Hugging Memories

It's hard to forget you

Tonight, the moon and the stars don't show their light, as if hiding behind a cloud. They refuse to be present even if they only illuminate a troubled soul.

Rain spots that began to sound in the ears are now increasingly boisterous. Slowly but surely, the speck changed into a torrent of water droplets soaking into the desolate, uninhabited realm.

Nasyra sat at the study table looking at a picture of a man. The man who was once present and filled his soul for the first time. He also gave her a very painful first impression of love.

I salute my heart so tough, no matter how painful I feel, I am still strong here living a normal life like a normal human being, Nasyra said. Again he dropped warm circles from his eyes that had been pacifying uncontrollably since.

Fano Ardiansyah, a mature brown-skinned man, tall in stature, has a neat haircut, his eyebrows are also thick. And his pointed nose made the man look perfect.

He was twenty-five years old, older than Nasyra by five. He's someone who is so considerate, gentle he said and polite his behavior.

However, the events of one month ago changed Nasyra's view of him. His kindness had even been covered up by one big mistake he had made on the girl.

I'm tired .. so tired. It's really torturous. Until when does your shadow always haunt me, brother? The more I try to forget you, the more I remember you, remembering all the memories of us.

Nasyra got out of the chair and went to bed. He laid down his already tired body, then pulled out a blanket to warm it up and hugged it in a swoop.

Closing his eyes will help him to forget for a moment about Fano, about all his memories that still stick in Nasyra's mind.

Early in the morning, Nasyra heard the sound of his phone ringing for a long time, his life and body still reluctant to shift from the most comfortable position. He grabbed the flat object from his bedside nightstand lazily.

“Halo ...,” greet Nasyra after sliding the green button on his phone screen.

“Hai, how are you?”

The man's voice squealed at 04:00. Nasyra again blinked her eyes to look at the screen on her phone. Determine if the sound is real or just a dream.

“Si—who?” nasyra asked nervously in a stammering tone.

He took a deep breath and got up slowly, then sat down. Nasyra was very memorized by that soft voice, only that she chose to pretend not to know him. Nasyra tried to be normal and proper.

“That's how quickly you forget me Nasyra Arreta?!” .

Wherever I may forget you, brother, it's not that easy this feeling will disappear, but I still have to try, Nasyra's mind.

“Sorry, the number is not stored in my contact," Nasyra said.

He avoids conversations that he fears will get further away, pretending to ignore them, so Fano stops looking for them.

“Rara .. please don't pretend anymore. It's impossible that soon you can forget me" Fano said from a phone call.

Indeed, all this time only Fano called him 'Rara'.

“Don't bother me again!” nasyra's orders restrained the sobs, withstanding the pain he still felt.

Oh my God, it hurts so bad. My chest was like being pierced by a spear that pierced so deeply into the heart. I admit, I miss her a lot, miss her affection. However, I can't force it, it feels really haram for me to have. Nasyra was again unable to speak, he only chose to hold back his cries.

Without saying goodbye, Nasyra hung up. He switched off his phone for the next few hours.

After that, he would change his HP number again. It was the fourth time he had changed his number, but Fano was still able to track him. Out of nowhere he found out, he always managed to find Nasyra.

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After graduating from High School, Nasyra worked at a restaurant where he first became acquainted with Fano. Fano is a manager at the restaurant, the longer they get closer to finally establish a relationship as a couple. Yes, they do love each other.

For almost two years there has never been a big problem in Fano and Nasyra's relationship. It's just that their relationship no one knows.

Fano forbade Nasyra to tell anyone. It could be said they are backstreet, living a relationship secretly.

Until there was a big storm that made Nasyra almost crazy, the storm had destroyed the love they had built with happiness.

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