Hugging Memories

Fragile Men

Nasyra stared intently at him, so Fano was unable to reply. The view is hard to interpret. Either anger mixed with sadness, or he did hold back his emotions. On the other hand, compassion and love are the main reasons to sympathize with the beloved ex.

"Well you touch it or not, your son or not, I don't care and it's none of my business either. So, you better go back to your wife. Live with your family, don't look for me again!" he leaned rough to the chair.

"Ra, until at any time, I'll keep trying to get you back in my arms again. I love you so much, Ra."

"Don't expect too much!"

"Ra, please forgive me! Why is it that after hearing all my explanations you are still angry and hate me? I'm telling the truth with nothing to cover up for."

"You ask why, brother?! Funny question." Nasyra turned her lips while standing up.

"You think it's that easy to forget your lies? You think it's easy, to forgive something that hurts?! Not so easy, brother!"

"Then, how should I, Ra. Do I have to bow down so you can forgive me? Really, this feeling is torturing me. I am haunted by the guilt of hurting you. Until whenever my affections will not change at all." Fano stood up and grabbed Nasyra's hand and grabbed her.

Nasyra flicked Fano's hand, then stood up, choosing to move into the house. But Fano quickly pulled his hand again.

"Don't go in, Ra. I'm not done yet."

"At least I've heard all your explanations. Isn't that enough?! that's right, brother, who do you want?"

Brother, the longer you stay here, the harder it is for me to forget you. My heart aches because I still can't erase this feeling from my heart. Between hate and love, I don't know which is bigger in my heart.

"Ra .. I miss you so much." Fano said softly, his eyes could not lie that he was suffering so much right now.

Me too, Brother. I miss you so much. Why should all this happen to us, Nasyra.

"Sister, go home now! Your wife must be waiting. Take it easy, I'll be fine. So you don't have to think about me too much."

"I want you to forgive me, Ra," asked Fano with a look of despair.

"Alright, Brother. If it'll calm you down, I'll forgive you." Netra Nasyra did not blink as she began to soften her heart for Fano as she could not bear to see Fano continue to plead.

His gaze was still the same as when he looked at the man in front of him two years ago, a time when they were still in a loving relationship with no complicated problems like now.

"Thank you, Ra. I'm calm now, at least you'll forgive my biggest mistake. Can I hold you?"

Without waiting for approval, he immediately hugged Nasyra tightly. No matter where he is now, how he should maintain his attitude. For him, most importantly now, he felt relieved to have gotten an apology from the woman he loved.

"Sister, peeling!" nasyra's whine trying to unravel Fano's embrace.

Fano immediately took off his embrace. He immediately smiled at Nasyra, "Thank you." Again and again, no ceasing to say that word.

"What do you mean, brother?"

"Our relationship .. can go on, right?"

"Sister, I have indeed forgiven you, but to continue, it will not be possible," said Nasyra with a slightly stifled tone in the throat.

It was hard to part with the man she loved. But the decision made was right, right? Staying away from a married man is something he must do, even if he is sick he must be willing to take it off.

"But ... why, Ra? Don't you love me?"

"That feeling is gone, brother."

"You lied! I'm still sure it's still in your heart. So, let me treat the wound I scratched."

The girl shook her head, slowly she backed away with tears.

"You'd better go, brother. I hope you are happy with your family. This is the last time we met, thank you for giving me the opportunity to feel affection from you" he said, looking down, hiding a look of sadness on his face.

The sentence uttered by Nasyra was enough to make Fano stunned, the hope turned out to be wrong. He had not expected this to be the last meeting Nasyra wanted.

It turns out I just got his forgiveness, not to have it again. Will I be able to? Right now only you can fill my heart, Ra. What should I do now. Fano was frustrated after hearing Nasyra's decision.

"I thought, once I got your forgiveness .. I'd get your heart back, Ra."

"Don't expect more, brother. Yes, I was busy. You better go home!" nasyra's orders in a soft tone.

Nasyra immediately put her foot inside the house. While Fano, he was still standing blankly looking at Nasyra who passed away until his back was unseen.

He tried to be strong even though his heart was fragile, but .. I don't know, if anyone's heart problems might be weak, even though the man is sturdy.🤭

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