I Can Live's

0.1 Contradicted

"So that's your goal to bring me back to life." Fei said softly after hearing Yifan's explanation.

Yifan nodded slowly then answered "yes" briefly.

Fei lowered his head slightly mused over the actions Yifan had done to him. Fei turned to Yifan and looked at the man.

"Is your action not wrong?"

Yifan shook her head and answered with confidence. "Not at all." There seems to be no doubt about the answer.

Fei sighed rattling his own hair into a mess. "Revenge for what is not such a thing no longer necessary for someone who is actually dead." Fei scrunched his forehead.

Yifan took a breath and threw it away slowly, she got up from her chair and squatted down in front of Fei, took the boy's hand and gently rubbed it.

"I did wrong to break God's commandment to revive the dead but I did all this for your sake because...." Yifan hung up her words and it made Fei feel curious.

"Because what?"

Yifan smiled softly staring warmly at Fei's face.

"Because you're a good boy."

"What do you mean?"

Yifan sighed then took off her hand from Fei then she got up to her feet with a gaze that still pointed at Fei.

"I've always been watching you all your behavior I know it. You're a good boy." he said.

Hearing the words clearly made Fei feel even more confused. "What do you mean it's actually?" tanyanya confusion.

Yifan sighed then turned her gaze towards Fei and looked at the young man's face for quite a while.

Feeling that his face was constantly being looked at made Fei feel uneasy.

"What's? Why do you keep looking at my face!" he said with a fierce face.

Getting Fei's reaction that turned fierce made Yifan feel anxious. For Yifan, Fei's fierce-looking face was even very funny in her eyes.

"God. Just look at your facial expression that instead of looking fierce you even look funny. Jeez you are so funny," said Yifan, feeling anxious at Fei's funny facial expression.

Hearing himself called funny even made him feel furious. In his entire life Fei hated being called funny. That was why he felt furious when Fei called it funny.

"Hey what did you say? Funnier. All my life I hate to be called funny, you want me to kill you!" Fei got up and grabbed Yifan by the collar and looked at the face of the goddamn angel with the deadly look he had. "You underestimate me, asshole!" Fei threw his fist towards the face of the angel of death with a feeling so furious.

"You are quite temperamental, yes apparently" said Yifan while holding down Fei's fist.

"You underestimate me, asshole!"

Yifan took a short breath and easily removed the grip of the teenage boy from the collar of his shirt. "Huft.you are very temperamental. It's a pity that your face is so sweet." said Yifan while holding the jaw of Fei's face firmly. Yifan then smiled cunningly and then she said to Fei in a seductive tone. "Although sweet.your temperamental nature makes me feel annoyed. Ah how about I just smash this sweet face of yours?" Yifan held onto Fei's jaw so firmly, even though she only held it with one hand it felt like she was able to crush it easily.

Yifan giggled, whispering in Fei's ear. "how does it hurt? if you're still fighting I won't hesitate to crush your face's jaws."

Feeling unable to fight and unable to bear the pain of his jaw held firmly by Yifan made Fei resigned and apologized to Yifan.

"Ma.af..ta..pi..co..uk....kau....le..pas...kan....your hands...it...u...da..ri...my...mo.hon," he said stammeringly.

Yifan then released her hand from Fei. Honestly, he himself was embarrassed by the temperamental nature that Fei had. His initial intention was only to tease the teenage boy but it always led to violence.

Yifan messed up her hair violently looking at Fei cynically then said. "Repair your bad attitude, son!" After advising Fei, Yifan got up from her chair and went out of there. Looking for fresh air might be good, he thought.

Fei himself was still silent until Yifan came out of the room he was still silent. A little bit of a reflection on his bad attitude.

Maybe I need to change my bad attitude, she thought.

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Almost 2 hours passed but Yifan was still at home there a small room full of paintings and blank canvas that had not been painted. There is also full of painting equipment that looks messy and unkempt.

Yifan seemed busy observing the beautiful paintings there he even forgot his regret for Fei after busying himself in the room full of these paintings.

he was a great painter, he murmured to himself.

As his eyes were busy observing some of the paintings there, his eyes caught the figure of someone standing in front of the door.

"What are you doing here?"

Yifan rolled her eyes lazily and then answered accordingly. "Seeing painting. Have you considered your bad attitude?"

The figure who was none other than Fei was just grieving dislike. "How did you get in here?"

"Stop that...." Yifan shrugged her shoulders.

Fei entered the room and pulled Yifan out of the room. Yifan herself seemed to have no problem with that she herself according to when Fei pulled her out of the room .

"I've been pondering over my bad attitude and now we need to talk again" Fei said.

Yifan rolled her eyes lazily and then replied. "You'll do it. But if you go back to being temperamental I won't hesitate to hang your body back."

Hearing that immediately made Fei grimace.then why did you turn me back if you want to kill me.

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So___"

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It had been almost 7 hours Fei and Yifan were sitting opposite each other and the two were not talking about anything important at all. And of course this made Yifan feel frustrated. It felt so bad to just sit facing each other without speaking a word.

