I Can Be Your Empress's.. The Brother Sister Complex Season 4

Wildest dreams in wonderland..

In a psychiatrist's room.

"you have haphephobia and cherophobia.. You know all those phobias..?? "doctor lucas asked, I nodded, yes I know.

Where I suffer from touch and fear that I am happy that there will be misfortune coming my way.

I could only sigh at me, this was all very disturbing to me, doctor lucas saw me.

"you must be able to brave yourself maria. You will be very difficult with this all. "his speech while looking at me deeper.

It all started 3 years ago.

My name is Lee lair or maria, I come from Korea but grew up in Indonesia, my parents aisha wang and aiden lee were so fond of Indonesia that I grew up with Indonesian culture while my brother raizhel lee settled in Korea taking care of my grandfather's company which was very successful.

I graduated high school and chose college in America today, my mother drove me to a dormitory that I would occupy.

Mommy aka my mother was very worried about my decision to stay in the dorm.

"hey nest.you know right.your father can still buy a house or apartment for you.Even rayi will immediately give you a place to live if you ask. "tukas mommy.

"no. dont tell rayi please.mom I just want to be independent. "my carp while pulling my suitcase, mommy has been looking around anxious, I know she's just worried, I know she's just worried, he had lived long enough in America, and knew very well how life was in America.

Until I was in my dorm room, I opened the door and was quite surprised to see my female roommate, with a woman as well, they looked quite close.

"hi. "what's up.

"oh. hi.."my mouth, I turned to mommy, her face looks very uncomfortable, I put my suitcase, then mommy pulled me.

"you sure about this honey. "ask mommy, I realized by seeing my roommate mommy getting worried, the last I know my roommate named monica, I know, she is tall with a buffalo-like piercing on her nose let alone she looks very close to her female friend making mommy worried not careless.

"iam sure mom. dont worry okay.you know me so well. "says I tried to make sure mommy, mommy can only sigh.

Mommy soon left me even with a heavy heart.

"your mom looks so loved about you. ownhh iam monica by the way. and this is my girlfriend irina." said Monica, okay, I know more and more mommy would forbid me if I knew monica was a fellow lover.

"yes. she just worried because this is first time iam so far from home. iam Lee's nest or you can call me Maria.. "I tried to explain that my mother was only worried because I was away from home.

" i think your mother was worried because of me. "for Monica who felt my mother was worried because of her, I smiled.

"okay.i know from your smile.good girl. "monica is quite sensitive even though I just smile, and feel that I am a good boy who will not be anything.

I tidy my clothes in my closet, while occasionally watching the two lovebirds, I was quite creepy because once in a while they kissed, they did not look awkward even though I was in the room, he said, it was me who looked at them.

"irina..what do you think about maria..??"asked Monica to her lover, irina also noticed me, I was quite uncomfortable at the attention of such a woman.

"she's beautiful very beautiful.maybe you can get troubled because of your face. "said irina, she praised me very beautiful but like giving a warning because of my beauty.

"what..?? sound so ridiculously. "my mouth felt strange with the words of irina.

"irina right maria. be carefull. "plus monica, I just smiled.

The next

I entered my classroom, then sat in the frontmost strategic place, a woman smiling towards me.

"hei iam amy. " he said while sticking his hand to invite acquaintances.

"iam mary.. "

"you are very beautiful. "praise amy, I just smiled, then there was the sound of some people laughing, I turned my head, I saw some men enter the class with some women too, I saw some men enter the class with some women, yet my attention leads to a man who is quite tall and very handsome with a masculine face, he enters the classroom while in a sidecar that maybe his lover thought I was at the time, he entered the classroom while in a tramp, laughing with some of his friends.

I was pretty fascinated by her.

"hey maria.you like jacob." asked amy, I immediately turned my head.

"who is jacob..?? " question me, amy pointed at the masculine man who had dazzled me with his face.

"this name is jacob..??" ask Amy to make sure she's the guy I mean.

"yeah.. He's so tall and handsome as hell

He's so bad but he does it so well.and his so famous here.. think again.if want close with him.." amy said trying to warn me, if jacob is very handsome, indeed, he's a pretty naughty guy but so far he doesn't mess around and he's very famous but amy asked me to think again if you want to be close to a jacob because his lover is cunning like a hyena beast, and it could hurt me so much.

"thanks amy" said I amy smiling.

I looked again at the jacob and fitting our eyes met, jacob looked at me, I looked at it for a while and turned my eyes again to something else.

Afternoon.

I was so upset because my clothes were wet when I took a shower and I was forced to only wear a towel when I had to go to my room, the bathroom and the room were separate, he said, I went into my room and put my toiletries down, then opened my closet to pick up my clothes, I was shocked to see a man sitting down while reading a book on monica's bed.

"astaga. "my toilet, the man turned his head.

"who are you. and what are doing here." I said to the man and I knew exactly who that man was, yeah.. he's a jacob who looks very handsome while reading a book.

" iam just reading a book." he said.

Monica came along.

"hi maria." said monica,

"ehmm monica. can I ask you something." I said.

"whats that..?? "ask monica.

