I Appreciate Your Struggle
03. Dina's mind drifted
At school Dina sits on the terrace or waiting place for parents of students provided by the school, deliberately every day doni wait because of the considerable distance from the house live in, the,many worry Dina is afraid to cross the blom can, and other things...
dina's mind raged there was anger, hatred, upset to her husband Anto...
what mas Anto did not think yes, children already three, needs more, but if asked for money is always not good answer. ...
where I have a child, Belom can d stay" while occasionally Dina kissed her youngest child"
where this Thursday is due, my debt must be paid from where this money is yes Alloh give servants a way out..."Dina says do'a "
what kind of work can bring a baby, he Alloh....Dina took a long breath....
Ms. Dina....Ms. Dina...
Sarah's mother called...
Dina.."a.a.pa Ms. Sarah ..
Miss Sarah ..."jeez think what the hell Ms. Dina to not call several times not horrified....
Ms. Nita.." Yeah, what the hell was Mom?"
Dina..." oh no ko Bu mom, I just bengong earlier.hehe sorry yes earlier I was not horrified in the call.
Ms. Sinta .." Don't daydream, ma'am, then the neighbor's chicken on dead loh ..
laughing at another mother's...
Dina..." just scratching the head that doesn't itch at all"
Ms. Sinta..." Ms. Dina told me again think if anyone knows we're here can help, it's not mom"
Ms. Nita.."iya Din story..."
Dina .."what's wrong ko Bu mom,sy just dumbass earlier was not aware hehe
there is no way I tell my mother here, this is my family's disgrace, fear it will even become a gossip material.." Dina's mind"
the youngest also woke up to hear the sound of laughing many mothers".sorry yes Mom sy pamit k corner school used to want nyuin Desi first, I'm sorry,
"yeah ..ya...Mom answered compactly...
then Dina went to the school corner to breastfeed Dina...
bentar bentar pangar yaaaa...
uh mama laper's son yes....
soon Dina gave her asi to Desi.
Desi stopped crying...Dina continued into her daydream...
do I try to fax in FB or story' WA if I need a job, who knows anyone who allows work while bringing Dina's inner child.but I belom the story and ask permission Anto mas, Anto,kira" may not yes if I work.kaya anyway can just talk about it that, it means mas Anto want to help lighten his load...
anyway I need some money, to pay the debt that's due soon...
"oh ya Alloh show the servant of the road"...
"not yes hosting"....
"but Desi klo d work fussy not yes"...
his mind was raging confused, indecisive, hesitated into one....
doubtful Desi rogoh hp who is d in a small bag that Dina brought for Desi equipment,aduhhhh I ko so confused "fosting not yes" dah bismillah nost aja " who knows if there's my fortune"
" hi friends FB friends all, his locker info dong, anyone who needs ART don't ya d grouf this?
if there is I am ready, but I want to be able to bring children, because my child is still small thanks "may there be a road of fortune for me...
nost...."ya Alloh hopefully someone needs the art "amin so do'a Dina said "
fostingan Dina has been busy commenting, there are nyinyir, there are sympathy, and there are also those who apologize for blom there are vacancies that can bring children...
the nyinyir said "a young child wants to work, his husband males ya mba"
very nice to work, a salary while bringing a child, you want to work what momong son Lo mba.....
" the spirit of mba"
well dear.. I have a vacancy but make a cake, klo bring the child at risk of his work in the kitchen, sorry Lom can help,but there was a serious blom, Dina answered Sekena while still wishing there was a way for him....
while chatting with her youngest child, Dina again heard the notipikasi FB and there was a comment, which this comment happened to be her husband's friend name FB Heru Pramono," Inner Dina, inikan her temen mas Anto"read the comment by Dina
"mba Dina is not wrong, ko mba Dina looking for work, is not it a big salary Anto mba, especially mba do not still have a baby?"
the sound of his comment ....
"degs..." Dina was shocked for a moment after reading her comment aqun on behalf of "Heru Pramono"
batin Dina, really mas Anto his salary is great....?
but this is talking about how much mas Anto works one place as well, what he joked.impul some questions in the mind of Dina. without thinking long,Dina directly chat Heru Pramono through messenger...
Dina typing...
assalamualaikum, I'm sorry mas sy want to ask what is really this temen mas Anto?
not long time ago there was a reply...
Heru typing...
"iya mba bener I Heru Anto work tenants"
Dina typing....
earlier mas comment, mas Heru gede right yes...
can you tell how much?
"Dina immediately asked what she wanted to know"
Heru typing...
