I DIDN'T THINK MY GIRLFRIEND WAS MARRIED
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Jojo and Riska finally go home, because their house is different so Jojo takes Riska first to his house. Riska who is still thinking about Edi looks still silent throughout the trip, Jojo tried to ask Riska what happened.
"Riska,, Are you OK?".
"Yes Jo, I'm fine, I'm down first yes, thank you for taking me home".
"I know you're in trouble, you don't want to tell me I'm okay, Ris, but try yelling so loud in the room that you're relieved, if that is what makes you calm then do Ris, I will not force you to follow my life, you must be independent and be yourself, so that you can rise from the insecure you have. If you're happy, I'm also happy Ris". Jojo said with a smile
"Thank you for wanting to be happy if you see me happy, I want to be honest with you but I'm afraid you're disappointed with me Jo".
"If it's about painful maybe I'll be disappointed Ris, but I won't be angry".
"Chillness hurts Jo even more than anger, if only 1 to 3 days of anger is gone. But, if you are disappointed, want years of happiness is coming by the bearer of disappointment then it will never be covered perfectly, maybe just the words *Have forgotten it, just forget it, maybe now he has changed* but if later quarrel or there is a little problem then there will be a permanent discomfort. surely one day you will bring it up because the disappointment is still there".
"I'm not that kind of person Riska, I can be disappointed but I don't take it to linger. It was only an instant when the man delivered it, and when it's been a few hours then it will be back to how it was because I'm reflecting on myself if you let me down then I'll see if there's anything wrong with me".
"But that's unlikely to happen, it's very unlikely if you can accept everything. I know you're a good person, but not all good people can accept a reality that makes them disappointed".
"You don't know me very well yet Ris".
"Then I often keep my mouth shut when talking to you, whether I hurt your heart or not. If my words are inappropriate, I will not say them to you, and that is what I do every day".
"We are at the introductory stage of Ris, I've told you from the beginning that we both learn, learn about everything Ris, learn to love, understand each other, learn to understand each other, complete the shortcomings and accept the advantages, all of it requires a process and can not be done once or twice, must face obstacles that many can only be goal".
"But Jo, I feel unworthy of you".
"What makes you like this? what made you change your mind?".
"Yes I feel like if I don't pantes for you, you are a good person, honest, polite, everything, while I? I'm a nobody Jo, I'm nothing compared to you, I'm far from perfect".
"Ris, loving someone doesn't have to be ourselves perfect, I also feel that I'm not perfect, not perfect from what I have right now, instead I need someone I can invite together to struggle to accept my rudimentary state, to complete me and my life until later".
"Yes but I don't think it's appropriate to be your lover, let alone your wife Jo".
"What are you doing suddenly like this? is it because Edi called you again?".
"No, not because of that".
"Aren't you going to be honest with me?".
"It's not because of him".
"But he called you, right? if it is, I'm fine Ris, you take it easy".
"But Edi called you, right?".
Riska momentarily fell silent
"No Jo".
"I never taught you to lie to Ris, and I don't like people who lie either. If indeed you are in contact with Edi, I am also okay Kok Ris, but please never be affected again. Want you hope as much as anything with Edi then you will never be able to have it again, because he has never loved you, he only loves Nisa who is his ambition until he breaks up you, he said, you have to remember it's Ris".
"I didn't expect him to be Jo, and I didn't call Edi either".
"Dare to show proof or not?".
"You mean what the hell Jo I don't know".
"I just want you to be honest, Ris, that's all".
"I'm being honest".
"Dare to show proof that you weren't in contact with Edi?".
"You want proof of what Jo is".
"Open your HP and take a look at your last call what's it called?".
"What the heck Jo, you're like a little boy just use tell open the last call. I have Jo's privacy too".
"I just want you to be honest with me, Riska, and I just want to know whose last call you were, because I feel weird if you're no longer in contact with Edi".
"Here you are, you have a privacy that I never want to know because I appreciate you, if I think that's the name I also have privacy and you also have to respect me, if I believe that, don't always want to know what other people's business will be if you are disappointed only the heartache you get is not perfect happiness".
"But I am your future fiance who God willing will be your future husband even be your husband, I must know all about you, your background and your personality".
"you're a new candidate, what if you're already a husband? surely you will be more possessive than this, you will become more and more so because your thoughts are only negative to me".
"Well, I don't have a good mind but I'm not always possessive".
"And I just thought, you don't mind first dong".
"Yes anyways you say that, not all of which there was originally a curiosity so bodoamat after marriage. Now I'm asking you, actually you like not the hell if I'm concerned? I always put you first compared to others. If you don't like it, I'll be as ugly as you want".
