I Am Feeling Blue's

I Am Feeling Blue's
Rain of Tears



The vice principal of the student field who took over the event, immediately continued the activities so that the trust of the principal could be carried out on time.


Without waiting any longer, he asked all the new students to depart from his seat. Folding the chairs they sat on, carrying and neatly arranging them at the back of the auditorium room.


After that, they were asked to line up according to their respective classes, facing the podium. One class two rows to the back.


In an instant, the four classes had already formed a row that extended backwards, neat and orderly at once as well. Now is the time for each homeroom teacher to approach his students and continue activities until nine pm.


With a relaxed pace, Mr. Yun headed to the leftmost row. Now he is standing firmly in front of the students of class X IPA 1. With such a dazzling smile and slightly bowing his head, he greeted the children "Good night everyone. Warahmatullahi wabarokatu. Welcome to Tunas Negara High School,"


"Waalaikum salam warahmatullahi wabarokatu. Good night, Mr," they said compactly. Not to forget, each student gave his sweetest smile.


Quite simple. Mr. Yun gives only three keywords that students should express when introducing themselves, namely abilities, circumstances, and goals (hope).


He gave the keyword on the grounds because all students accepted at this school are those who are selected. So the school only facilitates them to achieve their goals during the three years in school. After explaining the technicalities, the handsome and dazzling teacher led his troops out of the building.


IPA Class 1 who take a gathering position in the park, in front of the auditorium room can more freely reveal his heart. Quite a class member who knows who they really are because the members of the class as well as family members and homeroom are their parents during their time in the school environment.


There were supposed to be 30 students enrolled in IPA 1 class, but at that time only 29 people attended. According Mr. Yun, the student who was unable to attend, currently until the next two days there is still business in Germany. He represented Indonesian students in the exhibition of Indonesian arts and culture. So the school gave a dispensation for his absence.


One by one the students advanced forward, sitting at Mr.'s side. Yun to introduce himself. The others sat down to form three-quarters of a circle.


Arrived Braga's turn, the final gasket, all his friends without being asked and clapped. They had indirectly known Braga as he advanced to the podium. Now they sit solemnly, ready to listen to what the national athlete will say.


"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi. Good night, my friends, everyone. Allow me, Braga Sutan Gumilang will pass on a little information about who I am? Oh yeah, my dear call is enough Braga, he.he.." He tried to joke. It stopped for a moment. Take a slow breath before continuing his words.


"I am the third of three children. Both of my sisters have been said to be successful towards their dreams. My oldest brother is a pediatrician, currently has completed S2 and works at a well-known government hospital as a civil servant. While the second brother is currently attending a student exchange program in Japan, sent by his campus, ITB Communication Engineering,"


"Fibling from the success of his two children, my parents imposed the same on me. Without seeing the ability I have they want me to be able to have achievements like their other two children,"


"Either those who do not want to know or they insist on turning a blind eye that since childhood I did not have a proud academic achievement. Honestly, I was very difficult to understand exact lessons even though various good tutoring places had been tried even my parents had called a private teacher with a high enough payment. They can't accept it if my skills aren't there. Whether it was luck or something, my UN score for math was good enough that I was always accepted to a favorite school. In fact, I was quite tortured. My learning outcomes and academic ability are very different and I consider all of this to be a form of lying. More precisely fool yourself,"


"Economically my family is well off. My father had an important role in the government but I felt both my parents considered me a machine, which could be set to their liking. Actually I had rejected the wishes of those who chose this school for me because I understood my academic ability could not reach out for it. But they clean hard I have to be here. They've got their own plans for my future,"


"Who am I, nothing more than a doll. If I can be honest I would rather continue my education at Atelit High School or if I win I have to choose IPS. Not that IPS is an easy lesson, but I am more confident, my passion is there,"


"Mrs. Yun and friends all, forgive me. Do not be surprised if later on you just realize the ability that I have so does not reflect the character of the students who should be here. My existence may make the name of this school ugly, for that I apologize. I am only a human being who tries to follow the will of parents because there is no other choice. For that, please help. Do not be angry if one day I will ask a lot and learn to all of you so that what my parents aspire to be I can achieve well,"


Braga ended his conversation by apologizing many times and bowing his head. Mr. Yun who was beside him immediately grabbed Braga's shoulder and gave the student strength. Seen, many times he patted Braga on the shoulder, then carried her in his arms.


Braga's eyes began to glaze over, but as a man he managed to hold back his tears so as not to spill.


Not just Mr. Yun who was carried away in an atmosphere of sadness, some students were also moved and hid his sadness. Bella and Fadlan are no exception. Their tears finally flowed by themselves. Although not sobbing, seen several times Bella and Fadlan wiped her tears.


Before they disband, Mr. Yun gave a little encouragement on the appearance of his protege. He is very appreciative of the honesty of those who want to share who he really is, how the condition of self and environment and what goals will be achieved. From here they can create a concept map so that the goal can be achieved easily.


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