Hugging Memories

Lake

At night, by the lake. Fano flanked a cigarette in his hand with a billowing smoke, smoking it violently while enjoying his rest after a day of struggling at his uncle's restaurant.

Since Nasyra's departure from her life, Fano felt a deep emptiness. His heart is like death. The fatal mistake he had made resulted in the girl he loved, now hating him.

Fano vented out everything in her heart, almost every night since the incident two months ago. He always spent time in the lake not far from the restaurant.

At least he can calm the mind a little and find a way out of all the problems that burden him, problems caused by his own actions.

Fano didn't know why he loved Nasyra so much. She was a simple woman who had already managed to have her heart. Since his presence in Fano's life, he made Fano feel appreciated as a man. She was his first love, but she also hurt him.

"I'm a fucking guy! Arghhh ...!" he swore to himself.

Fano stepped onto a long chair by the lake, remembering all about Nasyra.

Ra, I don't mean to hurt two women's hearts at once, but rest assured it's not me who wants to. Even if I were required to choose, I would not have the heart to hurt you and him, and not only you are sick Ra, me too. My heart aches when you loudly curse me in the garden, but your lips never once raise a voice against me, the inner Fano.

Do you really hate me? you tau? I also suffered a lot from being parted with you. Please, don't leave me, I still desperately need you beside me.

Fano's relationship with his wife is not a good relationship like a couple in general. Maybe Rara had thought that Fano's little family was a happy family.

At that time, Fano had not been able to explain everything, Nasyra had already left and until now he had always avoided Fano. Even when Fano called him, he always pretended not to recognize him.

Am I too despicable? Do I deserve to be called a bastard?! Fano focused his gaze on the middle of the lake where the water looked calm.

At the park two months ago, Fano chose to be honest with Nasyra solely to find a way out together. However, his reaction was not in line with what he expected.

Of course, it would be foolish if Fano still expected a good reaction from Nasyra, it was certain that he would hate his honesty so much. Which woman does not hate and is disappointed when she is lied to for two years.

If only, you were still beside me right now, Ra. We will certainly be very happy, not feeling the heartache of each other as we are now.

I love you, I love you so much, Ra. I also know that, in the depths of your heart, you must still hold that feeling for me. I can feel it.

Fano ventured, again and again to contact Nasyra, he did not care about the meaninglessness. For him listening to Nasyra's voice for a while just a little treat Fano's longing for him. At least, he was also relieved to know that Nasyra was fine, although he often turned off the phone from him without saying goodbye.

Fano thought, what should he do now. He was eager to find Nasyra, but he did not know where the girl was.

"Please!" fano replied with a cold, indifferent look on his face.

"Abang, another heartbreak, huh?"

"It's none of your business!"

"Si Abang, don't be fierce, later his handsome look," said the woman with a coquettish tone, he poked Fano's cheek with his index finger.

Fano stared intently at the foreign woman, how surprised he saw the figure of Laura (Lanang oRa, Wedok oRa) in front of his eyes, with the look of a face annoyed half amused, he immediately stepped his feet in a hurry.

He hurried to leave the woman, meaning the man, I don't know! what kind of person he really is.

"There's just a flirt .. don't know what the mind is anymore!"

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