I DIDN'T THINK MY GIRLFRIEND WAS MARRIED

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"Yes Mbak knows Riska, Mbak also knows that you have a very painful trauma. But you also have to remember Ris, not all men are the same as that, the trauma is Ris but not always remembered and extended as I am, am I disappointed or not in my past? Honestly, I'm disappointed when asked if I hurt? Yes, I am hurt, but I always remember the kindness of what he did for me. If I remember the ugliness of it I will hate it so much Ris, until whenever I will never be able to accept the fact, in my heart it feels like to abuse him, want to be angry with him why he would hurt me, he said,why would he cheat on me even to have a child. Do you know how it feels to be treated like that? I was like being struck by lightning in broad daylight Ris, I really regret why I was able to be loyal to the same person who never appreciated me Ris".

"But does Mbak still love her Ma'am?".

"Yes, if asked, am I still in love? The answer is yes Ris I still love him very much but what is my power that can not do anything, this betrayal is like not reducing my love for him in the slightest,yes I was indeed impressed selfish Ris but how do you want it again?".

"If for example he asked to return the same Ma'am would Mbak want to?".

"Either Ris I was also confused by my current situation, I had just heard the news from one side only and had not known it clearly, which makes me not really sure".

"Bak realized, he already had a wife, he also had children, should the mother no longer want to be close to him mbak".

"I've tried not to think about her Ris, I try not to love her anymore but I can't".

"Sir, don't you remember that he already had a wife and child? kasian his son Mbak if later Mbak rebalance the same as him".

"But I know a lot about her Ris, even though he's not dating the same I'm sure he won't stay quiet to date the same beautiful women so than his son really lost his father would he not be the same as me?".

"Don't be a fool Ma'am, if you're the same he'll never be happy because his status is different now, one more thing is that his son will not really lose his father when it is clear that he still loves you".

"That's Ris, I don't know what I'm thinking right now, but I used to have very beautiful dreams with her but it was shattered at once because she betrayed me".

"Mbak he is already betrayed the same Ma'am does Mbak still want the same people who have been betrayed like that?,Mbak should be aware not to fall asleep again the same he and should also be grateful when Allah shows all the same Mbak because Allah still loves the same Mbak not even obey the feelings of Mbak if you want to reciprocate just like him, Mbak he already has a wife and children, Mbak also knows that he has a wife and children as a result of the affair Mbak. So I beg you not to turn back the same as him because it will make Mbak more hurt".

"Yes Ris I will try to get rid of the feelings of me who still loves him".

"Aware Ma'am, loving the man's husband is sinful, lest Allah be angry with what he has done".

"Yes already Ris you also do not be sad again later there will also be a better substitute again because you are also good, too,later there will also be someone who accepts you what is true even though you are often selfish and stubborn but Mbak believes you will get better from Edi because Edi is not good for you you".

"Why is he, Mother? What do you know about your prayers?".

"I don't want to tell it later thought I was bad at each other Ris, let's tell later you know for yourself how he behaved".

"But I also want to know why he can make decisions like this when I still love him so much Mommy".

"Not all men are the same as my ex Ris but I remind you not to be too hopeful again Edi, plis believe the same I am ya".

But why would Mbak please explain to me what really happened and why I can no longer expect from him, does he have a new girlfriend?".

"Later you will also know the answer Ris, don't force me to answer all your questions".

"Ris listen to me, lest you regret the foolishness you have taken".

"Yes maknya Mbak said to me why can't I get close to Edi again Ma'am? Don't you like Edi?". Ask Riska suspiciously

"Later if I say the same you think I'm slandering again, mending later you observe yourself how Edi so you know how he really is. I don't want you guys to be enemies later on I think I'm pitting between you and Edi".

"No Ma'am I'm sure Edi won't do that, try to tell a little story".

"It's Ris I want to go to class first, you don't be sad.. Ok?".

"OK on Ma'am...".

At that time Nisa's way out of Riska class because she does not want to later arise questions about the real Edi, maybe he will be cornered because of Riska's question.

When out of Riska's class, Nisa meets with Edi again but this time she does not want to stop if asked to see him for fear that Riska is getting misunderstood by him.

Call Edi...

"Sisa... Wait". Shouts Edi called Nisa

When he heard Edi calling him instead of stopping, he continued his journey because he was lazy to rush with Edi again.

"Nisa,, Hey... ". Edi called out to her again because he was wondering why Nisa didn't stop when she called out to him.

But Nisa still did not stop precisely he accelerated his path so as not to be pursued by Edi.

Edi who realized that Nisa was avoiding him and then ran to chase down, Edi felt that Nisa did not want to stop because there was Riska in her class, she would definitely peek again from behind the door.

Plaque plaque plaque. (the sound of Edi's running shoes).

Suddenly, Nisa's hand is drawn.

"Wait....". Edi said with Nisa's hand drawn

Nisa who was walking quickly shocked when Edi pulled her hand...

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