Hot DuRen (Cool Young)
Chapter 52
This morning the sky seemed to understand the suffering we were all feeling.
The body that has been buried under there, the body that I may be able to hug again, the body that is only in form is now only a body.
How could you leave me when you promised to propose to me soon, Riz, look at everyone crying the day you left. My inner.
I saw Aunt Sekaemr who repeatedly fell unconscious when the boy's body was simply lowered into the ground.
I tried to hold back my tears, I chose to shut up because I didn't want my tears to come out when I opened my voice. Rizwan asked me to smile. Then I'll smile. I wiped my tears that were going down my cheeks.
I can't cry, I can't. My inner.
"Come on Nay" invited Given forward to sow flowers on Rizwan's grave.
I stepped closer and smiled faintly while sowing flowers filled his tomb.
I crouched my hand when Ustadz prayed for Rizwan.
"Aammmmmmiiinnn" said we all simultaneously.
One by one people left the tomb, only I, Given, Aunt Sekar and Auntie Sekar's brother left.
"Aunty, auntie's home. Rest" I crouched down in front of Aunt Sekae who was sitting in a cage while staring at the mound of earth that buried her child.
"A little while" he replied without looking at me.
I knew that his heart must have been hurt to watch the child he loved have to leave him for ever.
"Tante, Naya please. Rizwan must also be sad to see aunty kayak gini" I hold the hand of aunt Sekar.
"Why should Eizwan Nay, why should the aunt who left first, aunt already has no one else Nay" Aunt Sekar sobbed sobbing made me unable to pour tears.
"There's still Nay aunt, there's Given too" I stared at Aeah Given.
"Yes aunt, it's still here. I'm aunty's son too, right ?" Tanya Given crouched down in front of Aunt Sekar.
Aunty sekar smiled softly and nodded her head.
"Yaudah now aunty phlang yes, Given anter aunty home" said Given helped Aunt Sekae stand up.
Aunt Sekar only resigned as Given led her away from the tomb.
Before actually moving away Given said silently that he went home first, I just nodded my head.
I crouched back and rubbed Rizwan's headstone.
"Can I cry now Riz?" I said, but my tears were already dripping.
"I'm sorry that I can't always smile the way you want".
"If I had known yesterday was our last day together, I would have spent my time accompanying you"
The roar of the sky began to sound, drop after drop of water from the sky falling to the earth, I still lingered near Rizwan's tomb.
I didn't pay attention to the sky water starting to wash over my body, I just wanted to be with her for a little while longer.
I looked up when I could not feel the water soaking up my body.
"Mas" call me soft.
"Let's go home!" Alan smiled as he looked at me.
I shook my head "A little while more" I replied.
I looked back at Rizwan's grave, my previously unseen tears from being swept away by the rain were now beginning to look soaked in my cheeks.
I felt my head go round and round and my eyes began to blur, making me fall down.
Alan who was originally paddling me threw his umbrella and supported my body.
"Dad"!!! Call worry.
I didn't answer, I just smiled and fainted.
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"Esssssssssttt" I puffed up while holding my head which was very painful.
"Wake up, Mommy?" Naha.
I didn't answer because I was still trying to open my eyes slowly.
"Ma, Ma'am Nay is conscious" cried Noah.
I faintly heard footsteps of not just one person but several people approaching.
"Alhamdulillah" they said simultaneously.
Mama helped me to lean back and helped me drink.
"Kok Nay on the infusion why Ma?" I asked because my hand felt pain it turned out there was an infusion needle attached.
"Eat first Ma'am, let Noah who bribe" said Nuha holding a bowl of porridge.
I ate little by little until the porridge in the bowl was a toilet.
I closed my eyes for a moment and opened them quickly when I remembered tonight at Rizwan's house for sure to hold tahlilan.
I took off my blanket and lowered my legs.
"Where are you going?" Alan asked when I just took one leg down
"You go to Rizwan's house, tonight must be held yasin and tahlil in his house" I replied.
"Tomorrow, they didn't have it today, changed tomorrow because Rizwan's mother is still down" said Alan stopped my actions.
I sat down on the bed and laid my body back down.
"Ma, Nay wants a break" I closed my eyes.
Alan, Noah and Mama understood that I needed time alone until they left me alone in the room.
When I heard the door shut I opened my eyes again and cried noiselessly.
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as time went on, Alan and Ara returned to Jakarta six months after Rizwan's death. I also quit the company om Rahmat because often do not enter and I also started to build a business Caffe of course in the help of my brothers and my best friend.
I own some Caffe in Jogja, by selling Papa's inheritance land as initial capital. And now the land has returned to me again.
"Well open the new Caffe again loe" said Given patted my shoulder.
"Of course, thank you in between the busy loe
Loe still wants to promote my Caffe" I said.
"Look out" he answered.
"Bunaaaaaa" shouted the two-year-old boy with his slurred voice while running.
"Haapppppp, caught" Given said the boy and raised him high up in the sky, making the boy laugh.
"Buna" took the picture again when Given dropped her off at the table.
"Yes baby" I replied.
"Al wanted ice cream" he said, making Given' forehead frown.
"No ice cream Almeer but ice cream" Given confirmed making my eyebrows raised high.
"Babbage" complained Almeer after several times trying to follow Given but could not.
"It's Ven, Almeer was a kid. How the hell" I said to Given and called the waiter and asked for a small bowl of vanilla ice cream.
"I love you Buna" said Almeer, hugging my neck and peeping at my cheek.
"Love you to baby" I kissed her cheek.
"Then Baba wasn't kissed" Given tapped her cheek.
"No!" I said it with Almeer.
Then we laughed out loud as we saw Given's sullen face.
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Sorry mom yes readers yesterday not Up, because yesterday emmak join dig burrows for Rizwan. 😁
Thank you and I lope you pull from emmak for all of you 😘🥰
