I Can Be Your Empress's.. The Brother Sister Complex Season 4

I know you were troubled..

The next

I've started my college again, monica has greeted me, and she started to go to class, in the class Amy greeted me too, I also saw jacob with her friends, she said,that includes the words of her lover that I know named Grace.

I saw her annoyed, jacob looked at me, I did not expect jacob to come to me, but honestly I was quite disappointed who saw as if jacob did not know me, I choose to focus on what I do now.

Kinda afternoon

I decided to go back to the room, today I am really tired not to mention some men always tease me, maybe true said Irina, who was not, I opened my door and saw the jacob in my room, looking at the pictures I had placed next to my bed.

"what are you doing..?? " ask me, jacob pointed to the man who was taking a picture next to me.

"who is this..?? " ask Jacob asking who is with me in the photo while pointing at Rayi.

"why. are you curious..??" my tease, I know she's curious about my picture with Rayi where Rayi is kissing my cheek.

"are you teasing me now. "the jacob toilet with her serious face.she knows I'm teasing her.

"hei rilex. there is my brother. "my mouth, who claims that Rayi is my brother, jacob smiles a lot.

" i hate that smile. "my toilet, jacob hugged me, I was shocked.

"this smile just for you" said Jacob who said his big smile was only for me, okay, this time either I believe it or not that this guy must be quite intoxicating to me right now.

Jacob kissed me and smiled again.

"okay.i already got my vitamin. its time to me to go.. bye maria." said jacob immediately went in his smile, I was glued, I was glued, he said I was the vitamin that he meant, I smiled happily and then shouted with excitement to the surprise of the maria who had just arrived.

"Hey whats happen..?? " tanya monica, I just replied with a cheerful laugh.

A few days passed, I lived my new life with great fun, let alone a jacob that always made me happy, sometimes we steal time together just to hug or kiss, actually, I asked Jacob why we were hiding like this and he said.

" i just protect you. 'cause grace thought I was his mine.. " jacob's answer was very annoying when he said that Grace thought jacob belonged to him and he wouldn't let anyone have jacob.

"why you don't reject her.. !!!" my toilet's asking jacob to refuse her,

"its not easy like you think maria.I was try toold her.and you know.she try to suicide." said Jacob, jacob explained that he had tried to reject grace but Grace threatened to kill herself, I was upset and really hated grace, every time I saw her taste grace I wanted to grab her hair, anyway I'm like mothers in Indonesia who are upset with the antagonist in their favorite soap opera.

When I'm upset, Jacob will hug me and say.

" i try to always with you no matter what okay." she said, she intoxicates me with her words, she will always be with me no matter what, no matter what, I smiled, hugging her tighter.

Until the end of it a disaster came to me.

When I was in the bathroom I saw Grace approaching me and slapped me, I was shocked but I already knew the exact reason.

"hey you b*tch.why you teasing my boyfriend.." said grace, grace thought I was teasing jacob, I just looked annoyed at grace, grace smiled infuriatingly to me, grace, then I was beaten all out by Grace and her friends, I had a chance to see monica there but she just fell silent, until the end I was covered in blood and battered.

"hey you b*tch.are you know why Jacob approaches you.." I frowned at the grace question the reason why jacob approached me, I did not answer.

"its because we bet. "I glared, grace said jacob bet, what nonsense this woman said, then grace gave a videotape where jacob did bet, jacob did bet, to get me at the party that night, and the end of his jacob win her, my body trembles, I feel more pain all over my body, even the more the disappointment hurts me, the more, then jacob came with some of his friends, jacob was surprised to see me who was already sprawled with some injuries.

"grace. are you crazy..!!!" jacob toilet, grace just smiled then jacob asked his friend to take me, but he instead left with grace, my heart was very broken and disappointed, he said, my body was getting sicker and at the end I fainted.

In the hospital I opened my eyes, there was amy beside me, amy tried to touch me but I stayed away and felt very worried with everyone, people made me almost crazy, I was so scared, their views are so annoying to me.

"hey. maria. are you okay. I try to call your parents but I don't know your parents number. " said Amy, amy asked me about my condition, he tried to call my family but he didn't know my parents' phone number, I shook my head.

"iam fine.iam fine." I said, but I was worried that my heart was beating fast and wanted to explode, and Amy tried to get close to me but I stayed away.

"dont touch me. please. "ask me at that time I also do not know why I was so scared, until the end I calm down, amy accompanied me to my room, but I stopped going into my room.

"whats wrong maria..?? "amy wondered, she was confused by my attitude and asked what was going on, I just didn't know what to do when I saw monica, everyone was so disappointing.

My hand her bones shifted somewhat and had to be in a cast for a few days, I entered my room with great difficulty, monica was in the room and tried to help me but I stayed away from her.

" I want to explain what really happened." said Monica, she tried to explain what really happened but I kept moving away, I saw Monica wanted to try to explain everything but I didn't need any more explanations.

" i don't need. "say me, then away again go leave monica, monica fell silent, maybe she knows how disappointed I am.

I fell silent in a garden, thinking how stupid I had believed in jacob, I let out a long sigh.

"It's so rich that "to someone using Indonesian, I immediately turned, I moved away, somehow my body refused to be close to anyone.

"its okay.. its rich you just had a difficult time.but we are still young..had to always be positive yes. "his sleep, I'm confused.

"who are you..?? "asked me

"you're guardian angel. "well, he then left, I wonder what he means, guardian angel, he means my protector, it must be a lie, right, if so, my protector why would I get battered like this.

