual, there was a grimacing tone in her speech. It looks like it's in pain.

Alena nodded her head while still staring intently at me. I also took off my check, really I don't want to be rude. But I've been very frustrated and even more frustrated because of my own actions and stupidity.

Silent for a moment now we have faced each other in a position still standing in one of the campus hallways that this time seemed to be quiet. I adjusted my breath and feelings and emotions before I spoke, I stared softly at him.

"I'm sorry, Alena!"

"I'm sorry, brother! Brother was very solemn at that time, all out of my control. As you already explained in the message wa at that time. If it wasn't brother's intention and it wasn't sister's goal to do that bad thing to you Lena. I don't know where the devil possessed this self. Please forgive brother Alena, sister is sorry!" My light was clear and said earnestly, for it was not my intention.

"So, no need to talk about it anymore." His words continued to stare at me sharply, then were about to move from before me.

I took her one hand back and brought her into my arms. I hugged Alena so tightly that the devil from where else possessed me that I dared to embrace her.

"Please sister, Alena please don't touch Alena like this, sister. It's so inappropriate." The impact again while continuing to thrash to escape from my arms.

"Lena hates brother, freelin!" I could not respond to his chatter, I continued to hold him tightly while saying.

"I'm sorry Alena's sister, I honestly love you Alena this is the real feeling. However, it's all been in vain that brother has been very late admitting this directly to you Alena. Until the devil possessed brother because of brother's disappointment in himself. Forgive Alena's sister, forgive me!" Finally I expressed my feelings that I had been soaking with tears, no longer had this self-esteem.

Until the shame I did not ignore these tears even fell when after I revealed them. Why did my heartbreak this time make me a whiny, fragile man even worse than that. Especially if it's not brengs*ek.

Although not my intention but obviously my behavior now has been like that indirectly. It feels disappointed that my stupidity is making me more and more careless and making the people I love might hate me more and more forever.

Alena was silent for a moment as I expressed my feelings, maybe she didn't believe my confession just now. Alena again tried to escape from my arms.

"Please!"

"Please! Let it go like this first Len!" I really do not know the shame even hugging tightly which is not my mahram even already the status of a wife.

Alena was still struggling trying to escape from the tightness of my arms.

"Eh, you're crazy." Suddenly someone spoke while pulling my body forcefully from and roughly from behind me.

"Please Alena! Fucking weird guy, wife guy's embattled too." He said that then without BUGGH cue one hit landed on one of my cheeks that hit the corner of my lips.

I almost staggered to the floor and the man who hit me back said "What kind of level sister lo kasi example is not real and does not actually apply the same level that is clearly already the wife of people." His words actually snapped at his face reddened the awful look at me.

The man and Alena were still staring at me, I looked at the corner of my lips that felt sore and slightly bloody with the back of my right hand. This pain is actually nothing compared to the pain of losing Alena.

The man was about to give his bongem back to me, but Alena prevented him from trying to restrain the man's movements while speaking. "Udah Ren is."

Yes the man who gave me a bogeman was Reno who was also a college boy here and a class with Alena, even they were considered a combination if they gathered with some of their other friends.

"What the hell is it?" This hallway was suddenly crowded with various questions from their babbling about the events that occurred quite audible. Their eyes looked towards the three of us.

"Awas lo ya macem-macem again the same Alena run out lo, I don't care lo kating me or anything. If you do indecent again let alone my best friend Alena, get ready you run out in my hands." Threaten Reno with guts towards me.

"Udah Ren let's get out of here!" Excited Alena took Reno while she was about to pass from here.

"Alena wait." I said, I really don't know what else to do so that Alena forgives me and doesn't hate me.

Alena continued to pass with Reno regardless of my exclamation. I resigned, I understand I was wrong and fatal. Why my brain, heart and behavior cannot be synchronized. Is this the effect of me who now likes to drink the illicit drink that sometimes I get drunk.

That's why my brain and my prilak are so messed up and immoral like this. Oh Allah forgive me, but this disappointment is very painful. What do I need to do to get back to normal. Even my thesis is quite neglected my achievements can be destroyed or I can not graduate and graduate this year.

Because of my stupidity, stupid. I was grieving myself.

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