"What do you really want to talk about? Wasn't all my previous explanations so clear." Yifan rubbed her face rough.

Fei lowered. While Yifan felt increasingly careless.

"Nothing you want to talk about anymore?" Yifan pressed her last words.

Yifan groaned in annoyance.

"Let's just forget there's nothing to talk about anymore - we've had enough of this up here!" Yifan got up from her chair and was about to go out.

"Where are you going?" Suddenly Fei made a sound.

Yifan sighed for a moment before answering Fei's question. "I want to go shopping for dinner" she said.

"For what is it still morning after all there are still leftovers in the refrigerator."

Yifan glanced here at Fei. "Morning? It's late afternoon you didn't realize the debate took a long time plus also sat quietly without saying a word for 7 hours. And again you said there are still leftovers in the refrigerator.Jeez you are blind in your refrigerator only left an egg that was cooked this morning for your breakfast. You want to just have some wind for tonight?"

Fei raised his eyebrows. Feeling astonished at Yifan who was acting caring towards him. "You care about me?" ask him to the other person.

Yifan broke her hair and looked lazily at the face of her interlocutor. "There's no need for me to answer." she said before leaving.

Fei frowned confusedly then said to himself.

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At 16:30...

After Yifan left, Fei returned to the small room that Yifan had entered. Fei was still standing looking at all the paintings there with a flat look.

s** I should have destroyed these paintings a long time ago

Fei's hand moved to grab something from the table located inside the small room. On the table was a small fire lighter. Fei hurriedly took the small object and put it in his pants pocket. After that he went to his room to pick up a bottle of gasoline and then he returned to the small room and immediately poured the liquid that was easily ignited by the fire towards the paintings. Fei immediately pulled out a lighter from his pants pocket and spilled gasoline on the paintings. He stared briefly at the paintings before he finally threw the already lit lighter towards the gasoline spill.

Quickly the fire broke out trying to burn all the paintings including the entire contents of the room.

I want all this destroyed !

But suddenly there was a strange thing that the blazing fire suddenly stopped.

"Ckckck... Boy do you like to play with fire? But remember that fire is dangerous you could have burned this whole apartment and killed the lives of the other residents. You can't just be left out of this." Yifan suddenly appeared and stood at the door carrying two large black plastic bags containing kitchen groceries.

Fei was stunned to not believe the thing that had just happened.

"You___ What did you do?!" he cried with disbelief.

Yifan put down the grocery bag and walked into the room casually ignoring Fei who was still shocked by the action. Yifan plucked his finger and then the flames just disappeared. Even the paintings that had burned back intact as before.

"What are you doing?!" Fei was still dumbstruck.

Yifan turned to look at the face of the interlocutor who was still stunned in disbelief. "Well if you want to burn yourself please do it outside this apartment so as not to harm the other residents. Come on, I'm not working on a list of the dead" he said lazily. "If you're done being surprised you can go take a bath your body is very stinky." he continued then through Fei just like that. Yifan then took her grocery bag and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

Fei was stunned trying to digest all the absurd events earlier but unfortunately his common sense was unable to accept it.

"Is this the ability of an angel of death?" Fei muttered to himself. Staring at his surroundings that seemed to return to normal and there was not the slightest trace of burning in the room made him still shocked and in disbelief.

can not be trusted but aaarggh___sial things like this do not run out if it continues to be better thought I go to take a shower. After feeling there was no need in the small room Fei then went out from there.

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"Have you finished the bath?"

Fei glanced cynically at Yifan who was busy preparing dinner.

"You're not blind why ask again?"

Yifan clucked and shook his head. "Based on temperament."

"Just take care of your dinner" Fei said. "Based on mothers," he sibir.

"What did you say?" Yifan looked at Fei.

"Your mothers are exactly like housewives." Fei sneered.

Yifan sighed glancing at Fei from the edge of her eyes lazily. "I was not intending to serve your lambe turah's mouth. Don't make my cholesterol go up" he said lazily.

Fei sneered. He pointed at Yifan impolitely. "Let's see that you're actually more like a senior who worries about his college going up than as an angel ma___"

BRUISES!

Yifan slammed the pot in her hand against the table so hard and almost made the ulin wooden table split in half.

Fei was speechless while Yifan looked wrathful.

"Be quiet, temperament boy, you almost made me break this table. Please shut up or your congorm is I'm cooking boy! You forgot who you were dealing with?" Yifan stared intently at Fei and now his facial expression looked very scary.

Fei grimaced and spoke in his own heart.Founded is my lambe turah mouth, now this old angel is going to kill me.

Yifan folded her hands in front of her chest and still with her sharp gaze then said. "Hey boy I can hear you say that you're still insulting me apparently!" yifan said then took out a large scythe from behind his body.

Fei was choked and could only pray asking God for his life to be lifted first before being uprooted by the angel manu__eh death means.

slap me. Fei could only shiver disco.

Notation

**lambe turah comes from Javanese language which connotes not good. This word is used to describe the nature of people who talk a lot, a signifier, a gossip, a secret bully of others.