For a few days I avoided jacob so, I helped amy, amy also allowed me to stay in her house, amy's family was very pleasant and very accepting of me even though I kept my distance from them because I was very disturbed when someone approached me, and full of suspicion.

Amy kept her mouth shut and didn't talk about anything to my parents, and until now they didn't know how I was doing.

" i have a uncle. he is a psychiatrist. if you want. I can make you meet him. and I can be make this secret.. " amy says she has an uncle, she's a psychiatrist, she can bring us together, and keep my condition a secret, Amy really cares about me, and I'm worried about my condition, my parents could not see my condition like this and I decided to meet uncle Amy who said she was a psychiatrist.

We also arranged a time to meet with uncle Amy, then finally we met at a cafe books near our campus, I was shocked to see uncle amy.

"there really is your uncle..?? "asked me

"yeah. why. looks too young for a psychiatrist." says amy, amy is right, she still looks very young, she looks very young, and I remember this guy who said he was my guardian angel.

"hi. "why.

"my name is lucas brookes. amy's uncle. " said lucas, lucas reached out his hand but I could not return his hand shaking to meet new people, but as his lucas understood.

"i think you can speak Indonesian.i remember we ever met before. " said I, who remembered him speaking Indonesian when we met before, lucas smiled.

"yeah. I can speak indonesian even korean. annyeong haseoo. "he said, I smiled, I glanced at amy who also glanced at me.

"iam happy saw you smile maria. " said amy, amy said she was happy to see me who was smiling at the end, I was silent, I was silent, I knew I was too drawn out until my smile felt heavy.

"hey. we can be slowly. but I will keep my promise to be your guardian angel." said lucas, amy just shook her head, I was confused why amy was like that.

"you never promise me. "for my sake, it's true, lucas never promised to be my protector, and I don't think I need him.

"Yes, I know, but I'm allowed to keep my promise.please let me. what you feel now its like my priority now." I fell silent, I confused Lucas's intentions by asking my permission to make him my protector, I was confused as to why I was so important to him.

"because you are special.what you feel now is like a new thing to me. And I want to learn it. let me learn it. "clearly lucas uses Korean, I know now lucas like making me an experiment for him, should I be offended but I was interested.

"okay. "my mouth.

A few days later, I started my studies, with Amy being my bodyguard.

I saw jacob, but he really didn't know me and became more friendly with grace, I don't care anymore, I really like him a lot but I also hate him.

Until that day came, I had just finished college and was about to go home amy, but on the way I met jacob, I was shocked and tried to avoid him, he said, but jacob instead pulled me and hugged me, I was shocked, my breath was instantly congested, I was shaking violently.

"dont touch me..!!! " my yell, jacob was shocked and looked at me.

"hey whats wrong.i miss you maria.i really miss you. "his words I was disgusted to hear him say he missed me, he tried to approach me who had let go of his embrace.

I walked backwards.

"stay away from me jacob please. I cant with you again. you really broke my heart." I said.

"ohh.. really..?? how about this..!! " jacob threw a picture of me with lucas talking together.

I didn't want to explain, I chose to leave, but jacob pulled me and slapped me so hard that I fell, I glared in surprise, it hurt so much, jacob approached me back, I retreated, then he kicked me very hard, I cried out in pain but it was quiet, and I felt my screams in vain.

"you son of b*tch.why you betrayed me huh..!!" barren jacob while constantly kicking me, pulling me and beating me, I can only shout slowly to find jacob crazy treatment of me, until someone pulled jacob and beat him, he said, I was almost unconscious, I caught a glimpse of lucas holding a man who was beating a jacob all out then a silent man looking at me with a face full of worry, and I passed out at the end.

I opened my eyes and saw Rayi in front of me, I was scared, I memorized the expression of Rayi's face at this time, she was so angry even wrathful, I saw the wound on the back of her hand, rayi didn't talk.

"oppa. "I took the initiative to call her.

"why..?? "

"sickness." I complained and cried, Rayi knew at a time like this I needed someone who could hug me, Rayi hugged me, I cried loudly in the arms of Rayi, she said, I suffered severe bruises and bone fractures in some parts.

Not only that, I also had a severe depression, where I was always hysterical if anyone tried to approach me, even my two old otangs, rayi and amy, lucas also had to suffer because I always treated them harshly sometimes I clawed a punch, I realized but I couldn't control my body which always experienced rejection of anything, until I heard that jacob was in a coma.

" i think you're brother hit him until he asked to die. "amy said when she told him that jacob was in a coma because rayi beat him up, according to the story amy jacob even wanted to die at that time because of the rayi but I felt awkward because it felt not rayi who memukili jacob, but I did not say anything because I was not sure.

Until 3 years passed, Lucas diagnosed me with HAPHEPHOBIA and CHEROPHOBIA.

#*Haphephobia is a fear and anxiety that can severely disrupt the life of someone who has it, triggered by touch. The sufferer will usually look anxious, uncomfortable, sweaty, even panic if he is touched by someone else. Can't just anyone can touch it, and the trigger is past trauma about violence, the beating that grace the beginning of it all and when jacob beats me it's the height of my trauma.

#Cherophobia is the fear of happiness. The sufferer tends to avoid whenever someone is doing celebration of something pleasant in his environment. Phobia which is one of these mental disorders is often not realized either by the sufferer, or by the people around him, but I realized it because my mother had also suffered from this disorder*.

I tried every therapy to reduce all these annoying phobias until the crazy guy showed up.

The king who was crazy enough asked me to be his empress.

"its easy you know.. BE MY EMPRESS " SAID KING LEE JOON.

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