
The nest had secured itself in the bathtub with the scent of therapy that made her calm, then she saw her many incision wounds on her hands, she leaned her head on the end of the bathtub that was comfortable, and then she saw her many incisions, and closed his eyes.
She saw several times she tried to hurt herself, she saw how terrifying her self was.
"TOLD HIM WHO YOU ARE..!!! " tidas joanna to herself, nest of shock and open her eyes, she saw joon in front of her who also took a dip with her. (tell her who you are).
"you're asleep..?? " ask joon, the nest nodded.
"i told you that you were so cool when you shot. I didn't know you could shoot." joon said.
"maria. that's maria. "sahut nest, joon frowned her.
"maria..?? " joon is confused.
"joon. I will tell my true self." said the nest, joon approached the nest, he felt the body of the nest begin to tremble, joon held the hands of the nest.
"it's okay if you're not ready" joon said.
"no. I'm fine. I have to tell my true self." said the nest.
"alright, I'll hear her. "the nest swallowed her saliva.
"the truth is that I am not the real me at this time.You know I have DID(Dissociative identity disorder /double personality).. " Joon nodded.
"joanna is the real me. She's not joanna.but maria.." said the nest, joon began to pay close attention to the words of the nest.
"my mom. aisha wang contracted a serious traumatic disease when she was a child.and she was also a sociopath.. I became a sociopath as a child.I prefer to be alone and like to fantasize about having friends who understand me. I like to do anything a child my age would not think of doing.. and I love violence.I suffer from schizophrenia.and feel myself who is now my playmate.I was a little bully my friend because of my loner nature..when I got older, I tried to heal myself and make the nest character as it is now. "clear nest, joon was a little confused.
"so you mean. joanna..."
"maria. "landers nest.
"yes. maria... that's who you really are..??" joon asked, the nest nodded.
"then.you who are now the delusion of maria." asked joon, the nest nodded.
Joon is confused but quite interesting also according to him, although joon is also a doctor first, he understands the confusion of the nest at this time.
"i'm crazy, right, joon..?? " ask the nest
"no. you just need someone who understands you. " said Joon.
"joon.. at this time.maria felt that I was in danger. so she wanted to replace me but I was afraid.." the nest began to cry, joon wanted to get closer but the hive's increasingly trembling body hindered him.
"why are you afraid..?? " ask joon
"maria.it was very rude.I was afraid that he could cause problems that would trouble you joon. "said the nest while crying, joon already could not bear, joon, he pulled the nest and hugged it, and then carried it, with great difficulty he took a towel to cover the body of the nest, and put it to sleep on their bed.
"don't worry.I'll handle maria.you just need my baby's rest." whispered joon, the nest looked to joon gently rubbed joon's face.
"joon. did I ever say that I like you so much. I like you so much. until I was afraid that you would leave me. " said the nest, joon was surprised by the nest words.
"i won't leave a woman who likes you so much. I'm not a nest fool. I also like you so much, the nest smiled and pulled joon closer to his face and kissed him.
Her morning
Maria opened her eyes, she felt her body heavy then pushed joon who was hugging her, she saw his body, still like last night.
"ahh.. d..!!" maria woke up from her bed and looked at joon, joon who snored slowly fell asleep very soundly while showing his muscular six pack body.
"ehmm yummy body. " said maria, then joon opened his eyes, he looked at maria and pulled her again into his embrace.
"hey stupid.I am maria.." said maria, joon opened his eyes and immediately moved away, but maria instead approached.
"hey. why. not me. I'm also a nest. You want me again. lets do it. I want your body for my breakfast. " maria ledek, maria, joon stayed away until he fell, he grimaced, maria laughed. (let's do it. I want your body for my breakfast).
"you funny joon." maria ledek again while walking to the bathroom with a cute.
Joon gulps his saliva, he is shocked by maria's silliness.
"it won't be easy" joon said.
Finished joon and maria bathing, joon was dressed neatly as well as maria, there is an event that will be held in the palace.
"promise to me. " toilet joon(promise to me)
"what's.. "
"dont make any trouble. you're my empress now." joon toilet(don't make trouble. You're my empress now).
"you mean. iam. your mine now." said maria while approaching joon until joon was cornered on the wall, joon gulped his spit. (you mean. I.. yours now).
Joon can't answer.
"okay.but give me a kiss first. "pinta maria while advancing her lips to joon.(kiss me first).
"hey. what are you doing anyway.." joon said, pushing slowly maria to push away from joon, maria pulled joon and then pushed him into the bed, maria immediately sat on joon's lap facing joon's face.
"i won't make trouble joon. if you obey all my wishes" said Maria.
"and right now.I want.your kiss." whispered mary.
Joon looks at the maria, the look in the eyes and the smile of the maria is so different from the nest, the nest that looks sad is inversely proportional to the gaze of the fiery eyes of Mary but even shows that she is not easily conquered.
"i don't want to betray the nest. "said joon, maria strangled joon.
"i don't like.joon's refusal." she said with an angry face.
"sorry.you must get used to it. "said joon, maria glared.