" can you ask your love to come out I have to wear my clothes.." I asked, jacob looked at me.

"He is not my lover you know thats. ahh maria.you wanna join us. " said monica.

" a party. "I just sighed, monica asked me to party, I looked at the jacob who was still reading books.

"sure. "my mouth, Jacob got up from monica's bed, and walked over to me, he stood so close to me that I could feel his breath.

"see you. " said Jacob then left, I sighed, then I saw monica, she smiled.

Before long I had been in a house where they were partying, I was quite entertained and many people invited me to meet, I saw Monica kissing very intensely with a lover in a corner of the house, I saw a jacob who was joking with his lover and his friends, I chose to go upstairs, then he entered a room with many books.

"wah. this is cool. "my words while taking a book, then read.

"magic. madness.heaven..ins." said someone with a heavy voice, I know whose voice it was, I immediately turned my head.

"what a nerd is doing here." she asked, I was offended, I said nerd.

" its bothing you..!! " my toilet asked me if I was bothering her.

" no. you make me interesting with you. you draw my attention. "he said, and he said I caught his attention, I put the book before him I wanted to read, then try to walk out of the room but jacob holds my hand.

" i know you always keep your eyes to me maria. and I like it.." Jacob whispered in my ear, I felt goosebumps with her breath I felt in my ears, I knew she was just teasing me.

"yeah.you pay my attention jacob.but just like that. and I know I must to avoid you. and please let me go.. " I tried to get back at him and make sure I had to stay away from him.

Jacob let me go, I left him but I still had time to see him who saw me go, his face was so curious.

A few days passed, I was quite busy with my duties and my lectures, then at lunch I met jacob in the cafeteria, I could hardly sit down while eating my lunch, while occasionally looking at him who was talking to his friends, after finishing eating I was about to leave, but I was surprised by the jacob who was already standing in front of me.

"astaga.. hey you suprise me. "my toilet, jacob smiled, I fell asleep looking at this handsome man's smile.

"are you busy..?? " ask her

"of course. "so I said, but instead he pulled me and took me in his car, I was quite afraid because he took me to the forest, he said not to worry but I was still worried that we arrived at a lake that was very beautiful even the water was very clear and clean.

"its beautiful. " said me.

" i know you can say that"." jacob said with a smile, that smile again, a smile that almost drugged me.

She undressed and undressed, and left her panties I was pretty uncomfortable.

"what are you doing.. "

"swim. "his sahut while plunging himself into the water.

"Come on. "give her, I thought my clothes would get wet but seeing her swim caught my interest.

" you can wear my shirt"." she said, I saw her shirt and decided to swim.

"give me a privacy please. "my pinta, jacob turned my body and I opened my mini dress and replaced it with a shirt jacob which is quite large but because I was tall, I was very tall, shirt jacob was not very helpful, I sat at the end of the lake bridge, jacob came up to me and helped me down to the lake.

"wow. you so tall. "say jacob, I smile, I am quite tall because I am 172cm tall, I swim trying to enjoy the beautiful nature, too, jacob pulled me so close to him.

"lets talk. "give her.

"are you have a boyfriend. " ask jacob.

" i never think about mens. "i said that I never think about men and only focus on learning, she said, my father and mother and brother are smart people of course I am burdened and want to match them.

"wow. are you like monica. "ask jacob, jacob mean do I like fellow also like monica, I laugh.

"of course not. iam normal.i just never have so much time for that. "say me, jacob smiled and got closer to me.

"you have a girlfriend right." I asked.

"we just friend." jacob.

"just friend. "I highly doubt jacob's answer, jacob chuckles.

"of course but we share a kiss and slept together too." jacob's answer took me away from him, but Jacob pulled me back.

"why. you disgusting to me. "asked jacob, I don't know what to answer, I just fell silent.

"are you afraid with me." asked Jacob, I was afraid of jacob, afraid of being treated the same as the women who were close to him.

"Yeah.."I was short

"you different maria" jacob said.

"what makes me different from the others." asked the curious jacob I mean different from others.

"because you attract my attention.not like the others who close to me. "he said I caught his attention, jacob eyes so sedating me, I was completely overwhelmed by him, he said, jacob came closer to me and closer, I could even feel his breath on my face, then a kiss came to my lips, I closed my eyes, and feeling my lips getting more intense in the lum*t jacob, until his tongue also entered my mouth, this is my first kiss with a man and I like him so much.

Before long we went up to the bridge, I turned her back she was so, I was holding my dress about to wear my shirt, but jacob hugged me from behind, I could feel her burly body, she said, her hands slowly walked up to my shoulders and the more it went to my arms and then my stomach, I held my breath because her breath was so tickling in my ears, but Jacob pulled her hand again.

I'm disappointed.

"why do you stop..??" ask me, jacob whispered.

"we can do it slowly and not now. "he said, I was disappointed but jacob was right.

I came home with a jacob and the night I dreamed of it, I woke up and felt I was completely crazy because of jacob, I looked at monica who was asleep with her lover, I was really crazy, I also decided to go back to sleep

To be continue..

Readers I'm just trying to write again...

I hope you all like this new story....