I Appreciate Your Struggle
04.Anger
after hanging up Dina's phone was only silent a thousand languages, his chest was still too big, he couldn't wait to meet Anto
"teganya you mas, I died and manage the finances of our family, owed there only to cover our needs, while you.Dina's mind was stopped, the question arises in his mind, he said,continue if it's true where the money run Anto mas ..." big question that pops in his head..."
usually Dina klo has gone home from school, children" play yes resume work such as lifting clothesline, nyetrika, washing dishes, soapin Doni and others.maklum yes, Mak Mak's work does not have kelar.hehe.
do you agree Mak?
after getting tired of playing Doni enter the house, while yelling.mah...
Dina...." What the hell is sis..ko yelling?
Doni.." mommy sister's hungry...
Dina..."astagfirullah.iya I bought a bribe Doni while patting the eel.
Dina ..."awhile, my brother took it first
Doni.."iya mah, but bribe...
I-it..." Doni, you've grown up learning to eat by yourself yes with a somewhat irritated tone, Dina still keeps her upset in her heart & mind
Doni.."iya mah.
sorry mama son, there is a bitter and pity feeling in Dina's heart, but what power she belom can master her resentment towards Anto.
not long after Dika came, too,...
Dina..." Where did you brother ko just come home from...
Dika.." playing at Tah Rangga mah
Dina.." Let's wash your hands and feet and keep eating...
Dika.." yes mah...Dika also passed into the kitchen and ate with Doni .
the youngest was sound asleep, usually even if it was late afternoon Dina woke up, but not for today, Dina's body felt weak, lazy and not excited.
I-it..."Dika ,Doni, kalo has finished his meal y'all shower ya keburu kesorean later go naji njai ...
Doni and Dika compact answer.."good mah"...
Doni and Dika also took an afternoon bath, then went to naji afternoon...
in the house lived Dina and the youngest alone, while daydreaming Dina sat still occasionally she had tears that flowed by itself, this time Dina was really upset and disappointed with her husband Anto...Dina was impatient to meet with Anto immediately to spill her misery...
At 05:15 Anto went home
with a strange feeling,.."his unusual hour clothesline is still outside, is Dina sick?" anto's gumam...
tock.tok.. assalamualaikum....
Anto knocked on the door and gave his greetings..
belom also answered the strange outside earlier, now he found in the house untidy mess, toys, food scraps and there was a spillage of water...
mah.mah.mah.mah while walking towards the room, at his door open, he,found Dina who was sitting quietly while teary-eyed next to the youngest Desi was still asleep wearing the clothes that was worn this morning...
Anto..." Din ...are you sick?" while groping Dina's forehead...
but Dina catches Anto's hand quickly...
Anto.." You why the hell, husband come not in welcome, in make coffee or what...this house just like a ship broke...the child where the belly in bathein...you why??
Anto asked back.and still felt strange with his wife's unusual attitude...
Dina also walked towards the living room, with her face bent in annoyance...
Dina..." Sit down and I have something to talk about and ask you.
Anto.." What the hell is this, you ko arrived" like this...
Dina..."mas...kamu actually paid how much each working day?
Dina...." You can still be heard clearly, right mas, I asked what your salary is?
Anto.."Well I love you all, I still ask, I wonder...
Dina..." 500 rb/week, that's what he meant?
Anto .." i.i.iya so much why is there something wrong do you feel lacking?
Dina..." Are you sure you're talking honestly?
Anto.." deg.why is he ko not used to ask my salary, Inner Anto...
Dina.."as ko replied even daydreaming.yelling Dina...
Anto ..."yes a,.aaa.I'm honest.
indeed why while changing his sitting position, relieve tension, over the slur Dina ...
Dina.."I wonder equally you mas, I'd demand to save money, while the needs are many, children's chops, pay rent, pay for school meals a day all as if a burden to me...
Anto.."yes I also have made a living as much as I can, and that's my ability, you're not grateful...
Dina .." what mas...who does not know in profit hah...
Anto.."I turned off the work, the head became a leg, the feet so the head instead of thanking even angry not koruan.sambok raised his hand to slap Dina's cheek...
not her fear Dina instead thrust her cheek and challenge Anto...
Dina..."slap mas ..tampar..once lg your hands hit my skin I will make sure the eyes do not look at me and the child again.
anto.." dare to nantangin you now yes, yes,
Dina.." why..I have been silent for a long time, I am quite enough for the sustenance you love, even though it is very much lacking, I think that your salary is indeed only so mas, mas,until I have to owe you here and there, close the hole dig hole to be able to meet the needs of our family,what's in your brain just want enough is not my business that matters I already give money.
Anto.." yeah .
Dina..."silently...!!! I finished talking
you keep the rest of your salary?
Anto.." what the hell ..Saw me yes all that you hold right...
Dina...." You sure in love to me all huh?
Anto.." yeah.yes .yakin
Dina.." Now I ask, please answer honestly
Dina .." How much do you pay ?
Anto.." a million and a half...
Dina..."that's the honest answer, isn't it? dina's voice softened...
Anto.."yeah I'm honest.jawaba Anto.
then Dina reached into her pants pocket, and picked up a paper that turned out to be Anto's pay slip, which she found in her old anto bag,
Dina..."this is what?
can"nya you suppress my mind and mind, by telling me to save money, while your salary is quite large...
why are you hiding this from me, what is it? money for what...
Anto.."is there any reason or hadith that commands the entire salary of a husband and wife? indeed, I have no other needs and desires, once I give you the basic routine shopping money you just can not be regular to do, waste & less grateful basic wife does not know d profit...
deg ..deg.deg.when Dina lunglai's body heard her husband's words....
seriate....