"alright joon.you challenge me. Just look at what will happen." said Maria as she moved away from joon's body and left joon.
The event began, when it was a child's day commemoration which was also attended by several government officials and ministers and also LEE MIN JUNG and LEE SHIN uncle and cousin Joon.
Joon tells the story seriously, and makes the kids bored, maria sees his weird, maria snatches the story book surprises everyone.
"the children must be you are bored right.how if I read a story about a child and a candy.do you want to hear it. "said maria, all the children immediately shouted.
"MAAUU... "
" may I ask.. Who here likes to eat candy..??" maria asked, all the children raised their hands.
"okay. I can see your broad teeth.." maria teased with her cute expression, all the children laughed while covering their mouths with their hands, joon looked at maria, he said, joon thought the maria and the nest were very different, perhaps when it was a nest he would be very nervous.
"there was a very poor boy who cried because he wanted to eat sweets, but his mother said that the child's teeth would hurt if he continued to eat sweets.. the boy kept whining, her mother was very sad to see her son who continued to cry because he wanted candy but the mother was confused because she did not have money to buy candy. "maria paused her story.
"finally the mother tried to find money to buy candy.The mother painstakingly looking for money to buy candy to hold a painful hunger for the sake of her child.. until the end of his good someone gave money because pity.si mother immediately bought candy and gave her candy to her son.. "
"the mother smiled.she was also happy when her child was happy.although she had to endure the pain and hunger until the end of her mother was not strong enough to withstand the pain and her end died.. " all the children were silent, some of them started crying.
"is there a mother near you..?? " all the children looked at their mother.
"hug your mother and tell her that you love your mother so much." All the children immediately ran around hugging their mother crying.
Maria smiled, joon noticed maria's smile, a smile that was very different from the one she had met earlier this morning.
"i 've done the good job right. you should me a gift. " said maria. (my job is good right. You have to give me a gift).
"whatever you want.. except kiss. "sahut joon, maria manyun, joon was shocked to see the maria snacking over the nest.(whatever you want other than to kiss).
"jeez, she was so cute." thought joon, then joon looked at the maria's gaze, where she looked at Lee Shin who was watching her.
"looks.. he like me. "example maria(see.he likes me).
Joon looks at lee shin, shin smiles, his smile makes joon uncomfortable, maria replies to lee shin's smile.
"dont smile." joon toilet(don't smile).
Mary looked at joon
"why. you hate it. "ask maria(why.you hate it).
Joon looked at maria.
"its like you give a signal to him.he once strangled the nest." joon toilets.
Maria smiled
"and I want to avenge her. "said maria, joon turned to maria.
"sounds dangerous. but. I like to hear that. "went joon(heard danger but I was glad to hear it), maria understood joon's intent as such, and she said, joon means he's happy that Maria has the initiative to protect herself.
From afar the haneul and the queen watched joon and maria.
"she looks different. Her smile is much more scary. but. I like her. "say the queen.
"me too.he looks like a different person." added Haneul.
Behind them Leah heard their conversation, she was visibly unsettled at the conversation of the queen and her assistant.
"leah-ssi. "call hansol.
"wae. (why)"
"when are you off..?? "
Leah looked at hansol.
"prince. please.I was never interested in you. so please stay away from me. " said leah, hansol manyun.
"but why leah..?? do you like other men..?? "asked hansol
"yes. "hansol shocked.
"who is the man.do I know him. "tidas hansol, leah pointed to Kim Woojin, hansol immediately limp.
"why woojin hyung anyway.I will never be able to beat him." said hansol limp, he saw leah.
"you are really evil leah-ssi. "hansol. go leave leah, leah look to woojin, woojin fitting once was looking in his direction, woojin smiles towards her, woojin smiles towards her, leah just glared the other way, leah disliked woojin and just pointed at random fitting once the designated woojin and unexpectedly hansol immediately gave up on woojin.
To be continue...
for those confused about the maria and the lair, and the character, Thor will try to explain yes..
*SARANG MARIA LEE son of aisha wang and aiden lee and sister of raizhel lee or rayi (brother sister complex story yes)
Sarang aka maria has a sociopath of a small nature of his closed and often do strange things that are not common in other children, he is also rude and likes to talk bluntly, he said, from childhood he was upset to see the affection of his parents and secretly liked to be noticed, but because of that he suddenly got an imaginary friend that is SARANG (which in the early story) , Nests alias maria from small called by the name of maria, then if the author uses the name maria means at that time.. it was a maria and on the other hand, if Thor uses the name of the nest, it means the character of the nest.
While the nest character was before the jacob incident a friendly (friendly) figure but the jacob incident made her traumatized against men and touch and made it difficult for her to live life in addition to the events of youl, make her more depressed.
If readers are still confused in the comments..
hope you understand thor yaa*'s explanation*.
Nest
the nest is cute smile for people to feel calm, smart enough cheerful and sometimes nyebelin as well
Maria
Maria is rude, likes everything, likes to act extreme, likes to bother people and likes to talk as she pleases, if the snack is funnier than the nest and martial arts (education xion and aisha)