I Appreciate Your Struggle

I Appreciate Your Struggle
05.Without guilt



Dina dropped her body to the floor, brukkk.Dina's body felt weak, lunglai, pening in her head, heartache Dina heard Anto's words.


"This Lord is the treatment of my loved ones, without guilt he said all to me" Dina's mind churned, her mind seemed to not believe what she had heard from anto's mouth.


while anto left Dina went out somewhere ....


assalamualaikum.sound greetings compact from Dika and Doni who just returned home njai...


Dina was surprised and immediately wiped her tears with the veil she was wearing ...


Uh brother Dika and brother Doni have come home...gmn najai njai nya son...?


Dika and Doni glanced at each other, as if confused as to what had happened to his mamah...


Dika..."mamah abis nangis huh?


Dina.."hah.gak ko nak,mmh was a glint so mamah eyes about this. replied Dina while pura" rubbed eyes..


Dika.." oh kira KK mmh nangis


Doni.." Here I blow mah, said Doni humbrung conversation brother and mamah


Dina..." can..can..sambil thrust his eyes toward Doni's mouth.


huh..huh..huhp..dah healed now said Doni...


I-it..."Alhamdulillah.iya nih instantly healed sister, thanks yes while hugging Dika & Doni.


There was a bitter feeling in Dina's heart, maafin mamah wanted to lie, as if there was more strength after Dina hugged her child...


"ayo Din you must be strong for their sake your little angels..."


Dina got up, son ayok change clothes keep Dede for a while yes mamah want to go to the bathroom for a while, yes mah in answer compact Dika & Doni.


Dina went to the bathroom and washed her face and immediately did the prayer, because of" the quarrel was until forgot to pray...


astagfirullah.i forgot to pray, forgive me, I said...


after the magrib prayer, Dina approached Dika


and Doni's looking after his sister Desy


thank you, brother, take care of me...


yes mah.as usual in compact answer...


Dina lay down her body next to Desy who is still asleep, it's all right how heavy the test that you gave me this x, I have to be like Alloh, give me directions and & the best way for my family aamiin.sap wipe the tears that accidentally fell.


sis...kalo would like to eat again take it yourself yes, get used to it?


if you want to rest, just say Dika ..


Dina.."lucky darling, you good children.


Dika's..." Oya, where's dad, belom home huh?


Dina..." was home maybe there's more need to be so dad left again brother


indeed the habit of Anto if fighting, not his fix instead avoid sometimes until nginep in his house...


finished eating, Dika and Doni watched tv, while Dina was still in her disarray and her heartache, she thought about where to look ahead...


as if to understand his mamah state, Desy fell asleep very fast, he only woke up briefly after n**n fell asleep again, you love to have to hear mamah & father noisily.maafin mamah son ..inner Dina while peeking at Desy's forehead.


all right.now I have to rest tomorrow I will speak well to Anto mas.


getting up to lock the door, because Dina was sure Anto would not come home...


o Allah, you do not want your child.but lock the door Dina said softly...


continue to correct the position of Dika & Doni, envelop & kiss his second forehead..maafin mamah nak, said Dina in your heart strengthen the heart mamah na,as long as you are with mamah it is much better said Dina slowly...


indeed, every day Dika & Doni sleep in the tv room while Dina & Desi in the room.klo Anto sometimes d room sometimes in the tv room.


although the eyes have been closed and the mind forced to float, Dina as much as possible does not obey because she realizes tomorrow she looks to have to do the task of a mother, destroyed whatever heart and no matter how much trouble nyaA...he must not forget his obligations as a wife as well as a mother for his children


dina finally fell asleep...


if the whole husband knows what the wife passes every day is so heavy...


many challenges, responsibilities that burden his shoulders


sometimes they are strong, loud and cheerful


but believe me as hard and strong as your woman, she still needs a backrest, affection, understanding to her


seandai, Sehariiii only the peria changed positions with his wives


they will appreciate the women.


while still together, as long as the problem can be talked about and mistakes can be corrected .watch your women the peria around the world ..


this is author hehe's message ....


seriate....


wait for the next story !!!