"loh time mba ask me, is not the salary of mas Anto in love mba all?
because I also do, pay all the wives who hold and arrange hehe "
Dina typing....
"owh that's it mas, but said Mas Anto his salary is only paid 50 thousand per day, is it really mas?"
Heru type ...
hah 50 rb, I know Anto salary is the same sy 150/per day mba...
Dina typing...
"masa heck mas, but mas Anto give money to me 400/mg he said it's all he loved without any nyisain...."
Heru typing....
"waduh.maaf ya mba sy would not interfere about the affairs mba same Anto,sy just surprised me ko looking for work while msh have a baby, msh,sorry mba d closed emoticons hand clenched..."
Dina's getting curious, and there are some questions she'd love to ask...."
"in the meantime Doni broke up school" Inner dina...
Dina typing....
"gold what can I ask no phone mas Heru, no I want to obrolin prihal earlier that was if you think it does not disturb "emot hand clenched...
Heru Pramono....
"by mba..0877****** this is my number"
Dina typing....
"thank you till my house tlpn "
Heru Pramono...
"ready mba..."
the bell rang, the lesson hour mark was over, Dina waited in front of the fence of the school Doni with her mother" the other., he said.,..
not long ago Doni also ran towards Dina while shouting excitedly....
Doni ..."mom.....
Dina..." yeah baby, slow down later fall...
Doni ..." not ko then kissed the back of Dina's hand, Dina also replied by peeling Doni's forehead ..
while walking home, Dina had a small conversation with Doni...
Dina..."gmn sister was school seneng?
Doni.." seneng mah, so I drew a giraffe...
Dina ..." Oya...mamah would like to see?"
Doni.." It can be in mah's bag..."
Dina ..." yeah later mamah see if dah sampe home.
Donnie..." Ade baby bobo huh mah?
Dina ..."iya adek baby bobo sis...
while somewhat subdued to show his sister k Doni...
do not feel at home, Alhamdulillah said Dina, until son...
"let Don take off the shoes you keep on the shoe rack yes" orders Dina ...
in reply to Doni's speech.."iya mamah"
"exasperated Dina opened the door, entered them inside, continued to put Desi to sleep in the room, and Dina approached Doni who was busy taking off her school clothes...
Dina..." is that dear?
Doni.." a little bit more mah
Dina.." then Dina helped her put her school equipment...
Dina .." You're not a laper, brother?"
Doni ..." not mah, I belom laper...
Dina ..." So you wash your feet and hands, change your clothes, son...
Doni .."iya mah while running small k bathroom
then Dina turned on the television while throwing ," cape was also the way earlier.'" rest first broke before I continued ironing the shirt later, while wriggling straighten the muscles".ahhh....lenguh Dina while tilting her head, the clutch of the rattles from Dina's neck ..
"Dina reached into her little bag, pulled out her phone back and saw the notification of who knew there was already a work for her"
but after reading every comment no one offers, most of them object if they have to bring a child"
"ah yes Alloh, it is difficult to find work if you have children"in Dinah .
"Oya klo I tlpn mas Heru now bother not well, what will I wait for a break..."
inner Dina....
Dina typing...
"mas Heru sorry there is a time when do I want to call?"
Heru type ...
now it can also mba, it just so happens that the work part can be on the phone using a headset, jd does not disturb the work hehe...
"Tip...Tut...
Dina waits for an answer, not long phone d lift...
Heru.."hallo mba..."
Dina..."yes mas, what ...Is there an Anto mas?"
Heru ..."ada, his position is far from me mba.mang why? wanna talk?"
Dina...."engakk...engakk...sy want someone to ask mas, prihal pak Heru comments earlier in fostingan sy"...
Heru ..."you ask me what to mba Din ...
Dina ..." indeed payih mas Anto how much mas?
Heru..."mba Dina this ngawur, moso does not understand the salary of bojo ne sepira, not his salary dikas all kan mba....
Dina.." yes just want to name aja who knows not in my deposit all sir ..joking sir hehehe...
Heru.." owalah no matter mba Din seriously ngerti , still the same mba 150/HR plus money eat 25 RB...
deg.." Dina's heart ached because all this time her husband lied about his income
Herus.."mba...mba...mba ..
Dina.." yes sir
Heru.." ko diem mba what's up...
I-it..."Oya mksih sir for his info, my little boy cried, already yes sir...
Herus..."Oya mba please....
Dina.." assalamualaikum.
Heru.." waalaikumsallam.
Tut's...Tut's..
finally the chatter of Dina and Heru ended, leaving a sense of tightness but Dina knew the truth...
seriate.....
