I AM FAITHFUL TO HIM WHOM YOU LOVE

THE LOSING HEART

Two days after Aditya's departure, Gania feels very lonely and lost. He sat on the bed leaning against the head board while staring at the screen of his phone. He wanted to press the green button on Aditya's contact, but he was too proud to do so.

" Huh... It's been two days since Ditya has no news, why didn't he call me? Besides I worry about her, I miss her too." Monologue Gania stared at the profile photo Aditya put on his contact. It was a wedding photo of both of them.

" I thought I could hate him, but I was wrong. This heart still holds love for her. Oh my... What am I supposed to do? Should I call her? Or am I just waiting for her to call? But it's been two days that Ditya hasn't called me." Gania thought a little.

One minute, two minutes, Gania was at war with her heart.

" I'll just call you." Gania said at the end.

Gania calls Aditya, the phone is connected just waiting for Aditya to pick her up.

At a hotel in the same city. Aditya seemed to be asleep because only this morning he reached the homeland again. He accidentally does not go home to test Gania's feelings. Whether Gania expects herself to come home, or not. That's why he hasn't called Gania for two days.

Drt... Drt..

Aditya's sleep is interrupted by the ringing sound of his cell phone. He fumbled the nightstand looking for his phone, after he got his phone he immediately answered his call.

" So." Sapa Aditya with a distinctive hoarse voice wakes up.

No sound there. It seems Gania seems nervous to ask Aditya whereabouts.

Aditya stared at the screen of his phone, he immediately sat down when he found out if Gania was calling him. He sat leaning against the headboard with the phone stuck to his ear.

" Hello Gania, what's wrong with you calling me? Did something happen to you at home?" Aditya asked in the end after five minutes in silence.

" Where are you?" Tanya Gania hesitated.

" Do you care where I am? Doesn't it make no difference whether I exist or I don't? You're just not gonna assume I'm around you, are you? Then why do you want to know where I am?" Instead of answering, Aditya asked back.

Gania's heart piqued hearing Aditya's words.

" I'm sorry, maybe I was selfish for not appreciating you all this time. But you know very well that I have a reason to do all that to you. Honestly I'm mad at you, I'm disappointed at the lies you've done to me. I hate you, I want to hate you for the rest of my life because I feel played by you." Gania.

Aditya closed his eyes in order to endure the pain running through his heart.

" But now that I realize, no matter how hard I try I still can't. I failed." Aditya smiled at Gania's words.

" I failed to hate you Mas, I failed not to care for you. These two days you've made me realize how I feel about you. I wanted to be indifferent to you, but this heart kept pushing me to worry about you. I want to be indifferent to your passing, but this heart misses you. I want to erase my memory of you, but this heart always remembers you wherever I go. Actually I don't want to call you, but again this heart makes me continue to worry about you until finally my ego disappears by itself. And in the end I called you to ask about your news and whereabouts. Again forgive me." Said Gania at length He sighed deeply.

" However you remain my husband, you are my first love and until now the feeling still lingers in my heart. Go home! I'm waiting for you." Gania.

Aditya developed a wide smile at the corner of his lips.

" O Lord thank you for finally knowing how Gania feels actually works. I'm so happy to hear Gania still has the same feelings as me. She loves me... I love you too, baby, I love you more." Aditya said in his heart.

" Well, did you hear me?" Tanya Gania makes Aditya aware of her daydream.

" I heard it, you take it easy I'm fine. I'm at the hotel right now. I'll go home after my sleepiness goes away. I'll explain why I'm here when I get home. Thank you for worrying about me." Aditya hung up his phone.

" After I spoke at length, was that all he said? And what was that? Xx hotel? Does that mean he is already in Indonesia? Then why didn't he go straight home? Did he intentionally make me worry about him?" Questions were lodged in Gania's head.

" Ah stupid you are Gania, it seems like she deliberately made you like a madman like this for worrying about her. Regretting I've called her, knowing that I won't express my feelings for her. He's really good at fooling people." Gerrutu Gania.

Gania lay her body on the bed, she looked up at the sky room while smiling at Aditya who was about to go home.

" I'm waiting for you Mas." Gania Gumam.

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Gania restlessly waited for Aditya to come home but until noon, Aditya had not seen the trunk of his nose. He stood by the window and continued to grumble.

" Hah it's so annoying, I'm sleepy until I hold it because waiting for him even he hasn't come home yet. I'll be angry if until three o'clock Thatua hasn't come home yet. He's acting like he wants to." Gania looked out the window.

Grep...

Gania's body stiffened as someone hugged her from behind.

" Don't get angry baby, get old soon." Aditya said softly while sticking his chin to Gania's shoulder.

" How could I not be angry if the person I was waiting for did not come home." Gania Sahut.

" Now I'm home, so don't get angry again. I'm sorry." Aditya's words sucked his face into Gania's neck.

Gania's body brushed to feel the warmth of Aditya's breath that hit her neck. Both of them seemed silent making the atmosphere become silent. Aditya smelled Gania's hair that smelled of stobrery. It was a very soothing smell to him.

" When did you get here? Why not go straight home? Why sleep in a hotel? Don't you miss me?" Tanya Gania stroked Aditya's hand.

" Did you miss me?" Aditya asked back.

" I've admitted it." Gania Sahut.

" I missed you too. After getting off the plane, I felt dizzy and sleepy. I don't want to risk it if I force to drive the car home, so I choose to transit at the hotel for a while to just sleep." Aditya.

Gania turned her back, she looked at the lethargic face of her husband whom she had missed for two days.

Aditya cupped Gania's face, he poked her face and arrived...

Cup...

Aditya kissed Gania's lips gently. Gania closed her eyes and Aditya kissed Gania's lips again. This time not only just to kiss, but Aditya******* Gania lips. He sucked his tongue into Gania's mouth to expose every inch of it.

The sound of decapitation filled their room. After feeling out of oxygen, Aditya took off his pagutan. He rubbed Gania's lips with his thumb.

" Thank you, this is a great welcome. I miss you." Aditya's words pulled Gania into his arms.

TBC...