I DIDN'T THINK MY GIRLFRIEND WAS MARRIED
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After they reach the cafeteria, they will as usual jokingly discuss their cuteness in the early days of school. Suddenly Nisa felt dizzy, either because she was late to eat or because of a lot of thoughts, lately Nisa was very different, looking moody alone without telling anyone. Ambar tried to ask the mother of the school cafeteria guard also did not know what problems befell him so that made him often moody, during Ambar chat with the canteen guard suddenly Nisa collapsed, Aisyah, Ambar, as well as the canteen guard panicked and then the canteen guard's mother called her husband and was immediately taken to the nearest health center, Nisa was often like that because she had a history of typhoid pain and it was a long time ago, a little makes himself difficult because he has to rest for a long time and he also has to keep his diet really on time, he said, but sometimes Nisa violates all the prohibitions because she wants to be like her normal friends without having to fear why.
When Edi heard the news that Nisa collapsed in the cafeteria and was taken to the health center, he wanted to see her, see how she was, but Edi felt prestige, Edi didn't want that feeling to exist anymore and Nisa was getting sick because she must have been thinking about why I stayed away from her, yes, even though he doesn't have any feelings for me, but he feels sad if I stay away, she was the kind woman I had met so even though she rejected me too I had to stay good and take care of her like I used to, but I was sometimes afraid to approach her again, I'm afraid it's getting stronger and I'm getting harder to get away from it.
She is a perfect woman according to me, and I was amazed at her, pity also if I enemy her or diemin she when she is not wrong even my silence makes her down and fall ill. But if I stay the same for now, I'm afraid I can't take away my love for her, I'm afraid my heart is getting sicker because my love is unrequited.
When Edi was still thinking of visiting Nisa or not, suddenly Riska came with her cynical face..
"Hey, why are you so moody".
"No, I'm okay".
"Have you heard about Nisa's mother who fell unconscious and was taken to the health center?".
"Yes, I've heard the news, why?".
"You're sad because of that, right?".
"No, my guy's not feeling well anymore".
"Lying, I've been telling you that you are sad to think of him who is in the health center".
"I'm not sad because of that. I just feel a little bad so I'm a little lethargic".
"Well, until you renege on the promise to see her again, I will never forgive you".
"As a child knows not you, you have promised me that you will not like that anymore, you will not be jealous unclear, he said, and you'll never be like a little boy who likes to whine again".
"Rules of where else it is, I don't like it you don't want to be clear anymore and I never manage or interfere in your life but why do you always interfere with my life".
"Yes you don't interfere with my life because you don't deserve me, but unlike me, I deserve you and everything you do I have to know, all must be with my knowledge and consent".
"What's so unfair, who are you? brother no, sister no, what other family".
"What are you saying, nobody? oh means instead of yesterday saying you want to admit me or think of me as your sister what? is everything lying?".
"Yes, it's all lies, you know why I consider you a sister? yes, because I feel sorry for you, the child of the person in the telantarin so that while crying".
"So you're doing all this lying? are you not sincere?".
"I'm sincere because I hope you can change, but the truth is that you can't change your child-like attitude, you still can't hold back your emotions and you also remain selfish if someone is looking for my attention, your jealousy is never clear and I'm a normal guy who might change at any time because of the attitude of people who can't appreciate me".
"I appreciate you anyway, you say how I am going to do it. You want to tell me what I do too but I myself can't help myself not to be selfish, either, to not be jealous of others, yes I am also an ordinary woman who has a great sense of jealousy, selfishness, anger when she sees someone she loves paying attention to others, yes, even though you now think of me as a sister and no longer as a girlfriend, but I still do not want you to pay attention to others, I don't want you to treat others the same way you treat me".
"I must give you a gentle understanding of what Riska is, I've been patient to tell you well but you who never want to listen to my words and you always underestimate my anger".
"I don't take things lightly, I just don't want you to be as close to others as you are to me, and you shouldn't pay attention to others as you are to me".
"What is the right reason for me to carry out all your wishes?".
"Yes because I'm jealous, I also do not want to be jealous like Edi, I also want to kayak Mbak Nisa who can always hold her anger, which is, hiding his feelings can even always smile in front of others even though his heart is broken as broken as broken, I also want to be gentle like him, I also do not want to be a rebellious woman, he said, angry like a psychopath like you said, I don't want to always think about myself, I want to be able to think about others, but what is Ed? God love me this kind of nature, no matter how hard I fight it and change it all will remain like this, and if I can choose Edi,,,, no matter what,,, I want to choose to be born again into a person you like and I hope I don't see you".
Riska ran away crying into her class because of Edi's words that hurt her for the umpteenth time.
